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hey everyone welcome to the offer hub

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live stream so today

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is going to be open lines and i hope you

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join me on telegram and dial in and call

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and

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tell me your story but um for those who

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again might have expected a guest i'm

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sorry there's no guest today

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i'm simply hanging out online and uh

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whoever would like to share their

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stories they can do it over telegram

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or i might just catch up with uh with

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the group and in the chat itself but

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yeah it's uh simply just

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um hanging out uh kind of like an online

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meeting

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instead of you know being able to meet

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in person not just

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because of what's going on with the

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virus but people all over the world

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i'm glad they're they managed to tune in

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even though it's very really late there

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whatever it may be

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europe australia whatever but um at

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least it's kind of like a little

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corner of the internet for you know for

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all the

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ufologists and and people with with

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experiences and

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whatever it might be whether it's ghosts

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ufos you name it

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so yeah i um i originally i

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usually don't have a topic that i would

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like to start out with because

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you know anything is pretty much open

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and uh for those that they'll call in

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and to share their stories again you can

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cover whatever topic you like and we'll

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talk about that

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but i specifically wanted to to start

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something that i just kind of labeled it

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uh don't be misled

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and um so i have a clip for you guys

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it's uh

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uh from very i guess my top five

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comedians of all time which is bill

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and um i guess i'll i'll start out with

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then we'll take it from there it'll kind

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set the stage for me for what i would

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well so what i wanted to basically to to

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is that a lot of times when people often

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ask me about contact with with aliens or

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and and so i basically break it down

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that it all starts out with your

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your beliefs your belief system it's

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basically basically that i mean

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i'll be saying that until the day i die

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you know it's it's

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uh if you do not understand how basic

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the beginnings are i don't know how much

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more i can break it down to you

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because it's the most basics of actions

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that you need to start taking on your

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otherwise it doesn't matter i can say

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things in a complicated way but

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if you do not take any steps forward if

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you do not

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do something for yourself you're still

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going to be right to where you left off

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uh for whatever whenever you're started

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analyzing and seeing what pushes your

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and kind of following down this little

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okay this makes you angry why this makes

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is not just there to you can resolve

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and be more energetically open to have

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but it also has a lot to do with what

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bill hicks was talking about regarding

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and um especially when when you

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have spent a great deal of time working

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on all the things that that you feel

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would it be whatever you name it the

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it also by knowing yourself

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you are not easily misled because

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when you are this this ball of emotions

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lashes out at anything that that that

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that um you know gets you frustrated

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that that really gets you going

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if you open yourself up to be constantly

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doesn't matter who it is your

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news you name it but when you know

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yourself when you get to the state

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it has this profound effect to where

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um whatever you hear sometimes it has a

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variance between it can be as obvious as

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my 13 year old you know trying to use

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you know reverse psychology thinking

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he's the only one that's ever come up

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with this idea and

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you know the adults would never figure

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this out you know

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to just even when it's not that apparent

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it's like this subtle but constant

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feeling to where you go this is wrong

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i don't know what i don't know why but

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heart tells you

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and so knowing yourself will give you

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this tool to where you're not constantly

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reacting but now you're acting

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on whatever information you're given

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whatever it is that you're facing with

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and like i said it can be that obvious

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to where you just look at them

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like these people are lying to me you

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i'm not exactly sure there's something

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wrong here

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but now i know i need to go and look

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further into this

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because it's just gonna drive you nuts

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you know because you will constantly

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this fortification to where you know you

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obvious things like don't kill

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you know things like don't lie at least

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most people have that in their heart

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you know and um whenever somebody

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tries to sell you something trust to

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tell you something on the news

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and tries to convince you of something

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depends on how tricky or how complicated

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you still know that truth and so you're

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just kind of sifting through

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all that bs that you got to get to until

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you get to the bottom of it

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and so you know when when i was going

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through the stuff you know between the

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uh more intensely and and heavily

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between the 2010 2015

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time i just literally cut out

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tv out of my life and i had i had

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i had to specifically choose what i

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so for example you know i would um

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remember a movie you know that i that i

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liked and or whatever you know whatever

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a show or whatever might come up and uh

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close to where i used to live in

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i used to have or they still do have a

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flea market where they sold dvds and vhs

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tapes for 50 cents so i would just go

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there and just buy them up you know for

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you know ten dollars to get some great

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movies some some

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obviously have seen some were new to me

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but it was a choice to say

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i would like to watch this you know i

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would like to see this

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and and you kind of um go

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after this feeling that you have in your

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heart that if i do this this will bring

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me joy i love to watch you comedy or i

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want to watch a drama or whatever it is

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constantly sitting back and just being

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with whatever is you know coming at you

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uh five minute span you you know you go

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anywhere from depends on how long they

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are they can be 15 seconds

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30 seconds a whole minute so you can

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have 10 different commercials

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just you know slamming in your psyche

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you know and uh you know you're done

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watching a movie you just go like i just

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feel like getting mcdonald's you know

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and you have no idea why and um uh

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by by you not being aware but you not

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you know by just simply saying life is

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too hard i just want to relax i don't

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want to do much i'll just

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let let's you know inundate me whatever

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is out there you know just for fun

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you are basically just putting your

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being allowed to just anything to seep

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to where now you have more things that

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you have to figure out why

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do you have these you know urges why do

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you have you know these certain thoughts

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because you didn't realize that all the

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everything you're watching is a

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suggestion and so if you

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simply want to relax and watch that

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stuff you're then a lot more

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easily easily convinced of something to

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make a

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irrational purchase whether you need it

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i wanted to to just kind of briefly

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touch on that to

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at least make you aware of it if unless

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you know

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and unless you haven't been already that

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it's it can be difficult sometime but

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you have to try

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to be an actual participant in your life

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instead of just uh going through the

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mundane day-to-day

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let me just you know scoot through work

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because i don't want to be here let me

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um just sit here because i'm too tired

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to think so let's just watch whatever

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you know and um when you take that

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active role in your life

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not only now are you building yourself

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up brand new

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but you're also now more aware of

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what is kind of misaligning you with

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what you really want

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you know why are you more depressed why

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you know are you

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more likely to want to sit there and

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watch something and

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and eat as opposed to going out to do

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something

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that would actually be more physically

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productive for you

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but also you know more worth of an

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experience

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so this topic we don't necessarily have

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to discuss this

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if you are on telegram and would like to

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share whatever

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it is that you want to share that's fine

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but i just wanted to

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to go over that with you and and

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especially now

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with whatever we're being told in the

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news and i think

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last week i forgot when i exactly

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mentioned i think it might have been

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last open lines

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to where we

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you know especially when it comes to the

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ufology and the ufo community would

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never

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have been told the truth by governments

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you know and um

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that always you know left us uh looking

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at all the

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you know all the um subliminal messaging

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you know looking all the things they're

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not saying they're not telling us

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and so and of course it unfortunately

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developed into all these different kind

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of conspiracy theories because

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you know we want to know more so we try

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to

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an authority you you

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fill in that gap with whatever it is and

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it makes you more prone to

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have it be whatever you know no matter

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how absurd

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sometimes it might sound and um and then

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it just confuses you more and then you

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have

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you know this person believes in this

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this person believes in that

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and so um

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especially during this time when you

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when you are not

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you know given information about ufos

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you know by the government especially if

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you're not given

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all the information about 911 especially

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if you're not given all the information

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about

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kovit you know all the things that's

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when you need to

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you know fortify yourself even more to

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know who you are

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to get in touch with yourself and

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basically

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work through whatever difficulties

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whatever

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create your fears

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to basically work on that so then when

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you're your own person

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you you don't need anyone else anyone

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else can't miss

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you know can't uh mislead you because

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you know different

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you know and at least um

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[Music]

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you you are basically are using it as a

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tool

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to just be used whenever you need it as

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opposed to just kind of helplessly

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sitting back and just allowing all the

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different news and

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different people just constantly pushing

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your buttons and you're angry here and

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you angry there and you're lashing out

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at whatever it is whether whatever is

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going on at

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what a politician might have said or

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what's going on on the streets of

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america or anywhere else in the world

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just

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look at it and and you'll see plenty out

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there you know and um

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so anyway just uh just a little reminder

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a little nudge

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hoping that you you see and understand

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what i'm trying to tell you

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to simply start working more on

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who is it that you want to be who what

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is the best version that you

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can imagine yourself to be and then

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strive towards that

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you know and and you will you it would

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be a life well spent

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by simply by simply doing yourself that

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that service

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so anyway that's as far as i wanted to

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talk

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regarding that let me i guess switch

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to chat to see who else is there

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and then also

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switch back to the voice chat

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uh right now we're just uh we have

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nathan i don't know if nathan wanted to

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talk about anything or say anything i'm

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sure he'll raise it

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raise his hand up so they'll let me know

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that he wants to talk but

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fabricia welcome jim welcome

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yes so um um bug

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hi how are you thanks for joining us all

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right let me see what

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uh what nathan would like to talk about

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today

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okay nathan you're unmuted on my end

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just move yourself

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unmute yourself on yours and you're good

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to go

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hello okay i'm on youtube um

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no i actually i didn't have much to talk

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about but uh

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uh from from my little interface here i

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thought i thought

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um i was the only one here so actually i

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just so i just finished

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re-reading dolores cannon's three waves

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of volunteers in the new earth um

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and then and then and then i and and

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several things were pointing me towards

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uh i don't know if you guys have ever

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heard the simulation hypothesis

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or it's it's you know it's the

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hypothesis that

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we're living in a simulated reality

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essentially you know it's a virtual

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reality kind of like the matrix

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um but many things were pointing me in

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that direction to read this book and

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it's fantastic

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um can you tell us a little bit about it

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sure well let me let me just read the

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synopsis on the back for you so it says

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the simulation hypothesis explores one

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of the most daring and important

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theories of our time

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that our physical reality is a part of

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an increasingly sophisticated video game

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not unlike that depicted in the movie

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the matrix in this book

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the mysteries of quantum physics the

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evolution of artificial intelligence

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video games and virtual reality are

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mixed with subjects like consciousness

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karma and the afterlife they are brought

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together into a cohesive

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information-based computer science

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framework

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whether you're a computer scientist a

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fan of science fiction a video game

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enthusiast or a speaker of spiritual

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truths

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the simulation hypothesis is for you

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you'll never look at the world the same

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way

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again now for a long time now i've

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always uh

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i've always thought that would humanity

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what

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i i couldn't ever figure out how it was

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going to happen we were all told

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that you know there's a big evolution

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happening the earth is changing like in

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dolores cannons booked the three waves

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of volunteers in the new earth and

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many other work they talk about a new

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earth happening and

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and uh and i'm thinking you know how is

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that how are we gonna reach

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a critical mass and and that's what it

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was it was like in my mind i always

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thought we had to reach a critical mass

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a certain

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number of humans like like you mentioned

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that need to turn off the tv that are

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not interested in being programmed but

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are interested in being co-creators

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and and all of a sudden and we needed so

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i always

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postulated that that would happen like

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if

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in the 100th monkey uh 100th monkey

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scenario and and

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would you like does i guess everybody

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listening probably knows what that is

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or should i you can still explain it

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just in case something somebody doesn't

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know

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there was uh it's actually some

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controversy over how authentic

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authentic the actual experiment was but

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essentially it comes right down to it

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there was a chain of islands

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and uh inhabited by monkeys and

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they and the monkeys depended on a

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particular root or fruit

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that uh that was their main food source

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and like as much as 50

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of the the fruit or their food source

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would be wasted because the monkeys

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uh didn't know how to wash it uh they

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taught the monkeys how to wash it and

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then they could eat more of the

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more of the food they one monkey they

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taught one monkey they taught a group of

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monkeys those monkeys taught more

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monkeys and those monkeys other monkeys

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taught more monkeys

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and after a certain critical mass was

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reached all of a sudden all the other

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monkeys on the other on the other

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islands in that chain

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knew how to wash the fruit and benefit

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without ever being in contact with one

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another

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hold on my phone keeps flipping from

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side view to regular my finger falls off

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okay yeah you're breaking you're

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breaking up too i'm breaking up

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okay you clear it now i guess yeah go

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ahead

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okay so so the way i thought was

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thinking that must relate because i was

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uh

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also a big fan of the law one material

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raw by raw

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uh and and i thought well obviously if

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people if everybody knew

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just like inherently that we're all one

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like which a lot of the

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the ufology material and says that you

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know other on other planets and other

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cultures and other civilizations

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throughout the galaxy just they never

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forget that yet this is why this is such

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a great and awesome experiment here on

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earth

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is because we do forget that yet we are

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all still heading towards the same

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direction back to source

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even though when we were born we're

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we've completely forgot

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um so if if if at some point enough of

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us

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innately know like know it truly that

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we're we're all one

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um and then that that 100th monkey that

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critical mass is reached all of a sudden

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everybody would knew can you imagine how

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great that moment would be and i always

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imagined imagine me

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walking out on my front porch looking to

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the left looking to the right looking

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kind of like in that movie uh surrogates

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when they when they all realized when

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they got out of their machines and they

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walked outside and they actually started

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looking at each other

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for the first time it would be like that

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we'd all be like wow

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we're all one why why are we listening

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to these on the tv why are we

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fighting why are we

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you know doing all this silly stuff

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we're all one let's let's let's help

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each other let's look

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and right there would be a quantum leap

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we would we would evolve

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instantaneously to that that fifth

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dimension reality that were promised you

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know the the

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heaven on earth the golden age all those

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whatever whatever

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you know philosophy you uh subscribe to

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they've got some version of it

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um and and so anyway recently here they

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was pointing me towards this high

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uh uh simulation hypothesis now i was

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wondering

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reach that critical mass yeah yes like

574
00:22:53,190 --> 00:22:51,520
groups like this really help conferences

575
00:22:53,750 --> 00:22:53,200
help books help just talking to people

576
00:22:55,110 --> 00:22:53,760
helping

577
00:22:56,870 --> 00:22:55,120
just having that energy and being

578
00:22:58,070 --> 00:22:56,880
present around other people

579
00:22:59,909 --> 00:22:58,080
you know you're carrying that energy of

580
00:23:02,789 --> 00:22:59,919
love and peace and oneness with you

581
00:23:03,110 --> 00:23:02,799
it it it helps just being with people

582
00:23:05,190 --> 00:23:03,120
but

583
00:23:06,310 --> 00:23:05,200
um what if what if and this is just me

584
00:23:08,230 --> 00:23:06,320
thinking hypothetically

585
00:23:09,750 --> 00:23:08,240
you know some i just got the playstation

586
00:23:12,070 --> 00:23:09,760
5 and i'm playing i'm like oh my gosh

587
00:23:13,909 --> 00:23:12,080
this is so realistic it's almost like

588
00:23:15,350 --> 00:23:13,919
you know i i actually i stopped using my

589
00:23:17,190 --> 00:23:15,360
glasses to play because i thought the

590
00:23:18,950 --> 00:23:17,200
gore was too realistic i was like oh man

591
00:23:21,270 --> 00:23:18,960
i don't want to see it that clearly

592
00:23:22,630 --> 00:23:21,280
and and but what if the same thing

593
00:23:25,029 --> 00:23:22,640
happens but you know it's not

594
00:23:26,390 --> 00:23:25,039
not used to gore and be gross and and

595
00:23:29,590 --> 00:23:26,400
show violence but

596
00:23:31,430 --> 00:23:29,600
it just gets so real that that

597
00:23:33,590 --> 00:23:31,440
people start thinking well if we can

598
00:23:35,190 --> 00:23:33,600
make a virtual reality this real

599
00:23:36,630 --> 00:23:35,200
what's to say this isn't a bursary

600
00:23:37,990 --> 00:23:36,640
what's to say there isn't something

601
00:23:39,669 --> 00:23:38,000
greater out there that's even that's

602
00:23:40,789 --> 00:23:39,679
already been capable of this what

603
00:23:42,230 --> 00:23:40,799
and then you got people starting to

604
00:23:43,350 --> 00:23:42,240
ponder basically they exist their nature

605
00:23:44,470 --> 00:23:43,360
their existence and god

606
00:23:46,310 --> 00:23:44,480
that right there because there's so many

607
00:23:46,789 --> 00:23:46,320
people that just simply aren't they are

608
00:23:49,029 --> 00:23:46,799
just

609
00:23:50,230 --> 00:23:49,039
uh turning the boob tube on and and

610
00:23:52,230 --> 00:23:50,240
going you know

611
00:23:53,590 --> 00:23:52,240
not not thinking leaving others to do

612
00:23:54,789 --> 00:23:53,600
their thinking for them living life

613
00:23:56,950 --> 00:23:54,799
passively

614
00:23:58,230 --> 00:23:56,960
and so i was just wondering you know if

615
00:23:59,350 --> 00:23:58,240
we if so

616
00:24:00,950 --> 00:23:59,360
we a lot of times people look at this

617
00:24:02,470 --> 00:24:00,960
technology and they're like oh it's it's

618
00:24:03,909 --> 00:24:02,480
always used for bad and it's just a

619
00:24:04,789 --> 00:24:03,919
control and it's just to distract and

620
00:24:07,510 --> 00:24:04,799
it's just a

621
00:24:08,390 --> 00:24:07,520
program you know like to to you know of

622
00:24:09,590 --> 00:24:08,400
course i you know

623
00:24:10,870 --> 00:24:09,600
all technology can be used for good and

624
00:24:12,149 --> 00:24:10,880
bad yeah i'm sitting here playing these

625
00:24:13,110 --> 00:24:12,159
video games and i'm thinking

626
00:24:14,950 --> 00:24:13,120
man they could be creating a

627
00:24:15,350 --> 00:24:14,960
psychological profile on me it's like

628
00:24:17,909 --> 00:24:15,360
well

629
00:24:18,789 --> 00:24:17,919
so what you know like i'm gonna you know

630
00:24:20,549 --> 00:24:18,799
as long as i'm

631
00:24:22,149 --> 00:24:20,559
playing with love and kindness in my

632
00:24:23,669 --> 00:24:22,159
heart and you know sharing a good time

633
00:24:26,310 --> 00:24:23,679
with friends and family over

634
00:24:27,830 --> 00:24:26,320
then the evil doers can use it for

635
00:24:29,990 --> 00:24:27,840
whatever they want it's not gonna

636
00:24:31,830 --> 00:24:30,000
have the effect they want you know but

637
00:24:32,870 --> 00:24:31,840
it just like all things like for me it

638
00:24:34,630 --> 00:24:32,880
was 9 11

639
00:24:36,549 --> 00:24:34,640
like that when when the whole and i

640
00:24:38,070 --> 00:24:36,559
thought oh if they could lie about that

641
00:24:39,430 --> 00:24:38,080
then what else can they lie about what

642
00:24:41,669 --> 00:24:39,440
else are they lying about that that was

643
00:24:44,390 --> 00:24:41,679
like by my big awakening moment you know

644
00:24:45,750 --> 00:24:44,400
was after that um you know so let's say

645
00:24:46,870 --> 00:24:45,760
they want to use this technology for bad

646
00:24:47,990 --> 00:24:46,880
and they want to create these simulated

647
00:24:49,830 --> 00:24:48,000
realities where they hope

648
00:24:51,350 --> 00:24:49,840
everybody like in the movie surrogates

649
00:24:52,710 --> 00:24:51,360
just lives their life there and like you

650
00:24:53,830 --> 00:24:52,720
know and we see it kind of being pushed

651
00:24:54,390 --> 00:24:53,840
on us now they'll get your food

652
00:24:55,430 --> 00:24:54,400
delivered

653
00:24:57,430 --> 00:24:55,440
there's a virus out there there's a

654
00:24:58,390 --> 00:24:57,440
scary invisible boogie man get

655
00:25:00,390 --> 00:24:58,400
you'll get everything delivered to your

656
00:25:01,830 --> 00:25:00,400
house work from home you know don't uh

657
00:25:03,029 --> 00:25:01,840
mingle with people and i'm sure there's

658
00:25:04,870 --> 00:25:03,039
just you know they have some

659
00:25:06,870 --> 00:25:04,880
strategy behind their reasons for doing

660
00:25:07,669 --> 00:25:06,880
that but just like everything that seems

661
00:25:10,310 --> 00:25:07,679
like that that

662
00:25:11,190 --> 00:25:10,320
is being done it it backfires you know

663
00:25:13,190 --> 00:25:11,200
and it can be

664
00:25:14,789 --> 00:25:13,200
it will be used for good and i'm just

665
00:25:16,310 --> 00:25:14,799
hoping this is what i'm i'm hoping is

666
00:25:17,750 --> 00:25:16,320
that the real more real that these

667
00:25:19,510 --> 00:25:17,760
simulated realities get

668
00:25:20,789 --> 00:25:19,520
the more people start to question their

669
00:25:22,549 --> 00:25:20,799
nature of existence and their

670
00:25:23,669 --> 00:25:22,559
their own realities and right there the

671
00:25:24,950 --> 00:25:23,679
more people that question the more

672
00:25:25,590 --> 00:25:24,960
people they're asking questions the more

673
00:25:28,310 --> 00:25:25,600
answers

674
00:25:29,110 --> 00:25:28,320
will start to come to light well you

675
00:25:30,789 --> 00:25:29,120
know um

676
00:25:32,870 --> 00:25:30,799
you covered a lot there i'm trying to

677
00:25:36,230 --> 00:25:32,880
figure out where where to

678
00:25:39,909 --> 00:25:36,240
where to pick pick up but um so

679
00:25:40,870 --> 00:25:39,919
um let's let's go with uh people waking

680
00:25:44,310 --> 00:25:40,880
up part okay

681
00:25:46,230 --> 00:25:44,320
so if in my my personal experience

682
00:25:47,669 --> 00:25:46,240
uh some of you already know when i had

683
00:25:50,950 --> 00:25:47,679
my near-death experience

684
00:25:53,510 --> 00:25:50,960
and um i had seen my parents and um

685
00:25:54,230 --> 00:25:53,520
you know it was all all clear all

686
00:25:57,029 --> 00:25:54,240
understood

687
00:25:58,390 --> 00:25:57,039
why why they were they were you know all

688
00:26:01,430 --> 00:25:58,400
these uh um

689
00:26:02,149 --> 00:26:01,440
pent up uh anger and and frustration all

690
00:26:05,350 --> 00:26:02,159
of that was

691
00:26:07,909 --> 00:26:05,360
immediately resolved you know and so

692
00:26:09,350 --> 00:26:07,919
when i came back i had that in mind that

693
00:26:11,750 --> 00:26:09,360
new understanding that

694
00:26:12,390 --> 00:26:11,760
oh they just did what i asked them to do

695
00:26:18,950 --> 00:26:12,400
you know

696
00:26:21,510 --> 00:26:18,960
totally new relationship with my parents

697
00:26:22,789 --> 00:26:21,520
when i went to see them and all of that

698
00:26:24,710 --> 00:26:22,799
kind of got crushed

699
00:26:26,070 --> 00:26:24,720
you know in the sense of it's still with

700
00:26:28,950 --> 00:26:26,080
me it's still there

701
00:26:30,230 --> 00:26:28,960
and i and that's what i'm looking at but

702
00:26:32,230 --> 00:26:30,240
they're not gonna be

703
00:26:33,990 --> 00:26:32,240
these different people of the sudden you

704
00:26:37,190 --> 00:26:34,000
know they made an agreement to be

705
00:26:39,430 --> 00:26:37,200
who they are to continue from from

706
00:26:40,310 --> 00:26:39,440
first day of their life to the last day

707
00:26:42,149 --> 00:26:40,320
of their life

708
00:26:44,149 --> 00:26:42,159
you know as much as i want them to just

709
00:26:46,230 --> 00:26:44,159
have the same understanding as i did

710
00:26:47,430 --> 00:26:46,240
same awakening right then and there so

711
00:26:49,350 --> 00:26:47,440
we can overcome this

712
00:26:51,430 --> 00:26:49,360
this difficulty but instead they're

713
00:26:53,750 --> 00:26:51,440
still continuing being the parents

714
00:26:55,430 --> 00:26:53,760
you know that that i knew so even though

715
00:26:57,909 --> 00:26:55,440
now i have a different understanding it

716
00:27:00,070 --> 00:26:57,919
left me with a different choice of

717
00:27:01,350 --> 00:27:00,080
okay they're not going to change because

718
00:27:02,950 --> 00:27:01,360
that's part of the agreement they're

719
00:27:04,390 --> 00:27:02,960
going to continue being who they are

720
00:27:05,990 --> 00:27:04,400
until the day they die

721
00:27:08,149 --> 00:27:06,000
now of course there's still an option

722
00:27:10,149 --> 00:27:08,159
for them to change and grow and do

723
00:27:13,190 --> 00:27:10,159
whatever it is but it's up to them

724
00:27:15,750 --> 00:27:13,200
so it was a choice on my end to where

725
00:27:17,190 --> 00:27:15,760
find i have this understanding and and i

726
00:27:19,590 --> 00:27:17,200
don't want to push it on them

727
00:27:21,350 --> 00:27:19,600
but what i can do is now approach the

728
00:27:23,269 --> 00:27:21,360
relationship with them differently

729
00:27:25,029 --> 00:27:23,279
you know and i see the same way with

730
00:27:25,669 --> 00:27:25,039
what's going on you know in the world

731
00:27:29,029 --> 00:27:25,679
now

732
00:27:29,669 --> 00:27:29,039
just hey can't you see just won't grab

733
00:27:31,430 --> 00:27:29,679
him by the

734
00:27:32,950 --> 00:27:31,440
you know by the collar and say can't you

735
00:27:34,549 --> 00:27:32,960
see what's going on can

736
00:27:36,070 --> 00:27:34,559
you know why don't you just look at this

737
00:27:37,990 --> 00:27:36,080
why don't you just you know

738
00:27:39,350 --> 00:27:38,000
do what you need to do and you have to

739
00:27:41,830 --> 00:27:39,360
understand that you know

740
00:27:42,870 --> 00:27:41,840
from again my personal opinion based on

741
00:27:44,389 --> 00:27:42,880
my experience

742
00:27:46,149 --> 00:27:44,399
you know and then you you take from it

743
00:27:49,590 --> 00:27:46,159
what you like you know

744
00:27:53,510 --> 00:27:49,600
is that we still need these people to

745
00:27:56,710 --> 00:27:53,520
be these you know on a larger scale

746
00:27:59,510 --> 00:27:56,720
to be this um

747
00:28:01,110 --> 00:27:59,520
to be this example to to the rest of us

748
00:28:01,750 --> 00:28:01,120
they're still kind of on the verge to

749
00:28:03,750 --> 00:28:01,760
say

750
00:28:05,909 --> 00:28:03,760
is this what you want or is this not

751
00:28:08,230 --> 00:28:05,919
what you want when you see the protest

752
00:28:09,029 --> 00:28:08,240
is this what you want or not when you

753
00:28:11,190 --> 00:28:09,039
see the

754
00:28:13,029 --> 00:28:11,200
the lies coming from government is this

755
00:28:13,750 --> 00:28:13,039
what you can you know want to continue

756
00:28:16,070 --> 00:28:13,760
to have

757
00:28:17,430 --> 00:28:16,080
or not and so there's all these things

758
00:28:19,750 --> 00:28:17,440
that have to happen

759
00:28:20,470 --> 00:28:19,760
in order to be the catalyst for those

760
00:28:23,430 --> 00:28:20,480
that are still

761
00:28:25,110 --> 00:28:23,440
quote-unquote asleep to finally switch

762
00:28:27,350 --> 00:28:25,120
you know to finally something

763
00:28:28,149 --> 00:28:27,360
happens like they get pushed enough in

764
00:28:31,190 --> 00:28:28,159
the corner

765
00:28:33,029 --> 00:28:31,200
to where the normal is not there anymore

766
00:28:35,190 --> 00:28:33,039
you know already i should say business

767
00:28:36,310 --> 00:28:35,200
as usual you know it's not there anymore

768
00:28:38,470 --> 00:28:36,320
so they cannot

769
00:28:39,590 --> 00:28:38,480
you know continue to just do the same

770
00:28:41,510 --> 00:28:39,600
old same old two just

771
00:28:43,430 --> 00:28:41,520
go to games going out with friends go

772
00:28:44,789 --> 00:28:43,440
play cards go to games growing up

773
00:28:46,630 --> 00:28:44,799
you know hang out with friends go play

774
00:28:47,750 --> 00:28:46,640
cards you know something is different

775
00:28:50,149 --> 00:28:47,760
something has kind of

776
00:28:52,950 --> 00:28:50,159
put a wrench in that motor work toward

777
00:28:53,909 --> 00:28:52,960
now they have to go outside of that and

778
00:28:55,590 --> 00:28:53,919
that's where it's going to be

779
00:28:56,230 --> 00:28:55,600
uncomfortable that's where they're going

780
00:28:59,750 --> 00:28:56,240
to be

781
00:29:01,269 --> 00:28:59,760
about this is different

782
00:29:03,190 --> 00:29:01,279
i don't know what to do i've never been

783
00:29:05,269 --> 00:29:03,200
here before you know and so

784
00:29:07,110 --> 00:29:05,279
all that is still kind of playing out

785
00:29:08,389 --> 00:29:07,120
worldwide now of course

786
00:29:09,990 --> 00:29:08,399
once you've been there and you've seen

787
00:29:12,149 --> 00:29:10,000
the other side you know you just want to

788
00:29:14,389 --> 00:29:12,159
be like everybody just wake up right now

789
00:29:15,830 --> 00:29:14,399
you know but as much as i would

790
00:29:18,870 --> 00:29:15,840
personally would love to

791
00:29:19,750 --> 00:29:18,880
it's still the earth does not cease to

792
00:29:21,750 --> 00:29:19,760
be a school

793
00:29:24,310 --> 00:29:21,760
it still continues being the school to

794
00:29:26,470 --> 00:29:24,320
where i do what i do with this show

795
00:29:27,990 --> 00:29:26,480
you calling in the way you called in you

796
00:29:29,110 --> 00:29:28,000
know people watching are watching

797
00:29:30,630 --> 00:29:29,120
because of there's something that

798
00:29:33,830 --> 00:29:30,640
they're searching here for

799
00:29:35,909 --> 00:29:33,840
you know and so like bit by bit everyone

800
00:29:37,510 --> 00:29:35,919
doing their part of what they can

801
00:29:39,190 --> 00:29:37,520
you know that that change will

802
00:29:41,269 --> 00:29:39,200
eventually happen but

803
00:29:42,630 --> 00:29:41,279
because of this set up school it's not

804
00:29:44,149 --> 00:29:42,640
going to immediately go like

805
00:29:45,590 --> 00:29:44,159
okay you were started first grade

806
00:29:46,710 --> 00:29:45,600
yesterday you're going to be 12th grade

807
00:29:48,789 --> 00:29:46,720
you know next day and

808
00:29:50,230 --> 00:29:48,799
congratulations you've graduated you

809
00:29:52,789 --> 00:29:50,240
know because

810
00:29:53,510 --> 00:29:52,799
uh it's the experience that adds to your

811
00:29:55,830 --> 00:29:53,520
wisdom

812
00:29:56,789 --> 00:29:55,840
and so you cannot just off the sudden

813
00:29:58,389 --> 00:29:56,799
wake up

814
00:30:01,029 --> 00:29:58,399
you know because you have to have an

815
00:30:03,510 --> 00:30:01,039
experience of something to

816
00:30:05,029 --> 00:30:03,520
to strive for an experience that that

817
00:30:07,510 --> 00:30:05,039
hurt you an experience that

818
00:30:08,070 --> 00:30:07,520
loved you and experience you know that

819
00:30:11,590 --> 00:30:08,080
basically

820
00:30:13,269 --> 00:30:11,600
drove you to to uh take these steps to

821
00:30:15,269 --> 00:30:13,279
make the improvements in your life

822
00:30:17,029 --> 00:30:15,279
only then can you witness your own

823
00:30:19,510 --> 00:30:17,039
change and who you were

824
00:30:21,510 --> 00:30:19,520
who you are now and who you can be and

825
00:30:23,669 --> 00:30:21,520
so that's my opinion regarding

826
00:30:28,310 --> 00:30:23,679
regarding the of the sudden everybody

827
00:30:32,149 --> 00:30:30,310
yeah that's very right because we're as

828
00:30:34,230 --> 00:30:32,159
much as as much as we are like a

829
00:30:36,789 --> 00:30:34,240
collective here it's also it's a very

830
00:30:39,909 --> 00:30:36,799
personal experience you know it's um

831
00:30:41,510 --> 00:30:39,919
this this school this and a choice the

832
00:30:42,389 --> 00:30:41,520
choice of that you know right and that's

833
00:30:44,389 --> 00:30:42,399
what we're sort of

834
00:30:46,630 --> 00:30:44,399
now because you can you can watch you

835
00:30:48,950 --> 00:30:46,640
know hundreds of youtube videos on

836
00:30:51,190 --> 00:30:48,960
how to program or how to use a hammer

837
00:30:53,029 --> 00:30:51,200
but un until you actually do it

838
00:30:55,430 --> 00:30:53,039
that's what adds to the richness of your

839
00:30:57,830 --> 00:30:55,440
experience you know and uh

840
00:30:59,509 --> 00:30:57,840
it's not gonna cease to exist in that

841
00:31:01,750 --> 00:30:59,519
way you know it's it's gonna

842
00:31:03,509 --> 00:31:01,760
it's still gonna continue functioning to

843
00:31:05,430 --> 00:31:03,519
where something happens

844
00:31:06,630 --> 00:31:05,440
there's a good example that bashar often

845
00:31:09,990 --> 00:31:06,640
used is called the

846
00:31:11,830 --> 00:31:10,000
water watermelon seed analogy and if you

847
00:31:13,590 --> 00:31:11,840
imagine yourself being that watermelon

848
00:31:16,149 --> 00:31:13,600
seed

849
00:31:17,110 --> 00:31:16,159
being squeezed between the thumb and

850
00:31:19,669 --> 00:31:17,120
index finger

851
00:31:21,029 --> 00:31:19,679
and you can only be between there you

852
00:31:23,430 --> 00:31:21,039
know for so long

853
00:31:24,389 --> 00:31:23,440
until finally it reaches a critical

854
00:31:26,310 --> 00:31:24,399
point to where

855
00:31:28,549 --> 00:31:26,320
you can't move forward you can't move

856
00:31:31,350 --> 00:31:28,559
backwards you can't go anywhere else

857
00:31:32,070 --> 00:31:31,360
until you squeeze so hard you know where

858
00:31:34,149 --> 00:31:32,080
it just

859
00:31:35,509 --> 00:31:34,159
shoots out in any direction possible

860
00:31:36,789 --> 00:31:35,519
just anything new

861
00:31:39,269 --> 00:31:36,799
anything different than what you've

862
00:31:40,950 --> 00:31:39,279
always done and that's what's going to

863
00:31:42,870 --> 00:31:40,960
you know some some people that's what

864
00:31:43,669 --> 00:31:42,880
they would need in order for them to

865
00:31:45,909 --> 00:31:43,679
kind of

866
00:31:47,269 --> 00:31:45,919
get out of this rut and then start

867
00:31:50,549 --> 00:31:47,279
looking into things because

868
00:31:52,710 --> 00:31:50,559
even you know every day i take that back

869
00:31:54,230 --> 00:31:52,720
not every day every so often i get

870
00:31:56,549 --> 00:31:54,240
people like hey

871
00:31:57,990 --> 00:31:56,559
you know i was watching the show on ufos

872
00:31:59,029 --> 00:31:58,000
blah blah blah and this is people that

873
00:32:01,509 --> 00:31:59,039
would never

874
00:32:02,470 --> 00:32:01,519
ever you know look at you know ufos or

875
00:32:03,830 --> 00:32:02,480
be interested

876
00:32:05,830 --> 00:32:03,840
you know they're you know often they

877
00:32:07,909 --> 00:32:05,840
would be like hey because always

878
00:32:09,750 --> 00:32:07,919
they know i always go beyond of what i'm

879
00:32:11,750 --> 00:32:09,760
always told looking at all the options

880
00:32:12,789 --> 00:32:11,760
regarding the coronavirus regarding

881
00:32:15,110 --> 00:32:12,799
everything that's out there

882
00:32:16,230 --> 00:32:15,120
so they come to me and say hey this is

883
00:32:18,070 --> 00:32:16,240
what they're saying

884
00:32:19,590 --> 00:32:18,080
give me all the stuff that you know that

885
00:32:21,350 --> 00:32:19,600
they're not telling me about

886
00:32:22,710 --> 00:32:21,360
you know and i said i can only present

887
00:32:24,710 --> 00:32:22,720
this to you you know

888
00:32:27,029 --> 00:32:24,720
and and for you to make up your own mind

889
00:32:30,389 --> 00:32:27,039
but don't hold this to be some kind of

890
00:32:33,110 --> 00:32:30,399
um you know stand of measure or or

891
00:32:34,549 --> 00:32:33,120
or this goal that you know it's it's the

892
00:32:36,149 --> 00:32:34,559
truth you know it's like

893
00:32:38,070 --> 00:32:36,159
this is something you know whatever i

894
00:32:40,310 --> 00:32:38,080
give you is other options

895
00:32:42,549 --> 00:32:40,320
to look at and some people like him some

896
00:32:45,350 --> 00:32:42,559
people won't you know it's like

897
00:32:45,750 --> 00:32:45,360
and as bashar said you know if you don't

898
00:32:47,350 --> 00:32:45,760
find

899
00:32:51,990 --> 00:32:47,360
what you're looking for here you will

900
00:32:56,389 --> 00:32:53,350
that's right that's right and then

901
00:32:58,549 --> 00:32:56,399
there's a uh like now is is i mean

902
00:33:00,149 --> 00:32:58,559
people are it's happening well the a lot

903
00:33:01,509 --> 00:33:00,159
of watermelon seeds are getting squeezed

904
00:33:03,830 --> 00:33:01,519
really tightly right now

905
00:33:06,070 --> 00:33:03,840
people's uh beloved systems and

906
00:33:09,190 --> 00:33:06,080
structures are failing them uh

907
00:33:10,070 --> 00:33:09,200
if if and the least you know they're

908
00:33:12,230 --> 00:33:10,080
just sort of going

909
00:33:13,430 --> 00:33:12,240
hmm that's not right you know that isn't

910
00:33:14,549 --> 00:33:13,440
the way it's supposed to be

911
00:33:15,909 --> 00:33:14,559
in the in the worst case scenarios

912
00:33:17,269 --> 00:33:15,919
they're absolutely you know they're

913
00:33:18,149 --> 00:33:17,279
they're losing their businesses losing

914
00:33:19,750 --> 00:33:18,159
their jobs and

915
00:33:21,430 --> 00:33:19,760
and for what you know if you turn off

916
00:33:23,029 --> 00:33:21,440
the tv and take off the face mask most

917
00:33:25,110 --> 00:33:23,039
people be like what pandemic

918
00:33:26,950 --> 00:33:25,120
my dad sent me a thing the other day in

919
00:33:30,230 --> 00:33:26,960
a text that was a uh

920
00:33:31,190 --> 00:33:30,240
and it said uh a real pandemic and i'm

921
00:33:33,430 --> 00:33:31,200
gonna paraphrase i don't remember it

922
00:33:37,110 --> 00:33:33,440
exactly a real pandemic doesn't need 24

923
00:33:37,590 --> 00:33:37,120
7 uh propaganda and reminders of it on

924
00:33:38,789 --> 00:33:37,600
tv

925
00:33:40,710 --> 00:33:38,799
you know like it doesn't need

926
00:33:41,269 --> 00:33:40,720
advertising it doesn't need anything you

927
00:33:43,509 --> 00:33:41,279
know like

928
00:33:45,269 --> 00:33:43,519
you would you would see the the effects

929
00:33:47,029 --> 00:33:45,279
of it a real real crisis if it really is

930
00:33:49,430 --> 00:33:47,039
was as bad as they said it is

931
00:33:50,950 --> 00:33:49,440
so i think a lot of people are going hmm

932
00:33:52,389 --> 00:33:50,960
this doesn't seem right

933
00:33:54,310 --> 00:33:52,399
they're getting they're getting squeezed

934
00:33:54,950 --> 00:33:54,320
and they're about to pop i'm but even us

935
00:33:56,389 --> 00:33:54,960
too it

936
00:33:57,990 --> 00:33:56,399
i'm not saying these people are any

937
00:33:59,990 --> 00:33:58,000
different they're just at a different

938
00:34:01,909 --> 00:34:00,000
uh they're at a different point in their

939
00:34:02,230 --> 00:34:01,919
path of discovery self-discovery you

940
00:34:05,350 --> 00:34:02,240
know

941
00:34:06,389 --> 00:34:05,360
and and and yeah like i feel the squeeze

942
00:34:08,790 --> 00:34:06,399
also you know

943
00:34:10,149 --> 00:34:08,800
well you know uh it's it's funny uh a

944
00:34:13,190 --> 00:34:10,159
lot of times when

945
00:34:17,270 --> 00:34:13,200
uh people always look at a

946
00:34:21,430 --> 00:34:17,280
a threat only if it's somebody

947
00:34:23,109 --> 00:34:21,440
with a boot stomping on their face

948
00:34:24,869 --> 00:34:23,119
you know only then do they say wow

949
00:34:27,349 --> 00:34:24,879
there's a threat it's there

950
00:34:28,230 --> 00:34:27,359
now i can act on it right they never

951
00:34:30,550 --> 00:34:28,240
suspect

952
00:34:32,149 --> 00:34:30,560
that you know when all of a sudden in

953
00:34:33,589 --> 00:34:32,159
1920s you know they

954
00:34:35,430 --> 00:34:33,599
of course always want to sell you the

955
00:34:37,190 --> 00:34:35,440
story that the crash happened

956
00:34:39,270 --> 00:34:37,200
you know normally because of money

957
00:34:39,990 --> 00:34:39,280
supply and yada yada all that normal

958
00:34:42,310 --> 00:34:40,000
stuff

959
00:34:43,190 --> 00:34:42,320
you know so many banks went out of

960
00:34:45,430 --> 00:34:43,200
business all these

961
00:34:47,669 --> 00:34:45,440
you know uh private unions you know went

962
00:34:49,909 --> 00:34:47,679
out of business and were basically

963
00:34:52,069 --> 00:34:49,919
to bigger and bigger nationalized banks

964
00:34:55,669 --> 00:34:52,079
you know and added to the central bank

965
00:34:57,589 --> 00:34:55,679
and so this it never stops you know

966
00:34:58,710 --> 00:34:57,599
you know people don't stop to realize

967
00:35:00,870 --> 00:34:58,720
they're so

968
00:35:02,069 --> 00:35:00,880
um you know they basically have been

969
00:35:04,390 --> 00:35:02,079
told that there's an enemy

970
00:35:05,670 --> 00:35:04,400
out there but you can't see it you know

971
00:35:07,190 --> 00:35:05,680
they've been told you have to be afraid

972
00:35:07,910 --> 00:35:07,200
of this enemy because it could be

973
00:35:11,670 --> 00:35:07,920
everywhere

974
00:35:14,710 --> 00:35:11,680
you know and so they they they tapped on

975
00:35:16,470 --> 00:35:14,720
the people's primal fears and so they

976
00:35:18,790 --> 00:35:16,480
just basically act on those

977
00:35:20,310 --> 00:35:18,800
instead of reading of all the things

978
00:35:22,790 --> 00:35:20,320
that are available online

979
00:35:23,670 --> 00:35:22,800
medical journals journal studies that

980
00:35:25,190 --> 00:35:23,680
have been done

981
00:35:26,710 --> 00:35:25,200
about all kinds of different things

982
00:35:29,990 --> 00:35:26,720
regarding

983
00:35:33,030 --> 00:35:30,000
things and effects it has

984
00:35:35,430 --> 00:35:33,040
on on on the body but none of that is

985
00:35:37,750 --> 00:35:35,440
has been allowed only one narrative

986
00:35:40,470 --> 00:35:37,760
which basically shuts down businesses

987
00:35:41,750 --> 00:35:40,480
and if you walmart and amazon and you

988
00:35:44,470 --> 00:35:41,760
know you can stay open

989
00:35:45,270 --> 00:35:44,480
everyone else shut down because you know

990
00:35:47,829 --> 00:35:45,280
only

991
00:35:48,710 --> 00:35:47,839
because you're quote-unquote a threat to

992
00:35:52,069 --> 00:35:48,720
society

993
00:35:53,750 --> 00:35:52,079
and so the point is i'm not telling you

994
00:35:54,150 --> 00:35:53,760
to believe in one way or another but

995
00:35:56,390 --> 00:35:54,160
just

996
00:35:57,349 --> 00:35:56,400
use your brain a little bit you know

997
00:36:00,230 --> 00:35:57,359
because

998
00:36:00,710 --> 00:36:00,240
whether you take the jab or whether you

999
00:36:03,990 --> 00:36:00,720
you know

1000
00:36:05,349 --> 00:36:04,000
uh find a natural way like vitamin c and

1001
00:36:07,589 --> 00:36:05,359
all the things that have been available

1002
00:36:09,349 --> 00:36:07,599
there for decades and centuries

1003
00:36:11,829 --> 00:36:09,359
it all still has to go through your

1004
00:36:12,870 --> 00:36:11,839
immune system it cannot circumvent your

1005
00:36:16,310 --> 00:36:12,880
immune system

1006
00:36:17,430 --> 00:36:16,320
and so you can strengthen it in so many

1007
00:36:19,990 --> 00:36:17,440
different ways but

1008
00:36:22,230 --> 00:36:20,000
it's it's not allowed to be looked at

1009
00:36:25,430 --> 00:36:22,240
it's only one way which is

1010
00:36:28,150 --> 00:36:25,440
by the the jab get it

1011
00:36:29,349 --> 00:36:28,160
and only that will give your salvation

1012
00:36:31,750 --> 00:36:29,359
because you obeyed

1013
00:36:33,109 --> 00:36:31,760
you followed and you went into direction

1014
00:36:35,109 --> 00:36:33,119
where you want you to go

1015
00:36:36,550 --> 00:36:35,119
you know if you still want to do that do

1016
00:36:40,630 --> 00:36:36,560
it you know if you want to wear a mask

1017
00:36:43,430 --> 00:36:40,640
then wear your mask the point is

1018
00:36:44,069 --> 00:36:43,440
i do not disagree with that whatsoever

1019
00:36:46,630 --> 00:36:44,079
where i am

1020
00:36:47,430 --> 00:36:46,640
at there's space for you but where you

1021
00:36:49,670 --> 00:36:47,440
want me to go

1022
00:36:52,069 --> 00:36:49,680
there is no space for me there i have to

1023
00:36:53,990 --> 00:36:52,079
obey i have to bow down i have to do all

1024
00:36:56,790 --> 00:36:54,000
these different things that basically

1025
00:36:57,990 --> 00:36:56,800
would just make you know would make me a

1026
00:37:01,349 --> 00:36:58,000
subject you know

1027
00:37:03,190 --> 00:37:01,359
and so um it's not something it's not

1028
00:37:05,270 --> 00:37:03,200
it's not in my system it's not in my

1029
00:37:06,950 --> 00:37:05,280
blood to ever be a victim

1030
00:37:09,829 --> 00:37:06,960
you know it's like i've been through

1031
00:37:11,750 --> 00:37:09,839
those those um

1032
00:37:13,750 --> 00:37:11,760
you know fought through whatever was

1033
00:37:14,390 --> 00:37:13,760
bothering me found the solutions i need

1034
00:37:17,829 --> 00:37:14,400
to find

1035
00:37:20,390 --> 00:37:17,839
you know and i i can never go oh poor me

1036
00:37:21,430 --> 00:37:20,400
oh this or that you know you have the

1037
00:37:23,750 --> 00:37:21,440
answers i am

1038
00:37:25,109 --> 00:37:23,760
lonely nothing only you can help me be

1039
00:37:27,109 --> 00:37:25,119
my salvation you know

1040
00:37:28,630 --> 00:37:27,119
and i just i never think in those terms

1041
00:37:31,270 --> 00:37:28,640
it's like what can i do

1042
00:37:33,670 --> 00:37:31,280
you know how can i educate myself and

1043
00:37:35,910 --> 00:37:33,680
for some reason now that's not allowed

1044
00:37:37,829 --> 00:37:35,920
you know so i don't know if they're

1045
00:37:40,470 --> 00:37:37,839
going to take this down because of

1046
00:37:42,150 --> 00:37:40,480
what i'm saying or what but the the

1047
00:37:44,470 --> 00:37:42,160
point here is that

1048
00:37:45,270 --> 00:37:44,480
you know some shift has happened to

1049
00:37:47,030 --> 00:37:45,280
where

1050
00:37:49,030 --> 00:37:47,040
it's important as i mentioned earlier

1051
00:37:50,710 --> 00:37:49,040
for us to become more aware of who we

1052
00:37:53,910 --> 00:37:50,720
truly are so you can

1053
00:37:56,790 --> 00:37:53,920
kind of look through the fog you know

1054
00:37:58,310 --> 00:37:56,800
get get past the double speak you know

1055
00:37:59,990 --> 00:37:58,320
and all the things where they keep

1056
00:38:03,190 --> 00:38:00,000
telling you you know go down

1057
00:38:05,510 --> 00:38:03,200
go down no go up go up

1058
00:38:06,230 --> 00:38:05,520
and you're just like wait wait no this

1059
00:38:08,790 --> 00:38:06,240
is up

1060
00:38:09,750 --> 00:38:08,800
this is down and they're like no obey

1061
00:38:13,270 --> 00:38:09,760
this is down

1062
00:38:14,550 --> 00:38:13,280
go down you know and so it's it's this

1063
00:38:17,030 --> 00:38:14,560
um

1064
00:38:18,069 --> 00:38:17,040
yeah it's it's a double speak that that

1065
00:38:20,630 --> 00:38:18,079
could drive somebody

1066
00:38:21,589 --> 00:38:20,640
nuts if you're if you're not a fortified

1067
00:38:24,230 --> 00:38:21,599
uh person

1068
00:38:26,069 --> 00:38:24,240
in your heart to where you know you

1069
00:38:27,910 --> 00:38:26,079
don't have to fight every battle

1070
00:38:29,670 --> 00:38:27,920
and to know that you know what's wrong

1071
00:38:31,510 --> 00:38:29,680
what's right and that that's good enough

1072
00:38:32,150 --> 00:38:31,520
for you in your own life without having

1073
00:38:35,190 --> 00:38:32,160
to

1074
00:38:36,870 --> 00:38:35,200
the time or

1075
00:38:37,990 --> 00:38:36,880
constantly have to be confrontational

1076
00:38:39,270 --> 00:38:38,000
about whatever it is that they're

1077
00:38:42,710 --> 00:38:39,280
telling you about

1078
00:38:43,349 --> 00:38:42,720
you know and so um i just for the first

1079
00:38:45,750 --> 00:38:43,359
time

1080
00:38:48,630 --> 00:38:45,760
for in my life what i've seen to where

1081
00:38:51,670 --> 00:38:48,640
they're telling you that

1082
00:38:54,710 --> 00:38:51,680
information is not good for you

1083
00:38:55,990 --> 00:38:54,720
you know educating yourself in all

1084
00:38:57,829 --> 00:38:56,000
aspects that you can

1085
00:39:00,150 --> 00:38:57,839
thanks to the internet is not good for

1086
00:39:02,470 --> 00:39:00,160
you we tell you what to say

1087
00:39:03,510 --> 00:39:02,480
we tell you what to think we tell you

1088
00:39:05,349 --> 00:39:03,520
what to do

1089
00:39:07,589 --> 00:39:05,359
if you don't then you're a threat to

1090
00:39:08,550 --> 00:39:07,599
society if you do you're being good and

1091
00:39:12,829 --> 00:39:08,560
obedient

1092
00:39:15,510 --> 00:39:12,839
you know and so anyway

1093
00:39:18,870 --> 00:39:15,520
so the the whole idea

1094
00:39:20,069 --> 00:39:18,880
is that you know you have to you have to

1095
00:39:23,190 --> 00:39:20,079
become

1096
00:39:25,589 --> 00:39:23,200
a a

1097
00:39:26,470 --> 00:39:25,599
an active person in your life you have

1098
00:39:29,990 --> 00:39:26,480
to become

1099
00:39:31,910 --> 00:39:30,000
somebody that basically you know can say

1100
00:39:33,750 --> 00:39:31,920
well you know what what you're telling

1101
00:39:35,910 --> 00:39:33,760
me is doesn't sound quite right

1102
00:39:38,150 --> 00:39:35,920
but give me some time to figure it out

1103
00:39:39,589 --> 00:39:38,160
because

1104
00:39:41,030 --> 00:39:39,599
you know what what are you you know when

1105
00:39:42,790 --> 00:39:41,040
you look at all these different things

1106
00:39:44,390 --> 00:39:42,800
you know it's it's always

1107
00:39:45,990 --> 00:39:44,400
it's always been that way always some

1108
00:39:48,870 --> 00:39:46,000
kind of huge threat

1109
00:39:49,349 --> 00:39:48,880
always created you know to fear this

1110
00:39:54,630 --> 00:39:49,359
person

1111
00:39:56,550 --> 00:39:54,640
fear that thing you know to always just

1112
00:39:59,109 --> 00:39:56,560
kind of obey succumb

1113
00:40:00,150 --> 00:39:59,119
obey you know do as you told you know

1114
00:40:02,150 --> 00:40:00,160
only then

1115
00:40:03,270 --> 00:40:02,160
you know will will it be better for the

1116
00:40:06,069 --> 00:40:03,280
for the whole

1117
00:40:07,829 --> 00:40:06,079
and um it just doesn't work if if you

1118
00:40:11,030 --> 00:40:07,839
want to continue to start calling

1119
00:40:13,510 --> 00:40:11,040
yourself a free person anyway

1120
00:40:15,750 --> 00:40:13,520
i went it's not exactly a rant but when

1121
00:40:21,349 --> 00:40:15,760
my brain starts flowing i just

1122
00:40:24,950 --> 00:40:23,670
yeah man anyway so i'm sorry nathan what

1123
00:40:26,390 --> 00:40:24,960
was the other thing that there was

1124
00:40:29,750 --> 00:40:26,400
something else you were covering

1125
00:40:31,589 --> 00:40:29,760
um that i just kind of covered the part

1126
00:40:35,430 --> 00:40:31,599
about the waking up part but there was

1127
00:40:38,630 --> 00:40:35,440
other things and points you were making

1128
00:40:40,630 --> 00:40:38,640
well i guess the main point was just uh

1129
00:40:42,069 --> 00:40:40,640
just sort of you know just sort of you

1130
00:40:43,190 --> 00:40:42,079
know a little mental masturbation like

1131
00:40:44,870 --> 00:40:43,200
thinking like well

1132
00:40:46,390 --> 00:40:44,880
what would it really look like if people

1133
00:40:47,829 --> 00:40:46,400
like how what are the other things that

1134
00:40:49,750 --> 00:40:47,839
would wake people up you know like i

1135
00:40:52,790 --> 00:40:49,760
said like it was 9 11 for me or

1136
00:40:53,270 --> 00:40:52,800
uh you know or or but like and then

1137
00:40:56,870 --> 00:40:53,280
that's why

1138
00:40:57,910 --> 00:40:56,880
like this book is uh uh saying like what

1139
00:40:59,990 --> 00:40:57,920
like if the

1140
00:41:01,670 --> 00:41:00,000
if the virtual reality started beginning

1141
00:41:03,109 --> 00:41:01,680
so real it would just make people

1142
00:41:04,390 --> 00:41:03,119
starting questioning their own reality

1143
00:41:05,990 --> 00:41:04,400
and it's that questioning right there

1144
00:41:08,550 --> 00:41:06,000
that i guess that was my main

1145
00:41:09,750 --> 00:41:08,560
point that i was getting to you know

1146
00:41:11,910 --> 00:41:09,760
people start questioning that's

1147
00:41:12,950 --> 00:41:11,920
that's where they'll uh that right there

1148
00:41:15,510 --> 00:41:12,960
will raise

1149
00:41:17,270 --> 00:41:15,520
their you know the frequency of the

1150
00:41:18,950 --> 00:41:17,280
atomic structure and and that'll raise

1151
00:41:20,470 --> 00:41:18,960
the hole and then and then we might just

1152
00:41:24,069 --> 00:41:20,480
do a shift

1153
00:41:24,550 --> 00:41:24,079
you know into the next great the next

1154
00:41:29,270 --> 00:41:24,560
chapter

1155
00:41:31,030 --> 00:41:29,280
yeah as you can see

1156
00:41:32,710 --> 00:41:31,040
i was just going to say you know uh

1157
00:41:34,150 --> 00:41:32,720
there was talking about the virtual

1158
00:41:37,510 --> 00:41:34,160
reality part

1159
00:41:40,630 --> 00:41:37,520
um there was a uh

1160
00:41:41,750 --> 00:41:40,640
an example there was during one of my my

1161
00:41:43,349 --> 00:41:41,760
psychedelic trips

1162
00:41:45,109 --> 00:41:43,359
there was an example that was given to

1163
00:41:48,150 --> 00:41:45,119
me that was pretty interesting

1164
00:41:50,790 --> 00:41:48,160
um you know all my life i always just

1165
00:41:51,670 --> 00:41:50,800
um because of my experiences you know

1166
00:41:55,190 --> 00:41:51,680
you

1167
00:41:57,190 --> 00:41:55,200
can possibly be

1168
00:41:58,790 --> 00:41:57,200
if you're going to be at school be the

1169
00:42:00,950 --> 00:41:58,800
best that you can possibly be

1170
00:42:01,990 --> 00:42:00,960
you know i wasn't always the best but i

1171
00:42:04,630 --> 00:42:02,000
you know i did my best

1172
00:42:05,990 --> 00:42:04,640
to get good grades move on continue to

1173
00:42:08,390 --> 00:42:06,000
next grade and just

1174
00:42:09,349 --> 00:42:08,400
because i saw what it looks like when

1175
00:42:11,270 --> 00:42:09,359
you don't try

1176
00:42:13,829 --> 00:42:11,280
where you end up you know and and you

1177
00:42:14,309 --> 00:42:13,839
become this person to where you have no

1178
00:42:16,790 --> 00:42:14,319
other

1179
00:42:17,910 --> 00:42:16,800
you know ways out by simply just giving

1180
00:42:21,910 --> 00:42:17,920
up so to say

1181
00:42:24,470 --> 00:42:21,920
so i've always you know i've always uh

1182
00:42:26,230 --> 00:42:24,480
went to school and and tried to you know

1183
00:42:27,750 --> 00:42:26,240
got my degree in computer science

1184
00:42:30,630 --> 00:42:27,760
and then because i was originally born

1185
00:42:32,230 --> 00:42:30,640
in bosnia also i'm

1186
00:42:34,390 --> 00:42:32,240
originally from germany but although i

1187
00:42:36,470 --> 00:42:34,400
grew up in germany so i was allowed to

1188
00:42:39,349 --> 00:42:36,480
take some german credits because

1189
00:42:40,390 --> 00:42:39,359
originally i'm bosnian and but i grew up

1190
00:42:43,030 --> 00:42:40,400
in germany so

1191
00:42:44,950 --> 00:42:43,040
at that time i spoke german even better

1192
00:42:46,630 --> 00:42:44,960
so i just took the opportunity to get

1193
00:42:47,270 --> 00:42:46,640
some extra credits and get a minor in

1194
00:42:50,790 --> 00:42:47,280
german

1195
00:42:52,630 --> 00:42:50,800
you know and so then got a uh

1196
00:42:55,109 --> 00:42:52,640
i've been basically designing websites

1197
00:42:58,790 --> 00:42:55,119
since i was like 13-14

1198
00:43:01,990 --> 00:42:58,800
starting out back in you know 1998 so

1199
00:43:03,349 --> 00:43:02,000
you know i just already knew about html

1200
00:43:05,750 --> 00:43:03,359
and javascript and

1201
00:43:07,349 --> 00:43:05,760
all those you know uh basics there are

1202
00:43:09,190 --> 00:43:07,359
needing to design the website at that

1203
00:43:11,589 --> 00:43:09,200
time and just you always grow you always

1204
00:43:13,829 --> 00:43:11,599
learn new things you know php and then

1205
00:43:14,870 --> 00:43:13,839
as you go on there's always always new

1206
00:43:17,510 --> 00:43:14,880
tools that you add

1207
00:43:19,190 --> 00:43:17,520
to your repertoire the point here that

1208
00:43:21,990 --> 00:43:19,200
i'm that i'm um

1209
00:43:23,109 --> 00:43:22,000
trying to make is that i never had a

1210
00:43:26,230 --> 00:43:23,119
chance to just

1211
00:43:28,230 --> 00:43:26,240
relax to be a kid to just be you know

1212
00:43:30,550 --> 00:43:28,240
stupid and do some silly stuff

1213
00:43:32,470 --> 00:43:30,560
it was always survive survive survive

1214
00:43:33,670 --> 00:43:32,480
just keep going never ever give up until

1215
00:43:35,670 --> 00:43:33,680
i got to a point

1216
00:43:37,030 --> 00:43:35,680
which only really became possible in the

1217
00:43:39,750 --> 00:43:37,040
united states to where

1218
00:43:40,470 --> 00:43:39,760
i worked hard and i got you know my

1219
00:43:43,349 --> 00:43:40,480
reward

1220
00:43:45,270 --> 00:43:43,359
you know by basically you know um being

1221
00:43:46,870 --> 00:43:45,280
very capable to do whatever it is i

1222
00:43:47,270 --> 00:43:46,880
needed to do and never have to worry

1223
00:43:50,309 --> 00:43:47,280
about

1224
00:43:52,470 --> 00:43:50,319
not being able to find a job so

1225
00:43:54,230 --> 00:43:52,480
after i graduated college i went through

1226
00:43:56,870 --> 00:43:54,240
this period of about

1227
00:43:58,870 --> 00:43:56,880
two years and at that time i had my own

1228
00:44:03,030 --> 00:43:58,880
commercial cleaning business i was only

1229
00:44:05,589 --> 00:44:03,040
22 and so during the night was

1230
00:44:07,109 --> 00:44:05,599
the the business part you know and going

1231
00:44:10,470 --> 00:44:07,119
out there and had a crew about

1232
00:44:11,910 --> 00:44:10,480
of six people and um you know do all the

1233
00:44:13,670 --> 00:44:11,920
work and just

1234
00:44:15,670 --> 00:44:13,680
doing whatever i need to do clean

1235
00:44:17,190 --> 00:44:15,680
offices clean toilets you know it's like

1236
00:44:18,069 --> 00:44:17,200
it's your business you do what you have

1237
00:44:20,390 --> 00:44:18,079
to do

1238
00:44:21,829 --> 00:44:20,400
so i was like when is life going to

1239
00:44:22,390 --> 00:44:21,839
start i want to play a little i want to

1240
00:44:25,829 --> 00:44:22,400
have fun

1241
00:44:26,550 --> 00:44:25,839
you know so i found this game called

1242
00:44:28,309 --> 00:44:26,560
repels

1243
00:44:29,910 --> 00:44:28,319
and it's basically where you create your

1244
00:44:31,910 --> 00:44:29,920
character it's kind of like a

1245
00:44:33,349 --> 00:44:31,920
version like wow you know world of

1246
00:44:35,270 --> 00:44:33,359
warcraft

1247
00:44:36,790 --> 00:44:35,280
and you just build the character up and

1248
00:44:38,710 --> 00:44:36,800
you're running around and you have

1249
00:44:39,270 --> 00:44:38,720
potions and all kinds of stuff so i just

1250
00:44:41,430 --> 00:44:39,280
started

1251
00:44:43,510 --> 00:44:41,440
playing i was like i want to enjoy

1252
00:44:45,670 --> 00:44:43,520
myself yeah i'm already out of college

1253
00:44:46,870 --> 00:44:45,680
doing all this other stuff when i get to

1254
00:44:51,109 --> 00:44:46,880
just relax

1255
00:44:52,069 --> 00:44:51,119
and so um so for two years it was like

1256
00:44:55,349 --> 00:44:52,079
this

1257
00:44:55,589 --> 00:44:55,359
constant just i was uh enthralled with

1258
00:44:58,069 --> 00:44:55,599
it

1259
00:44:59,670 --> 00:44:58,079
just playing and and building up the

1260
00:45:00,630 --> 00:44:59,680
character and doing all this different

1261
00:45:02,710 --> 00:45:00,640
stuff you know

1262
00:45:04,630 --> 00:45:02,720
and it just about lasted for two years

1263
00:45:06,390 --> 00:45:04,640
after that i just kind of stopped and

1264
00:45:07,190 --> 00:45:06,400
never really looked back and continued

1265
00:45:09,990 --> 00:45:07,200
playing and

1266
00:45:10,550 --> 00:45:10,000
we had land parties and hanging out with

1267
00:45:12,630 --> 00:45:10,560
friends but

1268
00:45:13,990 --> 00:45:12,640
i never you know never really went back

1269
00:45:17,190 --> 00:45:14,000
to it so

1270
00:45:19,270 --> 00:45:17,200
sorry about the long setup long story

1271
00:45:20,790 --> 00:45:19,280
short i when i had my experience during

1272
00:45:22,150 --> 00:45:20,800
one of these particular psychedelic

1273
00:45:24,470 --> 00:45:22,160
trips was

1274
00:45:26,630 --> 00:45:24,480
basically it was shown to me as an

1275
00:45:27,589 --> 00:45:26,640
example how everything is a reflection

1276
00:45:30,790 --> 00:45:27,599
to you

1277
00:45:31,750 --> 00:45:30,800
so seeing movies we're basically telling

1278
00:45:34,870 --> 00:45:31,760
ourselves

1279
00:45:36,470 --> 00:45:34,880
that we're just characters so that adnan

1280
00:45:38,710 --> 00:45:36,480
is just a character that's

1281
00:45:39,589 --> 00:45:38,720
that you know it's not the true being

1282
00:45:42,390 --> 00:45:39,599
that i am

1283
00:45:44,069 --> 00:45:42,400
that nathan it's not you know nathan is

1284
00:45:45,030 --> 00:45:44,079
just the character of the true being

1285
00:45:48,790 --> 00:45:45,040
that you are

1286
00:45:50,870 --> 00:45:48,800
and so uh through basically these

1287
00:45:53,430 --> 00:45:50,880
through movies through for example

1288
00:45:54,230 --> 00:45:53,440
gaming we're literally telling ourselves

1289
00:45:58,150 --> 00:45:54,240
that we are

1290
00:46:00,069 --> 00:45:58,160
in our own game that basically you

1291
00:46:01,270 --> 00:46:00,079
go around you create yourself however

1292
00:46:03,030 --> 00:46:01,280
you want to create yourself

1293
00:46:04,630 --> 00:46:03,040
wear whatever you would want to wear

1294
00:46:05,670 --> 00:46:04,640
whatever you feel like expresses

1295
00:46:08,390 --> 00:46:05,680
yourself

1296
00:46:08,790 --> 00:46:08,400
but that the true player is actually the

1297
00:46:11,589 --> 00:46:08,800
one

1298
00:46:13,430 --> 00:46:11,599
that's observing behind the screen so

1299
00:46:14,790 --> 00:46:13,440
that character in the game might be

1300
00:46:17,030 --> 00:46:14,800
running around and

1301
00:46:19,270 --> 00:46:17,040
and and fighting or whatever game you're

1302
00:46:21,910 --> 00:46:19,280
playing but it is not aware of

1303
00:46:23,349 --> 00:46:21,920
why it's doing that it just knows it has

1304
00:46:25,910 --> 00:46:23,359
a world to interact with

1305
00:46:26,710 --> 00:46:25,920
it goes up and down the hills and meets

1306
00:46:30,069 --> 00:46:26,720
other people

1307
00:46:32,470 --> 00:46:30,079
and runs into other you know characters

1308
00:46:33,589 --> 00:46:32,480
you know like for example i would often

1309
00:46:35,190 --> 00:46:33,599
we had our own

1310
00:46:37,109 --> 00:46:35,200
voice server so i would call up my

1311
00:46:38,790 --> 00:46:37,119
friend he'll get you know he'll get on

1312
00:46:40,390 --> 00:46:38,800
there we'll meet at the certain server

1313
00:46:42,790 --> 00:46:40,400
we'll meet up in the game

1314
00:46:44,550 --> 00:46:42,800
well to those characters in the game

1315
00:46:45,670 --> 00:46:44,560
they don't know they just ran into the

1316
00:46:47,910 --> 00:46:45,680
other person go hey

1317
00:46:48,790 --> 00:46:47,920
how are you doing you know what you know

1318
00:46:50,550 --> 00:46:48,800
what i'm saying is

1319
00:46:52,390 --> 00:46:50,560
the the games are not thinking for

1320
00:46:53,349 --> 00:46:52,400
themselves but it was an example given

1321
00:46:54,950 --> 00:46:53,359
to me that

1322
00:46:57,750 --> 00:46:54,960
we are just like these characters is

1323
00:47:00,150 --> 00:46:57,760
there's a higher you know higher self

1324
00:47:01,109 --> 00:47:00,160
observing what is going on and

1325
00:47:03,750 --> 00:47:01,119
communication

1326
00:47:04,790 --> 00:47:03,760
happening all the time it's non-stop to

1327
00:47:07,109 --> 00:47:04,800
where to us

1328
00:47:08,069 --> 00:47:07,119
things might be coincidental to us

1329
00:47:10,150 --> 00:47:08,079
things might be

1330
00:47:11,589 --> 00:47:10,160
just happen by accident but there's

1331
00:47:13,990 --> 00:47:11,599
absolutely no accident

1332
00:47:15,109 --> 00:47:14,000
everything is constantly coordinated and

1333
00:47:17,510 --> 00:47:15,119
and set up

1334
00:47:18,870 --> 00:47:17,520
for the the limited version of you the

1335
00:47:21,510 --> 00:47:18,880
character that you are

1336
00:47:22,549 --> 00:47:21,520
to have this experience which will add

1337
00:47:25,270 --> 00:47:22,559
to the whole of

1338
00:47:26,390 --> 00:47:25,280
being of who you are but you know it's

1339
00:47:29,910 --> 00:47:26,400
it's not

1340
00:47:32,150 --> 00:47:29,920
uh the the do you all be all so anyway

1341
00:47:34,870 --> 00:47:32,160
regarding your simulation is that

1342
00:47:35,990 --> 00:47:34,880
um the the experience that i had it it's

1343
00:47:39,670 --> 00:47:36,000
not

1344
00:47:42,549 --> 00:47:39,680
meant a simulation quite

1345
00:47:42,950 --> 00:47:42,559
literally like a digital or if you meant

1346
00:47:45,750 --> 00:47:42,960
like

1347
00:47:46,390 --> 00:47:45,760
simulation uh using consciousness but it

1348
00:47:48,390 --> 00:47:46,400
was

1349
00:47:49,430 --> 00:47:48,400
all the creation of this consciousness

1350
00:47:51,750 --> 00:47:49,440
to where

1351
00:47:53,750 --> 00:47:51,760
um it's all there ever is is just this

1352
00:47:54,390 --> 00:47:53,760
one consciousness interacting with the

1353
00:47:55,910 --> 00:47:54,400
self

1354
00:47:58,630 --> 00:47:55,920
so in order to have something to

1355
00:47:59,990 --> 00:47:58,640
interact with it vibrates at different

1356
00:48:02,549 --> 00:48:00,000
levels which creates

1357
00:48:04,150 --> 00:48:02,559
matter and creates different things to

1358
00:48:05,030 --> 00:48:04,160
for you to be able to pick up this

1359
00:48:08,150 --> 00:48:05,040
keyboard or

1360
00:48:10,630 --> 00:48:08,160
this cup or drink and consume stuff and

1361
00:48:11,990 --> 00:48:10,640
have the processes so basically it's

1362
00:48:15,510 --> 00:48:12,000
it's um

1363
00:48:17,430 --> 00:48:15,520
it's create taken apart in its own

1364
00:48:19,829 --> 00:48:17,440
energy to create

1365
00:48:22,150 --> 00:48:19,839
whatever it needs to interact with in

1366
00:48:25,109 --> 00:48:22,160
order to have an experience because

1367
00:48:25,910 --> 00:48:25,119
there is nothing outside of it you know

1368
00:48:28,630 --> 00:48:25,920
and so anyway

1369
00:48:29,190 --> 00:48:28,640
um i just wanted to comment regarding

1370
00:48:32,950 --> 00:48:29,200
the the

1371
00:48:34,230 --> 00:48:32,960
the i said what did you call it again um

1372
00:48:37,349 --> 00:48:34,240
hypothesis that's the name of the book

1373
00:48:40,390 --> 00:48:37,359
the simulation hypothesis right right

1374
00:48:41,510 --> 00:48:40,400
and so anyway uh so it's very much

1375
00:48:45,750 --> 00:48:41,520
simulated

1376
00:48:49,190 --> 00:48:45,760
but it's not a it's a very it's not a

1377
00:48:52,950 --> 00:48:49,200
digital it's not a digital uh

1378
00:48:55,589 --> 00:48:52,960
it's it's more it's it's basically a

1379
00:48:56,150 --> 00:48:55,599
it's a consciousness it's an energy that

1380
00:48:59,109 --> 00:48:56,160
you are

1381
00:48:59,750 --> 00:48:59,119
it we're all swimming in it and and it's

1382
00:49:01,990 --> 00:48:59,760
basically

1383
00:49:03,990 --> 00:49:02,000
simulated and created based on what it

1384
00:49:06,150 --> 00:49:04,000
is that you wanted to experience

1385
00:49:07,190 --> 00:49:06,160
because it's so weird unless you give

1386
00:49:10,470 --> 00:49:07,200
something meaning

1387
00:49:13,190 --> 00:49:10,480
there's absolutely life is meaningless

1388
00:49:14,309 --> 00:49:13,200
you know it's there's no there's nothing

1389
00:49:17,430 --> 00:49:14,319
that

1390
00:49:20,069 --> 00:49:17,440
its own

1391
00:49:20,710 --> 00:49:20,079
it's like everything has to be uh

1392
00:49:22,630 --> 00:49:20,720
created

1393
00:49:24,230 --> 00:49:22,640
assigned and given the label in order

1394
00:49:26,870 --> 00:49:24,240
for you to interact with

1395
00:49:27,270 --> 00:49:26,880
you know um one particular experience

1396
00:49:31,510 --> 00:49:27,280
it's

1397
00:49:33,190 --> 00:49:31,520
to those that can't relate but

1398
00:49:34,630 --> 00:49:33,200
you know this channel is about weird

1399
00:49:35,750 --> 00:49:34,640
stuff all the time so i'm going to share

1400
00:49:38,549 --> 00:49:35,760
it with you

1401
00:49:39,670 --> 00:49:38,559
um this was particularly uh one

1402
00:49:42,950 --> 00:49:39,680
particular

1403
00:49:45,349 --> 00:49:42,960
lsd trip and um basically

1404
00:49:46,549 --> 00:49:45,359
as always i would then sit down and i

1405
00:49:48,390 --> 00:49:46,559
could just feel all the

1406
00:49:50,309 --> 00:49:48,400
whatever is coming down to just like

1407
00:49:50,710 --> 00:49:50,319
like almost like a teacher about to show

1408
00:49:53,829 --> 00:49:50,720
me

1409
00:49:56,630 --> 00:49:53,839
and this was

1410
00:49:57,430 --> 00:49:56,640
uh the third installment i call it

1411
00:49:59,270 --> 00:49:57,440
basically i've

1412
00:50:00,790 --> 00:49:59,280
been i was learning through all these

1413
00:50:02,549 --> 00:50:00,800
other things you know

1414
00:50:04,230 --> 00:50:02,559
what the universe is about and all these

1415
00:50:05,589 --> 00:50:04,240
different things but this particular one

1416
00:50:08,230 --> 00:50:05,599
was weird to where

1417
00:50:09,109 --> 00:50:08,240
i just sat sat there and all of a sudden

1418
00:50:12,950 --> 00:50:09,119
there was

1419
00:50:16,230 --> 00:50:12,960
nothing but but darkness with this huge

1420
00:50:19,270 --> 00:50:16,240
circle full of colors i mean every color

1421
00:50:20,230 --> 00:50:19,280
and more that i could you know ever ever

1422
00:50:22,549 --> 00:50:20,240
observe

1423
00:50:23,510 --> 00:50:22,559
and i just was in awe by it i was

1424
00:50:26,230 --> 00:50:23,520
looking at it

1425
00:50:27,430 --> 00:50:26,240
and out of this weird pattern you know

1426
00:50:30,790 --> 00:50:27,440
it was just

1427
00:50:31,829 --> 00:50:30,800
you know something stuck out you know in

1428
00:50:35,109 --> 00:50:31,839
this pattern

1429
00:50:36,150 --> 00:50:35,119
to where i i it looked familiar i knew

1430
00:50:38,630 --> 00:50:36,160
what it was

1431
00:50:39,829 --> 00:50:38,640
but out of all this chaos this one

1432
00:50:41,910 --> 00:50:39,839
particular one

1433
00:50:43,750 --> 00:50:41,920
i knew what it was but i for the love of

1434
00:50:47,349 --> 00:50:43,760
me i could not remember the name

1435
00:50:49,510 --> 00:50:47,359
so i kind of kind of floated towards it

1436
00:50:51,589 --> 00:50:49,520
and i was looking at it and i'm

1437
00:50:53,270 --> 00:50:51,599
observing i'm looking at the bottom of

1438
00:50:54,549 --> 00:50:53,280
it on top of it and all these other

1439
00:50:56,549 --> 00:50:54,559
things and so

1440
00:50:58,710 --> 00:50:56,559
while i'm having this experience you

1441
00:51:00,630 --> 00:50:58,720
know i'm i'm understanding that

1442
00:51:02,790 --> 00:51:00,640
nothing has a meaning i have to give it

1443
00:51:05,349 --> 00:51:02,800
a meaning and just

1444
00:51:07,430 --> 00:51:05,359
after observing it for a while it just

1445
00:51:07,990 --> 00:51:07,440
finally like it just clicked i can't

1446
00:51:09,990 --> 00:51:08,000
explain

1447
00:51:12,230 --> 00:51:10,000
what exactly occurred but when it

1448
00:51:13,430 --> 00:51:12,240
clicked i realized it was my chair in

1449
00:51:15,750 --> 00:51:13,440
the living room and as

1450
00:51:17,430 --> 00:51:15,760
it materialized everything else in the

1451
00:51:20,950 --> 00:51:17,440
room did as well

1452
00:51:21,990 --> 00:51:20,960
and then i realized like oh i am in my

1453
00:51:23,750 --> 00:51:22,000
room and i've been

1454
00:51:25,670 --> 00:51:23,760
staring at this chair for i don't know

1455
00:51:27,030 --> 00:51:25,680
how long for someone on the outside

1456
00:51:29,030 --> 00:51:27,040
would have looked at this said

1457
00:51:31,750 --> 00:51:29,040
god look at his dumbass you know but

1458
00:51:33,670 --> 00:51:31,760
there was actual lessons going on

1459
00:51:35,270 --> 00:51:33,680
things that were conveyed to me to give

1460
00:51:38,069 --> 00:51:35,280
me an example of

1461
00:51:38,710 --> 00:51:38,079
what reality really is that if i didn't

1462
00:51:42,069 --> 00:51:38,720
if we

1463
00:51:44,390 --> 00:51:42,079
whoever uh you know i didn't invent

1464
00:51:46,150 --> 00:51:44,400
you know the chair as adnan whoever

1465
00:51:48,630 --> 00:51:46,160
invented it and gave it that name

1466
00:51:50,470 --> 00:51:48,640
you know we propagate these beliefs that

1467
00:51:52,309 --> 00:51:50,480
this is a cup but you know this is a

1468
00:51:55,750 --> 00:51:52,319
keyboard the chair is the chair

1469
00:51:56,230 --> 00:51:55,760
you know and so you know um it was it

1470
00:51:58,630 --> 00:51:56,240
was

1471
00:52:00,390 --> 00:51:58,640
totally i mean it took me about years

1472
00:52:03,030 --> 00:52:00,400
you know couple of years afterwards

1473
00:52:03,750 --> 00:52:03,040
just to come to terms with that nothing

1474
00:52:06,470 --> 00:52:03,760
has meaning

1475
00:52:07,430 --> 00:52:06,480
if i don't give it meaning it it it just

1476
00:52:13,750 --> 00:52:07,440
it wouldn't

1477
00:52:15,430 --> 00:52:13,760
does that make sense nathan yeah yeah

1478
00:52:16,790 --> 00:52:15,440
actually that that that sort of reminds

1479
00:52:18,630 --> 00:52:16,800
me of this other

1480
00:52:19,829 --> 00:52:18,640
theory i've had or maybe i read it

1481
00:52:21,430 --> 00:52:19,839
somewhere but so

1482
00:52:22,710 --> 00:52:21,440
you have to you're saying you you give

1483
00:52:23,430 --> 00:52:22,720
it attention what you give your

1484
00:52:26,630 --> 00:52:23,440
attention to

1485
00:52:27,349 --> 00:52:26,640
or what you give it meaning um and and

1486
00:52:29,829 --> 00:52:27,359
that's

1487
00:52:30,790 --> 00:52:29,839
you know how like these these people

1488
00:52:32,790 --> 00:52:30,800
that are doing

1489
00:52:34,390 --> 00:52:32,800
that would like to create this negative

1490
00:52:35,109 --> 00:52:34,400
reality this negative shared reality on

1491
00:52:37,030 --> 00:52:35,119
earth here

1492
00:52:38,710 --> 00:52:37,040
and they they try to they're trying to

1493
00:52:40,470 --> 00:52:38,720
do it through fear and

1494
00:52:42,549 --> 00:52:40,480
and they you know whatever they they

1495
00:52:43,990 --> 00:52:42,559
ascribe to some weird occultic religion

1496
00:52:45,190 --> 00:52:44,000
you know whatever it's satanist or

1497
00:52:46,470 --> 00:52:45,200
whatever they want to whatever they want

1498
00:52:47,430 --> 00:52:46,480
to call it they believe it they believe

1499
00:52:48,630 --> 00:52:47,440
it holy

1500
00:52:49,750 --> 00:52:48,640
and they believe that they have power

1501
00:52:51,030 --> 00:52:49,760
and they believe that this religion

1502
00:52:53,109 --> 00:52:51,040
gives them power

1503
00:52:55,190 --> 00:52:53,119
um but in reality when it comes right

1504
00:52:57,270 --> 00:52:55,200
down to it their reality

1505
00:52:58,950 --> 00:52:57,280
is only adopted by the rest of us if

1506
00:53:00,150 --> 00:52:58,960
they can convince the rest of us so it's

1507
00:53:00,870 --> 00:53:00,160
really our power it's not they don't

1508
00:53:02,790 --> 00:53:00,880
have any power

1509
00:53:03,910 --> 00:53:02,800
it's their if they can convince the rest

1510
00:53:06,150 --> 00:53:03,920
of the rest of us

1511
00:53:07,750 --> 00:53:06,160
to give the reality that they want and i

1512
00:53:08,950 --> 00:53:07,760
keep saying they i hate that word but

1513
00:53:11,589 --> 00:53:08,960
you know what i'm talking about

1514
00:53:12,710 --> 00:53:11,599
to give the reality they want um the

1515
00:53:14,230 --> 00:53:12,720
meaning that you're talking about or the

1516
00:53:16,230 --> 00:53:14,240
purpose or the uh

1517
00:53:18,390 --> 00:53:16,240
give attention to it you know right but

1518
00:53:18,950 --> 00:53:18,400
uh right i just want to say i'm talking

1519
00:53:21,270 --> 00:53:18,960
this is

1520
00:53:23,430 --> 00:53:21,280
beyond i'm not just talking about from

1521
00:53:25,910 --> 00:53:23,440
you and i as characters giving something

1522
00:53:29,190 --> 00:53:25,920
meaning i'm talking about from the true

1523
00:53:29,589 --> 00:53:29,200
energy source that we are that you know

1524
00:53:31,910 --> 00:53:29,599
it's

1525
00:53:33,510 --> 00:53:31,920
it that has to give give it meaning and

1526
00:53:36,150 --> 00:53:33,520
continue this library

1527
00:53:36,870 --> 00:53:36,160
you know to where there is such a thing

1528
00:53:42,230 --> 00:53:36,880
as

1529
00:53:44,150 --> 00:53:42,240
propagated throughout centuries so that

1530
00:53:45,829 --> 00:53:44,160
you know doesn't matter how many

1531
00:53:48,470 --> 00:53:45,839
centuries you know ago

1532
00:53:50,470 --> 00:53:48,480
and how many centuries moving forward

1533
00:53:52,150 --> 00:53:50,480
that same definition of those

1534
00:53:54,470 --> 00:53:52,160
basic elements is still going to be

1535
00:53:56,630 --> 00:53:54,480
there but it wasn't originally created

1536
00:53:57,190 --> 00:53:56,640
by us as characters it was created by

1537
00:54:02,150 --> 00:53:57,200
this

1538
00:54:04,549 --> 00:54:02,160
different than when you look at a game

1539
00:54:06,470 --> 00:54:04,559
right when you look at a game and you

1540
00:54:08,630 --> 00:54:06,480
see the monitor and the person

1541
00:54:09,510 --> 00:54:08,640
you know is being generated through the

1542
00:54:13,270 --> 00:54:09,520
graphics card

1543
00:54:15,190 --> 00:54:13,280
right um the plane on which it walks

1544
00:54:16,950 --> 00:54:15,200
the the different potions that have

1545
00:54:17,750 --> 00:54:16,960
their names all the stuff that was

1546
00:54:20,390 --> 00:54:17,760
created

1547
00:54:21,510 --> 00:54:20,400
by a game designer you know and only

1548
00:54:23,670 --> 00:54:21,520
then with that

1549
00:54:26,230 --> 00:54:23,680
design can you then move forward and

1550
00:54:28,230 --> 00:54:26,240
interact and say these are the laws of

1551
00:54:30,390 --> 00:54:28,240
you know physics and you know if you

1552
00:54:30,950 --> 00:54:30,400
jump that you can generally as a human

1553
00:54:33,910 --> 00:54:30,960
can jump

1554
00:54:34,870 --> 00:54:33,920
this high to this height some exceed

1555
00:54:36,950 --> 00:54:34,880
more or less

1556
00:54:38,069 --> 00:54:36,960
but the point is if there's a they

1557
00:54:40,789 --> 00:54:38,079
defined

1558
00:54:41,829 --> 00:54:40,799
um aspect of reality in which you

1559
00:54:44,390 --> 00:54:41,839
interact with

1560
00:54:45,270 --> 00:54:44,400
only when you choose to be done with it

1561
00:54:47,670 --> 00:54:45,280
you know and step

1562
00:54:48,630 --> 00:54:47,680
outside and realize you're just the

1563
00:54:51,109 --> 00:54:48,640
observer

1564
00:54:52,549 --> 00:54:51,119
you know and then you you look at you

1565
00:54:53,349 --> 00:54:52,559
know because when you're in the game and

1566
00:54:55,270 --> 00:54:53,359
you look at the

1567
00:54:57,670 --> 00:54:55,280
characters no matter how awesome of

1568
00:55:00,150 --> 00:54:57,680
graphics is when you're really into it

1569
00:55:00,950 --> 00:55:00,160
it's real but then when you step back do

1570
00:55:03,190 --> 00:55:00,960
you see

1571
00:55:04,950 --> 00:55:03,200
the world that you consider reality as

1572
00:55:06,309 --> 00:55:04,960
and how much detail it has compared to

1573
00:55:09,589 --> 00:55:06,319
the graphics designed

1574
00:55:10,470 --> 00:55:09,599
right but then imagine that cycle never

1575
00:55:12,230 --> 00:55:10,480
stops

1576
00:55:14,549 --> 00:55:12,240
there's always going to be an observer

1577
00:55:15,270 --> 00:55:14,559
upon observers on a pawn observer

1578
00:55:19,030 --> 00:55:15,280
because

1579
00:55:22,230 --> 00:55:19,040
there's always you know a a higher level

1580
00:55:24,630 --> 00:55:22,240
to who you are you know to

1581
00:55:26,549 --> 00:55:24,640
this is what it's a confusing part it's

1582
00:55:30,150 --> 00:55:26,559
like but how do you eventually again

1583
00:55:33,750 --> 00:55:30,160
get to god the source to where it

1584
00:55:35,589 --> 00:55:33,760
there is nothing there but it you know

1585
00:55:37,670 --> 00:55:35,599
or or it's simply just all of its

1586
00:55:40,870 --> 00:55:37,680
cyclical you know that's just another

1587
00:55:42,789 --> 00:55:40,880
you know conversation to be had but um

1588
00:55:44,750 --> 00:55:42,799
you know regarding regarding that the

1589
00:55:46,950 --> 00:55:44,760
very fact that you know

1590
00:55:47,750 --> 00:55:46,960
simulations and all these other things

1591
00:55:51,510 --> 00:55:47,760
is just

1592
00:55:53,349 --> 00:55:51,520
you know um it's we call it a simulation

1593
00:55:56,069 --> 00:55:53,359
because of how what we create

1594
00:55:58,390 --> 00:55:56,079
and you know using the computers but

1595
00:55:58,950 --> 00:55:58,400
very little are we aware of that there's

1596
00:56:01,750 --> 00:55:58,960
another

1597
00:56:02,069 --> 00:56:01,760
part of us connected to this higher you

1598
00:56:03,670 --> 00:56:02,079
know

1599
00:56:05,910 --> 00:56:03,680
higher understanding kind of like a look

1600
00:56:08,230 --> 00:56:05,920
at movies right you can

1601
00:56:10,309 --> 00:56:08,240
sit sit back and be enthralled into a

1602
00:56:12,950 --> 00:56:10,319
movie and you watch the whole movie

1603
00:56:14,150 --> 00:56:12,960
now in the movie itself you know there

1604
00:56:16,630 --> 00:56:14,160
might be

1605
00:56:17,270 --> 00:56:16,640
time spans that are different time works

1606
00:56:19,510 --> 00:56:17,280
differently

1607
00:56:21,190 --> 00:56:19,520
because in the movie we were talking

1608
00:56:23,430 --> 00:56:21,200
about this character is

1609
00:56:25,430 --> 00:56:23,440
walking and doing something and days go

1610
00:56:27,190 --> 00:56:25,440
by sometimes years go by

1611
00:56:28,630 --> 00:56:27,200
you know and then finally when you were

1612
00:56:30,549 --> 00:56:28,640
to draw from it

1613
00:56:32,150 --> 00:56:30,559
all you just realized it's just you you

1614
00:56:33,109 --> 00:56:32,160
just sat there you didn't go anywhere

1615
00:56:34,710 --> 00:56:33,119
didn't do anything

1616
00:56:36,470 --> 00:56:34,720
you know and only about hour and a half

1617
00:56:39,270 --> 00:56:36,480
went by whereas in the movie

1618
00:56:40,150 --> 00:56:39,280
you know uh decades if not years went by

1619
00:56:42,390 --> 00:56:40,160
well it's the same

1620
00:56:43,510 --> 00:56:42,400
aspect to the other part to where from

1621
00:56:45,430 --> 00:56:43,520
to how self

1622
00:56:46,950 --> 00:56:45,440
looks at your world and you know you

1623
00:56:49,430 --> 00:56:46,960
might go through

1624
00:56:51,030 --> 00:56:49,440
what a 80-year lifespan but from its

1625
00:56:54,390 --> 00:56:51,040
perspective it's just been like

1626
00:56:57,109 --> 00:56:54,400
minutes if not seconds you know and

1627
00:56:58,470 --> 00:56:57,119
um that's what's so what's so intriguing

1628
00:57:02,390 --> 00:56:58,480
about our reality

1629
00:57:02,710 --> 00:57:02,400
you know and and how we interact with

1630
00:57:05,510 --> 00:57:02,720
this

1631
00:57:07,190 --> 00:57:05,520
and then the other beings that are also

1632
00:57:08,150 --> 00:57:07,200
part of the collective which we call

1633
00:57:09,829 --> 00:57:08,160
aliens

1634
00:57:11,510 --> 00:57:09,839
you know and then they have their own

1635
00:57:13,589 --> 00:57:11,520
life and the things that they do on

1636
00:57:15,109 --> 00:57:13,599
those different planets and places

1637
00:57:16,950 --> 00:57:15,119
you know and then trying to understand

1638
00:57:19,030 --> 00:57:16,960
them you know which is then

1639
00:57:20,630 --> 00:57:19,040
trying to understand yourself now from a

1640
00:57:22,870 --> 00:57:20,640
different perspective

1641
00:57:24,309 --> 00:57:22,880
you know and that and then realize the

1642
00:57:27,270 --> 00:57:24,319
perspectives will never end

1643
00:57:29,270 --> 00:57:27,280
you'll constantly be exploring you know

1644
00:57:33,750 --> 00:57:29,280
one exploration after another

1645
00:57:37,510 --> 00:57:35,670
um nathan sorry just real quick so

1646
00:57:40,470 --> 00:57:37,520
anyone watching if you

1647
00:57:41,430 --> 00:57:40,480
uh nathan happens to be online but you

1648
00:57:43,190 --> 00:57:41,440
can download

1649
00:57:44,549 --> 00:57:43,200
telegram onto your phone or your

1650
00:57:47,910 --> 00:57:44,559
computer find

1651
00:57:49,990 --> 00:57:47,920
the ufo hub group and there's a voice

1652
00:57:51,589 --> 00:57:50,000
chat going on right now where nathan has

1653
00:57:54,470 --> 00:57:51,599
already joined

1654
00:57:55,030 --> 00:57:54,480
feel free to join as well you can either

1655
00:57:57,430 --> 00:57:55,040
listen

1656
00:57:59,190 --> 00:57:57,440
or if you want to share a story simply

1657
00:58:00,390 --> 00:57:59,200
raise your hand i know you want to talk

1658
00:58:03,430 --> 00:58:00,400
to me and then

1659
00:58:06,069 --> 00:58:03,440
we'll be chatting online this is also

1660
00:58:07,990 --> 00:58:06,079
simultaneously going out on telegram and

1661
00:58:11,750 --> 00:58:08,000
on youtube

1662
00:58:13,190 --> 00:58:11,760
so um nathan uh let me let me uh can you

1663
00:58:13,829 --> 00:58:13,200
just sit there for a quick second i just

1664
00:58:15,990 --> 00:58:13,839
want to see

1665
00:58:18,710 --> 00:58:16,000
uh uh what's happening in chat and see

1666
00:58:25,109 --> 00:58:18,720
if i can address something there

1667
00:58:33,750 --> 00:58:28,309
uh hazel welcome good to see you

1668
00:58:40,390 --> 00:58:36,870
the 5d raven also welcome uh

1669
00:58:45,349 --> 00:58:42,870
let me see if there's a question so

1670
00:58:48,230 --> 00:58:45,359
fabrice asked

1671
00:58:50,309 --> 00:58:48,240
i'm still dubious that psychedelic stuff

1672
00:58:54,549 --> 00:58:50,319
is perhaps

1673
00:58:57,290 --> 00:58:54,559
a good lead and is in consciousness

1674
00:58:58,390 --> 00:58:57,300
not then misled then

1675
00:59:03,510 --> 00:58:58,400
[Music]

1676
00:59:06,710 --> 00:59:03,520
when altered from natural

1677
00:59:09,109 --> 00:59:06,720
proceed to perceive and learn

1678
00:59:10,309 --> 00:59:09,119
uh i think i know what you're getting at

1679
00:59:13,750 --> 00:59:10,319
uh fabriced

1680
00:59:16,470 --> 00:59:13,760
um what i found when it comes to these

1681
00:59:20,390 --> 00:59:16,480
different psychedelics is not that they

1682
00:59:23,670 --> 00:59:20,400
alter your reality as we see it

1683
00:59:26,390 --> 00:59:23,680
it's that it helps you go beyond

1684
00:59:27,750 --> 00:59:26,400
what your senses can perceive your eyes

1685
00:59:30,950 --> 00:59:27,760
are designed to work

1686
00:59:32,150 --> 00:59:30,960
only within a certain spectrum that you

1687
00:59:36,150 --> 00:59:32,160
know that we call

1688
00:59:38,390 --> 00:59:36,160
the visual spectrum there's you know

1689
00:59:39,589 --> 00:59:38,400
these different colors and different not

1690
00:59:42,069 --> 00:59:39,599
different colors but different

1691
00:59:42,710 --> 00:59:42,079
frequencies that we can't see you know

1692
00:59:44,870 --> 00:59:42,720
um

1693
00:59:46,710 --> 00:59:44,880
when when it comes to hearing you only

1694
00:59:47,990 --> 00:59:46,720
hear so many decibels you know the

1695
00:59:50,630 --> 00:59:48,000
lowest and highest

1696
00:59:51,750 --> 00:59:50,640
dogs can hear even more high-pitched you

1697
00:59:54,309 --> 00:59:51,760
know noises

1698
00:59:55,190 --> 00:59:54,319
and then basically all the things that

1699
00:59:57,270 --> 00:59:55,200
you're

1700
00:59:59,190 --> 00:59:57,280
perceiving and taking in is filtered

1701
01:00:02,789 --> 00:59:59,200
through by that limited way

1702
01:00:05,990 --> 01:00:02,799
the way your body is designed to see and

1703
01:00:08,230 --> 01:00:06,000
it's what i have experienced

1704
01:00:09,190 --> 01:00:08,240
and what i understood to be kind of my

1705
01:00:10,789 --> 01:00:09,200
lesson plan

1706
01:00:12,470 --> 01:00:10,799
is to go through these different

1707
01:00:12,950 --> 01:00:12,480
psychedelic lessons i call them the

1708
01:00:14,950 --> 01:00:12,960
seven

1709
01:00:16,230 --> 01:00:14,960
different lessons and several different

1710
01:00:18,870 --> 01:00:16,240
psychedelics

1711
01:00:21,510 --> 01:00:18,880
that basically taught me certain things

1712
01:00:27,670 --> 01:00:24,789
imagine one day

1713
01:00:27,990 --> 01:00:27,680
it's overused example but i'm gonna use

1714
01:00:30,870 --> 01:00:28,000
it right

1715
01:00:33,030 --> 01:00:30,880
now imagine as a fish you always have

1716
01:00:35,030 --> 01:00:33,040
been in water you always swam around and

1717
01:00:37,510 --> 01:00:35,040
there was nothing out of the ordinary

1718
01:00:38,549 --> 01:00:37,520
you know about it but then through some

1719
01:00:41,109 --> 01:00:38,559
weird reason

1720
01:00:42,470 --> 01:00:41,119
and in my case and human case would be

1721
01:00:43,510 --> 01:00:42,480
you know let's say something like a

1722
01:00:47,750 --> 01:00:43,520
psychedelic

1723
01:00:49,829 --> 01:00:47,760
you realize that you are in water

1724
01:00:51,670 --> 01:00:49,839
that was not you know you were not aware

1725
01:00:54,069 --> 01:00:51,680
of that before you just

1726
01:00:55,030 --> 01:00:54,079
were swimming you you did your thing you

1727
01:00:58,150 --> 01:00:55,040
never gave it

1728
01:01:00,390 --> 01:00:58,160
one thought about that what is this

1729
01:01:02,390 --> 01:01:00,400
environment and so what that did for me

1730
01:01:04,710 --> 01:01:02,400
is that made me aware that i'm

1731
01:01:05,510 --> 01:01:04,720
you know in water and not only that

1732
01:01:08,870 --> 01:01:05,520
there's

1733
01:01:10,789 --> 01:01:08,880
also land and then expands your mind

1734
01:01:12,710 --> 01:01:10,799
more and more to where now you're taught

1735
01:01:15,510 --> 01:01:12,720
about certain things

1736
01:01:16,630 --> 01:01:15,520
that are out there that generally you

1737
01:01:19,990 --> 01:01:16,640
know would not be

1738
01:01:22,150 --> 01:01:20,000
as easily accessible you know especially

1739
01:01:24,190 --> 01:01:22,160
let's say if you if you're using

1740
01:01:25,910 --> 01:01:24,200
meditation i mean it's a great you know

1741
01:01:29,109 --> 01:01:25,920
non-um

1742
01:01:31,670 --> 01:01:29,119
non-substance way to go about it but

1743
01:01:33,270 --> 01:01:31,680
uh it takes some people a long time and

1744
01:01:35,430 --> 01:01:33,280
a lot of them get tired

1745
01:01:36,870 --> 01:01:35,440
or bored way before they ever reach the

1746
01:01:39,430 --> 01:01:36,880
state that they need to be in

1747
01:01:41,430 --> 01:01:39,440
but what's interesting is when once you

1748
01:01:43,589 --> 01:01:41,440
touch it with your mind and understand

1749
01:01:45,030 --> 01:01:43,599
what the different levels are now you

1750
01:01:45,910 --> 01:01:45,040
can access them through meditation

1751
01:01:48,630 --> 01:01:45,920
easily because

1752
01:01:49,589 --> 01:01:48,640
it's you know in my case i know where

1753
01:01:51,349 --> 01:01:49,599
i'm going

1754
01:01:53,190 --> 01:01:51,359
you know because before i didn't know

1755
01:01:53,589 --> 01:01:53,200
where to go it was just kind of being

1756
01:01:57,750 --> 01:01:53,599
out

1757
01:01:59,349 --> 01:01:57,760
you experience these different levels

1758
01:02:00,549 --> 01:01:59,359
you know what they are and you can just

1759
01:02:02,789 --> 01:02:00,559
tap into it

1760
01:02:04,230 --> 01:02:02,799
you know and then you can but the the

1761
01:02:08,470 --> 01:02:04,240
the really interesting part

1762
01:02:09,910 --> 01:02:08,480
is that um when you get to some of these

1763
01:02:10,870 --> 01:02:09,920
these different levels even through

1764
01:02:13,270 --> 01:02:10,880
meditation

1765
01:02:14,630 --> 01:02:13,280
you are still feeling the same way you

1766
01:02:15,910 --> 01:02:14,640
know sometimes i even

1767
01:02:18,309 --> 01:02:15,920
you know get caught off guard and

1768
01:02:21,270 --> 01:02:18,319
thinking am i still high you know

1769
01:02:21,670 --> 01:02:21,280
i mean it's such a it's not um i'm using

1770
01:02:23,990 --> 01:02:21,680
this

1771
01:02:25,750 --> 01:02:24,000
these terms like high and drugs and all

1772
01:02:28,870 --> 01:02:25,760
this other stuff but it's such a

1773
01:02:30,630 --> 01:02:28,880
um it just doesn't do it justice

1774
01:02:32,789 --> 01:02:30,640
you know it just doesn't do it justice

1775
01:02:35,190 --> 01:02:32,799
what it actually you know provides

1776
01:02:36,789 --> 01:02:35,200
and sure you can you know abuse it i'm

1777
01:02:38,069 --> 01:02:36,799
not saying you all should go out there

1778
01:02:41,029 --> 01:02:38,079
and do whatever is out there

1779
01:02:41,430 --> 01:02:41,039
it's it was it felt like talking about

1780
01:02:44,950 --> 01:02:41,440
my

1781
01:02:47,589 --> 01:02:44,960
was drawn to do

1782
01:02:47,990 --> 01:02:47,599
you know was it was it was meant to be

1783
01:02:49,990 --> 01:02:48,000
that way

1784
01:02:51,910 --> 01:02:50,000
for me i can't say that that's going to

1785
01:02:52,870 --> 01:02:51,920
be the same for you and i don't i don't

1786
01:02:55,750 --> 01:02:52,880
recommend it

1787
01:02:56,630 --> 01:02:55,760
you know but the point was it was the

1788
01:02:59,510 --> 01:02:56,640
quickest way

1789
01:03:00,710 --> 01:02:59,520
to all of the sudden you know be like

1790
01:03:02,630 --> 01:03:00,720
that fish to realize

1791
01:03:04,710 --> 01:03:02,640
i'm in water there's all the stuff out

1792
01:03:07,430 --> 01:03:04,720
there so that i can just kind of start

1793
01:03:08,950 --> 01:03:07,440
thinking about and and processing of

1794
01:03:11,029 --> 01:03:08,960
what what else is out there

1795
01:03:12,390 --> 01:03:11,039
how do i deal with this you know come to

1796
01:03:14,549 --> 01:03:12,400
terms with certain things

1797
01:03:15,670 --> 01:03:14,559
because if you were to fish in the water

1798
01:03:17,510 --> 01:03:15,680
some people

1799
01:03:19,829 --> 01:03:17,520
realizing that they're in water could

1800
01:03:21,750 --> 01:03:19,839
devastate them could devastate them and

1801
01:03:23,270 --> 01:03:21,760
basically mess up the rest of their life

1802
01:03:24,230 --> 01:03:23,280
to to where they cannot continue

1803
01:03:25,910 --> 01:03:24,240
functioning

1804
01:03:27,349 --> 01:03:25,920
like like the fish that they've been

1805
01:03:30,309 --> 01:03:27,359
before you know

1806
01:03:31,510 --> 01:03:30,319
if you understand my analogy and so it

1807
01:03:33,990 --> 01:03:31,520
only a person

1808
01:03:35,990 --> 01:03:34,000
that knows itself you know him or

1809
01:03:37,430 --> 01:03:36,000
herself that knows how strong they are

1810
01:03:39,510 --> 01:03:37,440
how much they can take

1811
01:03:41,670 --> 01:03:39,520
can really kind of venture out to these

1812
01:03:45,029 --> 01:03:41,680
different you know realms because

1813
01:03:50,309 --> 01:03:45,039
um it blows your reality apart

1814
01:03:57,109 --> 01:03:54,309
okay um another question

1815
01:03:57,670 --> 01:03:57,119
hazel said and then oh and then any baby

1816
01:04:01,029 --> 01:03:57,680
yet no

1817
01:04:04,309 --> 01:04:01,039
the um it's a lot of pain

1818
01:04:06,230 --> 01:04:04,319
but not no baby yet it's i guess she's

1819
01:04:08,950 --> 01:04:06,240
just taking a sweet time to

1820
01:04:09,430 --> 01:04:08,960
to i guess be born whenever she's ready

1821
01:04:11,750 --> 01:04:09,440
um

1822
01:04:13,349 --> 01:04:11,760
we thought that you know just based on

1823
01:04:15,029 --> 01:04:13,359
the pains and all the ex

1824
01:04:17,190 --> 01:04:15,039
things that my wife had experienced with

1825
01:04:19,190 --> 01:04:17,200
she thought it would be time but

1826
01:04:20,950 --> 01:04:19,200
um it went to the doctor and it was

1827
01:04:24,309 --> 01:04:20,960
still all the same like it was

1828
01:04:27,510 --> 01:04:24,319
a week prior so i'm just gonna have to

1829
01:04:30,470 --> 01:04:27,520
you know endure it a bit longer and and

1830
01:04:39,109 --> 01:04:31,829
let me see if there's any other

1831
01:04:39,119 --> 01:04:56,870
oh some of these comments are funny

1832
01:05:00,230 --> 01:04:58,950
okay i'm not seeing any other any other

1833
01:05:04,549 --> 01:05:00,240
questions

1834
01:05:07,990 --> 01:05:04,559
so yeah you can uh for

1835
01:05:10,390 --> 01:05:08,000
any of you watching again you can put

1836
01:05:11,990 --> 01:05:10,400
three stars and ask a question that way

1837
01:05:15,349 --> 01:05:12,000
i'll interact with you there

1838
01:05:18,470 --> 01:05:15,359
or join the telegram group and

1839
01:05:21,109 --> 01:05:18,480
you can share your story verbally and

1840
01:05:21,510 --> 01:05:21,119
be heard by everyone else on on telegram

1841
01:05:24,789 --> 01:05:21,520
and

1842
01:05:27,990 --> 01:05:24,799
online watching but uh

1843
01:05:29,270 --> 01:05:28,000
nathan i'm sorry what was the what was

1844
01:05:29,829 --> 01:05:29,280
the other things that you wanted to

1845
01:05:31,829 --> 01:05:29,839
discuss

1846
01:05:37,910 --> 01:05:31,839
thanks for allowing me to go through the

1847
01:05:43,670 --> 01:05:41,510
oh i guess that was it uh

1848
01:05:45,109 --> 01:05:43,680
well yeah i guess so i think actually

1849
01:05:46,630 --> 01:05:45,119
you touched on a lot of topics there man

1850
01:05:48,950 --> 01:05:46,640
you went really fast too

1851
01:05:50,789 --> 01:05:48,960
so uh and you brought up some really

1852
01:05:52,789 --> 01:05:50,799
good points i think

1853
01:05:54,470 --> 01:05:52,799
what was it last week you were saying

1854
01:05:55,109 --> 01:05:54,480
something kind of tied into all this how

1855
01:05:57,589 --> 01:05:55,119
uh

1856
01:05:58,470 --> 01:05:57,599
what was that it was um oh yeah yeah

1857
01:05:59,829 --> 01:05:58,480
okay so

1858
01:06:01,349 --> 01:05:59,839
i think this i think this was you unless

1859
01:06:02,630 --> 01:06:01,359
i heard this somewhere else or thought

1860
01:06:04,630 --> 01:06:02,640
of it on my own but

1861
01:06:07,190 --> 01:06:04,640
so you remember how you're saying like

1862
01:06:09,670 --> 01:06:07,200
uh like let's say 20 years ago

1863
01:06:11,750 --> 01:06:09,680
you know let's it's like like 20 years

1864
01:06:14,390 --> 01:06:11,760
ago was roughly you know

1865
01:06:15,190 --> 01:06:14,400
when 9 11 happened like had they done

1866
01:06:18,230 --> 01:06:15,200
the pandemic

1867
01:06:19,829 --> 01:06:18,240
pandemic then you know like uh even

1868
01:06:22,630 --> 01:06:19,839
people like us probably would have been

1869
01:06:23,990 --> 01:06:22,640
more a lot much more fearful but now

1870
01:06:25,190 --> 01:06:24,000
it's like we saw right through it from

1871
01:06:26,230 --> 01:06:25,200
the very beginning the people that are

1872
01:06:27,910 --> 01:06:26,240
listening to the chat just saw

1873
01:06:30,069 --> 01:06:27,920
right through it you know like it's not

1874
01:06:31,589 --> 01:06:30,079
it isn't i mean it isn't really causing

1875
01:06:31,990 --> 01:06:31,599
any fear at all in me it's just it's

1876
01:06:33,270 --> 01:06:32,000
laughable

1877
01:06:35,190 --> 01:06:33,280
it's it's kind of you know it's almost

1878
01:06:37,109 --> 01:06:35,200
comedic i mean except that they're using

1879
01:06:39,990 --> 01:06:37,119
it to do a lot of bad stuff but just how

1880
01:06:41,829 --> 01:06:40,000
ridiculous their the whole uh thing is

1881
01:06:44,789 --> 01:06:41,839
it's it's very it's like

1882
01:06:45,910 --> 01:06:44,799
so that alone is kind of a just a sign

1883
01:06:46,870 --> 01:06:45,920
that shows we're heading in the right

1884
01:06:48,630 --> 01:06:46,880
direction you know and

1885
01:06:50,150 --> 01:06:48,640
i before and just before i sign off here

1886
01:06:51,589 --> 01:06:50,160
i did want to just say you know it's

1887
01:06:53,510 --> 01:06:51,599
that sort of uh

1888
01:06:54,789 --> 01:06:53,520
that that positivity or that lack of

1889
01:06:57,589 --> 01:06:54,799
fear that is going to be

1890
01:06:58,870 --> 01:06:57,599
so important in these right now in these

1891
01:07:00,470 --> 01:06:58,880
coming days you know because like

1892
01:07:01,829 --> 01:07:00,480
like you were saying like or you

1893
01:07:02,950 --> 01:07:01,839
mentioned you know your parents like you

1894
01:07:04,230 --> 01:07:02,960
had this experience you thought it was

1895
01:07:05,270 --> 01:07:04,240
awesome and then you went back and

1896
01:07:07,029 --> 01:07:05,280
talked to them

1897
01:07:08,950 --> 01:07:07,039
and they were still right there stuck in

1898
01:07:09,990 --> 01:07:08,960
and they they didn't have they didn't

1899
01:07:11,990 --> 01:07:10,000
they may have shared that experience

1900
01:07:12,309 --> 01:07:12,000
with you on some other level but they

1901
01:07:14,069 --> 01:07:12,319
still

1902
01:07:16,390 --> 01:07:14,079
chose to live the lives they're living

1903
01:07:18,789 --> 01:07:16,400
here in 3d and and

1904
01:07:21,029 --> 01:07:18,799
um well it's their it's their agreement

1905
01:07:22,470 --> 01:07:21,039
they're not just going to stop it

1906
01:07:24,390 --> 01:07:22,480
that's right that's right but now if

1907
01:07:26,710 --> 01:07:24,400
they start how

1908
01:07:27,750 --> 01:07:26,720
crazy things are getting uh there's a

1909
01:07:28,950 --> 01:07:27,760
good chance they're gonna be reaching

1910
01:07:30,069 --> 01:07:28,960
out to you and saying you know you know

1911
01:07:31,270 --> 01:07:30,079
all that stuff you've been talking about

1912
01:07:32,630 --> 01:07:31,280
can you tell me more or

1913
01:07:34,230 --> 01:07:32,640
what did you say actually i did want to

1914
01:07:35,589 --> 01:07:34,240
ask you you made mention that you said

1915
01:07:36,470 --> 01:07:35,599
at least at least a couple times a week

1916
01:07:42,390 --> 01:07:36,480
or

1917
01:07:43,029 --> 01:07:42,400
they're starting to ask you questions

1918
01:07:46,789 --> 01:07:43,039
like

1919
01:07:49,829 --> 01:07:46,799
often now i'm assuming

1920
01:07:53,430 --> 01:07:49,839
yeah we uh you know a text message

1921
01:07:55,750 --> 01:07:53,440
uh phone call um even just uh

1922
01:07:58,870 --> 01:07:55,760
yesterday no was it yesterday the day

1923
01:08:03,029 --> 01:08:00,950
trying to keep my day straight uh no my

1924
01:08:05,829 --> 01:08:03,039
friend my friend called and he's like

1925
01:08:07,029 --> 01:08:05,839
um i listened to coast to coast you know

1926
01:08:10,069 --> 01:08:07,039
a.m i was like oh

1927
01:08:11,829 --> 01:08:10,079
that's good you know um anyone that ever

1928
01:08:13,190 --> 01:08:11,839
starts out in this it's like a coaster

1929
01:08:15,430 --> 01:08:13,200
cause it's like a must

1930
01:08:16,390 --> 01:08:15,440
and he was talking about it was so

1931
01:08:19,590 --> 01:08:16,400
excited that

1932
01:08:20,229 --> 01:08:19,600
this one guest that was on was talking

1933
01:08:23,510 --> 01:08:20,239
about

1934
01:08:25,430 --> 01:08:23,520
a alien or a contact or ufo sighting or

1935
01:08:28,470 --> 01:08:25,440
something along those lines

1936
01:08:30,149 --> 01:08:28,480
in moselle missouri where he lives

1937
01:08:31,669 --> 01:08:30,159
and he was just beside himself trying to

1938
01:08:35,110 --> 01:08:31,679
tell me about it you know

1939
01:08:37,349 --> 01:08:35,120
and so um you know where

1940
01:08:38,950 --> 01:08:37,359
he would he would before i mean for as

1941
01:08:39,669 --> 01:08:38,960
long as i've known him we'll always just

1942
01:08:42,070 --> 01:08:39,679
kind of

1943
01:08:43,669 --> 01:08:42,080
uh touch touch on the subject in the

1944
01:08:45,990 --> 01:08:43,679
sense of like well

1945
01:08:48,149 --> 01:08:46,000
you know if there you know if there is

1946
01:08:49,910 --> 01:08:48,159
no other alien life out there it'll be

1947
01:08:51,510 --> 01:08:49,920
awful waste of space you know but then

1948
01:08:52,070 --> 01:08:51,520
that's it we'll move on to something

1949
01:08:54,470 --> 01:08:52,080
else

1950
01:08:56,709 --> 01:08:54,480
this was like a much longer conversation

1951
01:08:58,709 --> 01:08:56,719
to where he was like almost enthusiastic

1952
01:09:00,470 --> 01:08:58,719
about it you know and so i don't know if

1953
01:09:02,870 --> 01:09:00,480
this is his little beginning

1954
01:09:03,590 --> 01:09:02,880
to go down the route that he wants to go

1955
01:09:05,510 --> 01:09:03,600
and

1956
01:09:06,950 --> 01:09:05,520
realize like wow this is happening in my

1957
01:09:09,910 --> 01:09:06,960
area where i live

1958
01:09:10,470 --> 01:09:09,920
you know and and to kind of start his

1959
01:09:12,550 --> 01:09:10,480
journey

1960
01:09:14,229 --> 01:09:12,560
you know even if he doesn't but he still

1961
01:09:16,870 --> 01:09:14,239
it just cracks me up you know did

1962
01:09:18,149 --> 01:09:16,880
you know they know they can come to me

1963
01:09:18,630 --> 01:09:18,159
you know and they call me and they're

1964
01:09:20,550 --> 01:09:18,640
like

1965
01:09:22,149 --> 01:09:20,560
you need to listen to this person you

1966
01:09:23,669 --> 01:09:22,159
know and they they talked about this

1967
01:09:26,390 --> 01:09:23,679
awesome encounter and

1968
01:09:27,110 --> 01:09:26,400
and i'm just like if you only knew you

1969
01:09:30,309 --> 01:09:27,120
know

1970
01:09:33,269 --> 01:09:30,319
and um anyway so

1971
01:09:36,149 --> 01:09:33,279
the the it's it's all these different

1972
01:09:38,870 --> 01:09:36,159
people in my life that i never thought

1973
01:09:40,309 --> 01:09:38,880
would ever be interested in it but it's

1974
01:09:43,110 --> 01:09:40,319
it's a delight to see

1975
01:09:43,430 --> 01:09:43,120
their progression and and so on and i'm

1976
01:09:45,669 --> 01:09:43,440
not

1977
01:09:47,990 --> 01:09:45,679
like saying it in this arrogant way that

1978
01:09:49,030 --> 01:09:48,000
they somehow were in this darkness you

1979
01:09:51,189 --> 01:09:49,040
know it's like it just

1980
01:09:52,149 --> 01:09:51,199
i would have wished for them to be you

1981
01:09:53,829 --> 01:09:52,159
know

1982
01:09:55,990 --> 01:09:53,839
for us to have more in common to talk

1983
01:09:57,590 --> 01:09:56,000
about but uh it's totally

1984
01:09:59,270 --> 01:09:57,600
weird how it happened you know one of my

1985
01:10:00,070 --> 01:09:59,280
co-workers i mean it happened through

1986
01:10:03,189 --> 01:10:00,080
different ways

1987
01:10:05,669 --> 01:10:03,199
you know um her girlfriend

1988
01:10:08,149 --> 01:10:05,679
she um you know when they got when they

1989
01:10:10,149 --> 01:10:08,159
got together was like big into ufos

1990
01:10:12,229 --> 01:10:10,159
and i don't know because you know the

1991
01:10:14,070 --> 01:10:12,239
love or whatever the reason is now she's

1992
01:10:15,669 --> 01:10:14,080
big into ufos you know and watching

1993
01:10:16,229 --> 01:10:15,679
documentaries and all kinds of other

1994
01:10:17,910 --> 01:10:16,239
stuff

1995
01:10:19,910 --> 01:10:17,920
to where before she would just be like

1996
01:10:22,709 --> 01:10:19,920
oh that's interesting and that's it

1997
01:10:24,149 --> 01:10:22,719
you know so i mean it it happens in all

1998
01:10:26,790 --> 01:10:24,159
these different ways it it

1999
01:10:28,470 --> 01:10:26,800
again not necessary because i've

2000
01:10:31,510 --> 01:10:28,480
realized it's such a

2001
01:10:32,149 --> 01:10:31,520
private journey for for everyone that

2002
01:10:35,189 --> 01:10:32,159
has

2003
01:10:37,270 --> 01:10:35,199
had more than beyond contact you know

2004
01:10:39,510 --> 01:10:37,280
uh it's such a private journey to where

2005
01:10:40,310 --> 01:10:39,520
you realize like this entire reality is

2006
01:10:42,870 --> 01:10:40,320
about you

2007
01:10:44,870 --> 01:10:42,880
and how are you going to live it and

2008
01:10:46,790 --> 01:10:44,880
which direction are you going to take it

2009
01:10:48,709 --> 01:10:46,800
you know to where when you realize that

2010
01:10:49,270 --> 01:10:48,719
it you don't need to drag anyone else

2011
01:10:52,149 --> 01:10:49,280
with you

2012
01:10:54,390 --> 01:10:52,159
you know you just you know go about

2013
01:10:55,669 --> 01:10:54,400
exploring the way you you think you need

2014
01:10:58,390 --> 01:10:55,679
to explore it as

2015
01:10:59,270 --> 01:10:58,400
that individual being of of the oneness

2016
01:11:01,590 --> 01:10:59,280
that you are

2017
01:11:02,390 --> 01:11:01,600
you know uh whoever you know nathan

2018
01:11:04,550 --> 01:11:02,400
fabrice

2019
01:11:06,550 --> 01:11:04,560
you know isa peacekeeper you know

2020
01:11:09,430 --> 01:11:06,560
whoever you know is out there

2021
01:11:10,950 --> 01:11:09,440
um that is your individual choice in in

2022
01:11:13,430 --> 01:11:10,960
this journey so

2023
01:11:14,070 --> 01:11:13,440
um if you try to drag other people in it

2024
01:11:16,470 --> 01:11:14,080
then you

2025
01:11:17,669 --> 01:11:16,480
you're you're still hiding from certain

2026
01:11:20,790 --> 01:11:17,679
things that you you

2027
01:11:22,550 --> 01:11:20,800
you're not stopping to take a breath and

2028
01:11:24,310 --> 01:11:22,560
kind of take in and see how does this

2029
01:11:26,149 --> 01:11:24,320
apply to me why is this

2030
01:11:28,390 --> 01:11:26,159
why are these experiences happening to

2031
01:11:30,310 --> 01:11:28,400
me why do i keep seeing the same

2032
01:11:31,830 --> 01:11:30,320
you know one one one why do i keep

2033
01:11:33,270 --> 01:11:31,840
seeing the same numbers

2034
01:11:35,750 --> 01:11:33,280
why is this happening why is that

2035
01:11:37,030 --> 01:11:35,760
happening there's so much exploration to

2036
01:11:39,270 --> 01:11:37,040
be done on your own

2037
01:11:41,270 --> 01:11:39,280
that opens this whole new window of

2038
01:11:41,750 --> 01:11:41,280
understanding that is so exciting that

2039
01:11:43,270 --> 01:11:41,760
when you

2040
01:11:45,910 --> 01:11:43,280
start going down that road you don't

2041
01:11:47,750 --> 01:11:45,920
need anyone else you know you you just

2042
01:11:49,910 --> 01:11:47,760
you just realize like it's exciting

2043
01:11:53,110 --> 01:11:49,920
doing what you what you have to do

2044
01:12:01,110 --> 01:11:53,120
and it's it's uh it doesn't have to be a

2045
01:12:05,030 --> 01:12:02,790
so nathan i'm sorry i hope that answer

2046
01:12:05,750 --> 01:12:05,040
your question it's it's happening fairly

2047
01:12:09,030 --> 01:12:05,760
often

2048
01:12:10,070 --> 01:12:09,040
surprisingly yeah that's it's fantastic

2049
01:12:11,430 --> 01:12:10,080
it's fanta and it's all

2050
01:12:12,950 --> 01:12:11,440
and it's getting i mean it's always been

2051
01:12:14,149 --> 01:12:12,960
very important and it's always and i've

2052
01:12:16,229 --> 01:12:14,159
always felt that's

2053
01:12:17,189 --> 01:12:16,239
sort of been part of my purpose in life

2054
01:12:19,110 --> 01:12:17,199
i always had just sort of

2055
01:12:20,550 --> 01:12:19,120
knowing that that if anything i just

2056
01:12:23,270 --> 01:12:20,560
sort of need to uh

2057
01:12:23,990 --> 01:12:23,280
you know be present be an example or be

2058
01:12:25,510 --> 01:12:24,000
uh

2059
01:12:27,110 --> 01:12:25,520
like more so now is like like the whole

2060
01:12:28,870 --> 01:12:27,120
thing with the the fear of not having

2061
01:12:30,149 --> 01:12:28,880
fear like just the simple fact that

2062
01:12:32,550 --> 01:12:30,159
probably most people are on this call

2063
01:12:33,669 --> 01:12:32,560
can just see right through all the bs

2064
01:12:36,310 --> 01:12:33,679
that's going on

2065
01:12:37,910 --> 01:12:36,320
and whereas other people are starting to

2066
01:12:38,229 --> 01:12:37,920
say like hmm something's not right here

2067
01:12:41,350 --> 01:12:38,239
or

2068
01:12:42,070 --> 01:12:41,360
become like let's say social security

2069
01:12:43,510 --> 01:12:42,080
and all these other

2070
01:12:45,350 --> 01:12:43,520
these things they just they start to

2071
01:12:47,750 --> 01:12:45,360
crumble and the the uh

2072
01:12:48,550 --> 01:12:47,760
the uh or whatever they're doing the

2073
01:12:49,990 --> 01:12:48,560
whole medical thing

2074
01:12:51,990 --> 01:12:50,000
everything is starting to fail people

2075
01:12:53,830 --> 01:12:52,000
the things that they were told are

2076
01:12:55,590 --> 01:12:53,840
infallible and that are immutable and

2077
01:12:57,830 --> 01:12:55,600
that are the end-all be-all

2078
01:12:59,189 --> 01:12:57,840
uh power of the unit or the power of

2079
01:13:00,229 --> 01:12:59,199
this earth you know the us government

2080
01:13:01,910 --> 01:13:00,239
whatever once

2081
01:13:03,430 --> 01:13:01,920
now they're starting to see these things

2082
01:13:06,149 --> 01:13:03,440
for what they really are

2083
01:13:07,510 --> 01:13:06,159
uh it's good for people that have been

2084
01:13:09,270 --> 01:13:07,520
in this quite a while you know for like

2085
01:13:10,149 --> 01:13:09,280
let's say 20 years now like myself and

2086
01:13:13,350 --> 01:13:10,159
you and

2087
01:13:13,990 --> 01:13:13,360
and it's uh uh like we're we're not

2088
01:13:15,350 --> 01:13:14,000
freaking out

2089
01:13:19,750 --> 01:13:15,360
we're not in fear and they're like

2090
01:13:23,830 --> 01:13:21,430
talking about that i don't know about

2091
01:13:25,030 --> 01:13:23,840
you nathan and and how it was

2092
01:13:26,229 --> 01:13:25,040
where you were because you said you were

2093
01:13:28,390 --> 01:13:26,239
in colombia there for a while you're

2094
01:13:29,590 --> 01:13:28,400
back in san luis right

2095
01:13:30,709 --> 01:13:29,600
yeah yeah and that was that was the next

2096
01:13:32,310 --> 01:13:30,719
point i was gonna be like just being

2097
01:13:33,590 --> 01:13:32,320
like i love being putting myself

2098
01:13:35,669 --> 01:13:33,600
myself in situations like that because

2099
01:13:37,030 --> 01:13:35,679
in in south america like they tried to

2100
01:13:37,669 --> 01:13:37,040
get people to stop selling stuff on the

2101
01:13:39,510 --> 01:13:37,679
street but

2102
01:13:41,350 --> 01:13:39,520
it's impossible it's so ingrained in

2103
01:13:42,550 --> 01:13:41,360
latin american culture to just if you

2104
01:13:43,669 --> 01:13:42,560
need money you go to the street you set

2105
01:13:44,470 --> 01:13:43,679
up a little stand you start selling

2106
01:13:46,390 --> 01:13:44,480
things and

2107
01:13:47,830 --> 01:13:46,400
it's just so many people packed shoulder

2108
01:13:48,870 --> 01:13:47,840
to shoulder to people's places

2109
01:13:50,709 --> 01:13:48,880
obviously they're not worried about

2110
01:13:51,830 --> 01:13:50,719
covet or some virus because they're just

2111
01:13:53,189 --> 01:13:51,840
going about their life

2112
01:13:54,709 --> 01:13:53,199
uh you can tell there are there's a lot

2113
01:13:55,430 --> 01:13:54,719
more fear there because a lot a lot of

2114
01:13:58,630 --> 01:13:55,440
people

2115
01:14:00,390 --> 01:13:58,640
media even though they know like in

2116
01:14:02,070 --> 01:14:00,400
colombia there's only one media outlet

2117
01:14:03,590 --> 01:14:02,080
that isn't owned by the government

2118
01:14:04,870 --> 01:14:03,600
and it still is very very biased because

2119
01:14:05,189 --> 01:14:04,880
it's owned by one of the richer families

2120
01:14:07,350 --> 01:14:05,199
in

2121
01:14:08,390 --> 01:14:07,360
colombia they know it's all bs they know

2122
01:14:09,430 --> 01:14:08,400
it's owned by the government but yet

2123
01:14:12,229 --> 01:14:09,440
they still listen to it and

2124
01:14:13,750 --> 01:14:12,239
rely on it for a source of truth um and

2125
01:14:15,270 --> 01:14:13,760
so you see a lot more people you know

2126
01:14:17,430 --> 01:14:15,280
wearing the face mask so when i'm this

2127
01:14:18,950 --> 01:14:17,440
tall gringo blond-haired green eyes

2128
01:14:20,950 --> 01:14:18,960
uh not wearing a fast mask and just

2129
01:14:21,750 --> 01:14:20,960
smiling and and being happy and laughing

2130
01:14:23,270 --> 01:14:21,760
with you like

2131
01:14:24,709 --> 01:14:23,280
it uh you can tell there's just sort of

2132
01:14:25,669 --> 01:14:24,719
an energy there and people are drawn to

2133
01:14:28,870 --> 01:14:25,679
that you know when they

2134
01:14:30,149 --> 01:14:28,880
see me not in fear and i feel like

2135
01:14:31,350 --> 01:14:30,159
more so even if you if you don't know

2136
01:14:32,950 --> 01:14:31,360
what to do if you don't know how to help

2137
01:14:35,110 --> 01:14:32,960
during this crazy time

2138
01:14:36,950 --> 01:14:35,120
just do that just hold that energy of of

2139
01:14:38,630 --> 01:14:36,960
peace and love and optimism

2140
01:14:39,830 --> 01:14:38,640
you know and it seems to be helping i

2141
01:14:40,790 --> 01:14:39,840
know it's helping me like it's helped me

2142
01:14:41,990 --> 01:14:40,800
in my daily life i

2143
01:14:43,270 --> 01:14:42,000
i love it like i've been trying to go

2144
01:14:45,270 --> 01:14:43,280
out as much as possible even here in

2145
01:14:47,590 --> 01:14:45,280
some back home in st louis

2146
01:14:49,189 --> 01:14:47,600
and uh you know i have people like come

2147
01:14:50,950 --> 01:14:49,199
up to me and sort of coin me it's like

2148
01:14:52,229 --> 01:14:50,960
what sort of like basically what like

2149
01:14:53,350 --> 01:14:52,239
you know like to

2150
01:14:55,270 --> 01:14:53,360
to summarize that they basically say

2151
01:14:57,510 --> 01:14:55,280
what's your deal man how are you so

2152
01:14:59,270 --> 01:14:57,520
optimistic and happy and and the other

2153
01:14:59,910 --> 01:14:59,280
day my this guy said you're just so

2154
01:15:01,189 --> 01:14:59,920
genuine

2155
01:15:02,550 --> 01:15:01,199
i love it when people say stuff like

2156
01:15:04,149 --> 01:15:02,560
that it's just it's just like just be

2157
01:15:05,830 --> 01:15:04,159
yourself just be yourself

2158
01:15:07,990 --> 01:15:05,840
and don't fear and be happy and it's

2159
01:15:11,990 --> 01:15:08,000
helping i think it's helping a lot

2160
01:15:15,110 --> 01:15:12,000
yeah right but you know it's um

2161
01:15:18,550 --> 01:15:15,120
um what what was surprising to me was

2162
01:15:21,270 --> 01:15:18,560
this um were talking about

2163
01:15:21,910 --> 01:15:21,280
you know where it became a certain

2164
01:15:25,510 --> 01:15:21,920
attack

2165
01:15:28,630 --> 01:15:25,520
where

2166
01:15:31,590 --> 01:15:28,640
you were not being allowed

2167
01:15:32,390 --> 01:15:31,600
anymore like within even friends or or

2168
01:15:34,390 --> 01:15:32,400
family like

2169
01:15:35,590 --> 01:15:34,400
i don't know actually i don't know if i

2170
01:15:38,390 --> 01:15:35,600
told you like you know

2171
01:15:40,070 --> 01:15:38,400
very try not to say her name but do you

2172
01:15:42,950 --> 01:15:40,080
remember the person we all went to to

2173
01:15:45,669 --> 01:15:42,960
the very first ufo conference in 2012

2174
01:15:46,310 --> 01:15:45,679
you know it was uh three of us and her

2175
01:15:48,070 --> 01:15:46,320
yes

2176
01:15:50,630 --> 01:15:48,080
yeah i'm not on speaking terms with her

2177
01:15:54,950 --> 01:15:53,510
oh wow okay yeah because the the what's

2178
01:15:58,229 --> 01:15:54,960
behind them

2179
01:16:00,709 --> 01:15:58,239
too private say that again

2180
01:16:01,830 --> 01:16:00,719
is there a story behind the reason for

2181
01:16:05,510 --> 01:16:01,840
that oh yeah

2182
01:16:06,310 --> 01:16:05,520
what it was is when this different stuff

2183
01:16:09,669 --> 01:16:06,320
was you know

2184
01:16:10,149 --> 01:16:09,679
because for me um having having gone

2185
01:16:12,310 --> 01:16:10,159
through

2186
01:16:14,229 --> 01:16:12,320
you know uh even for a short period of

2187
01:16:15,910 --> 01:16:14,239
time and embossing when the war broke

2188
01:16:18,630 --> 01:16:15,920
out

2189
01:16:20,149 --> 01:16:18,640
you know you i saw a lot of death

2190
01:16:21,910 --> 01:16:20,159
friends that i've known they're just

2191
01:16:23,669 --> 01:16:21,920
dragged out in the streets and

2192
01:16:25,590 --> 01:16:23,679
you know shot in front of from the

2193
01:16:27,590 --> 01:16:25,600
houses entire families lined up

2194
01:16:29,430 --> 01:16:27,600
you know and then the other gruesome

2195
01:16:31,830 --> 01:16:29,440
stories of of rape

2196
01:16:33,669 --> 01:16:31,840
and all these things that are you know

2197
01:16:36,950 --> 01:16:33,679
just um

2198
01:16:39,590 --> 01:16:36,960
you know just the the worst uh

2199
01:16:40,229 --> 01:16:39,600
human side that you can possibly imagine

2200
01:16:42,310 --> 01:16:40,239
right

2201
01:16:44,310 --> 01:16:42,320
anyone that's that that's experienced

2202
01:16:47,030 --> 01:16:44,320
that that's seen it for themselves

2203
01:16:48,070 --> 01:16:47,040
they don't take those things um for

2204
01:16:51,189 --> 01:16:48,080
granted

2205
01:16:51,750 --> 01:16:51,199
so to say that something something is

2206
01:16:54,149 --> 01:16:51,760
rape

2207
01:16:56,229 --> 01:16:54,159
it's not something you come out and

2208
01:16:59,189 --> 01:16:56,239
immediately label it as that because

2209
01:16:59,830 --> 01:16:59,199
this such a astrocity to where you know

2210
01:17:02,950 --> 01:16:59,840
um

2211
01:17:05,510 --> 01:17:02,960
you know you don't accuse somebody of

2212
01:17:06,950 --> 01:17:05,520
of that just willy-nilly just kind of

2213
01:17:08,310 --> 01:17:06,960
calling it out like it's

2214
01:17:10,470 --> 01:17:08,320
like you just gave him an apple or

2215
01:17:12,550 --> 01:17:10,480
something you know

2216
01:17:14,229 --> 01:17:12,560
and death and all the all the things

2217
01:17:15,910 --> 01:17:14,239
that that have happened you know true

2218
01:17:17,350 --> 01:17:15,920
anger when somebody hates you so much

2219
01:17:20,630 --> 01:17:17,360
they just want to kill you

2220
01:17:21,189 --> 01:17:20,640
right and what was noticing is that all

2221
01:17:24,229 --> 01:17:21,199
these

2222
01:17:26,550 --> 01:17:24,239
like you know

2223
01:17:28,229 --> 01:17:26,560
having having you know lived in germany

2224
01:17:29,510 --> 01:17:28,239
when we first got there

2225
01:17:32,229 --> 01:17:29,520
and you can look all this different

2226
01:17:35,510 --> 01:17:32,239
stuff uh online when you first got there

2227
01:17:39,270 --> 01:17:35,520
um we originally were gonna flee to to

2228
01:17:41,830 --> 01:17:39,280
um to sweden because as you fleeing in

2229
01:17:43,110 --> 01:17:41,840
this convoy of families and husbands and

2230
01:17:46,070 --> 01:17:43,120
wives and children

2231
01:17:47,270 --> 01:17:46,080
you know um you kind of you know you you

2232
01:17:48,790 --> 01:17:47,280
start out by yourself and

2233
01:17:50,630 --> 01:17:48,800
you see someone else at the train

2234
01:17:52,310 --> 01:17:50,640
station and you recognize your fellow

2235
01:17:53,750 --> 01:17:52,320
countrymen and then you get together and

2236
01:17:57,030 --> 01:17:53,760
then as you go on

2237
01:17:57,669 --> 01:17:57,040
you pick up a crowd and so the the story

2238
01:17:59,510 --> 01:17:57,679
was that

2239
01:18:02,070 --> 01:17:59,520
you know prior one of our neighbors they

2240
01:18:04,229 --> 01:18:02,080
had said okay we're trying to get out

2241
01:18:05,270 --> 01:18:04,239
which we heard sweden was accepting

2242
01:18:06,870 --> 01:18:05,280
refugees so

2243
01:18:09,110 --> 01:18:06,880
they're gonna you know go to sweden so

2244
01:18:11,189 --> 01:18:09,120
everyone is like okay let's go to sweden

2245
01:18:13,030 --> 01:18:11,199
well we got to sweden they kept us at

2246
01:18:14,870 --> 01:18:13,040
the port for about four days

2247
01:18:16,149 --> 01:18:14,880
where only i think my dad and one other

2248
01:18:18,709 --> 01:18:16,159
person was allowed to

2249
01:18:19,669 --> 01:18:18,719
get go with i think an escort by a

2250
01:18:22,709 --> 01:18:19,679
police officer

2251
01:18:23,910 --> 01:18:22,719
if i'm not mistaken to go buy food and

2252
01:18:25,990 --> 01:18:23,920
then bring it back for

2253
01:18:27,830 --> 01:18:26,000
the families and the kids and then after

2254
01:18:29,750 --> 01:18:27,840
about four days or so they said no sorry

2255
01:18:31,830 --> 01:18:29,760
we can't accept you we had to go back to

2256
01:18:35,030 --> 01:18:31,840
the original departure point which was

2257
01:18:38,709 --> 01:18:35,040
um which was the

2258
01:18:40,630 --> 01:18:38,719
uh rustoc germany you know and um

2259
01:18:42,470 --> 01:18:40,640
so there we kind of basically were

2260
01:18:44,470 --> 01:18:42,480
begging you know to to take us

2261
01:18:45,750 --> 01:18:44,480
in but the thing is when you're a

2262
01:18:47,270 --> 01:18:45,760
refugee you know

2263
01:18:49,510 --> 01:18:47,280
there's all kinds of people there with

2264
01:18:50,149 --> 01:18:49,520
you and when you don't have a country of

2265
01:18:52,149 --> 01:18:50,159
the sudden

2266
01:18:53,590 --> 01:18:52,159
you have no protection of any source

2267
01:18:57,430 --> 01:18:53,600
you're just kind of out there

2268
01:18:59,350 --> 01:18:57,440
and so you try to make yourself

2269
01:19:00,790 --> 01:18:59,360
be viewed by the other people that i am

2270
01:19:02,950 --> 01:19:00,800
not a threat to you

2271
01:19:04,470 --> 01:19:02,960
you know i will not be a burden to you

2272
01:19:06,709 --> 01:19:04,480
please just give me a shelter

2273
01:19:07,830 --> 01:19:06,719
somewhere to stay and i promise i will

2274
01:19:09,350 --> 01:19:07,840
work and earn

2275
01:19:11,669 --> 01:19:09,360
everything that you you know that you

2276
01:19:13,669 --> 01:19:11,679
give me and that is the mindset that

2277
01:19:15,350 --> 01:19:13,679
that i remember even this is eight you

2278
01:19:17,830 --> 01:19:15,360
know eight-year-old child

2279
01:19:18,630 --> 01:19:17,840
you know to to have had to not be

2280
01:19:20,790 --> 01:19:18,640
perceived

2281
01:19:21,669 --> 01:19:20,800
as some kind of threat if i truly want

2282
01:19:24,709 --> 01:19:21,679
some help

2283
01:19:26,950 --> 01:19:24,719
you know and so um irregardless to that

2284
01:19:28,229 --> 01:19:26,960
i constantly had you know experiences

2285
01:19:30,149 --> 01:19:28,239
with nazis where they

2286
01:19:31,669 --> 01:19:30,159
uh it was like 10 days after we moved

2287
01:19:33,750 --> 01:19:31,679
out of this building and rushed out

2288
01:19:35,189 --> 01:19:33,760
they uh they burned it down because

2289
01:19:37,430 --> 01:19:35,199
there was a huge influx of

2290
01:19:38,709 --> 01:19:37,440
of basically refugees to where they

2291
01:19:40,790 --> 01:19:38,719
needed um

2292
01:19:42,390 --> 01:19:40,800
you know the the local population was

2293
01:19:44,070 --> 01:19:42,400
fearful like what's going on this is

2294
01:19:47,110 --> 01:19:44,080
germany being overtaken

2295
01:19:49,189 --> 01:19:47,120
you know and then later on in the same

2296
01:19:51,110 --> 01:19:49,199
building where we moved to schwerin

2297
01:19:53,189 --> 01:19:51,120
where i used to live

2298
01:19:54,470 --> 01:19:53,199
they burned down the second floor you

2299
01:19:55,430 --> 01:19:54,480
know they're basically you know

2300
01:19:59,110 --> 01:19:55,440
screaming

2301
01:20:01,510 --> 01:19:59,120
um uh deutsche fedor uh deutschland for

2302
01:20:04,149 --> 01:20:01,520
deutsche house landed house which means

2303
01:20:04,709 --> 01:20:04,159
germany for germans foreigners out you

2304
01:20:07,110 --> 01:20:04,719
know

2305
01:20:07,830 --> 01:20:07,120
the point is i've experienced true

2306
01:20:09,669 --> 01:20:07,840
racism

2307
01:20:10,950 --> 01:20:09,679
you know now before i continue saying

2308
01:20:12,709 --> 01:20:10,960
this this is

2309
01:20:14,070 --> 01:20:12,719
still there's all these things that

2310
01:20:16,870 --> 01:20:14,080
happen

2311
01:20:17,990 --> 01:20:16,880
compared to the kindness and the true

2312
01:20:20,629 --> 01:20:18,000
nature of the german

2313
01:20:22,390 --> 01:20:20,639
people those are tiny minuscule

2314
01:20:25,189 --> 01:20:22,400
experiences that

2315
01:20:26,550 --> 01:20:25,199
they're just buried by the kindness of

2316
01:20:28,629 --> 01:20:26,560
the of the germans

2317
01:20:30,790 --> 01:20:28,639
you know and so i want you to understand

2318
01:20:32,310 --> 01:20:30,800
that that germany is not this you know

2319
01:20:33,750 --> 01:20:32,320
racist investors place

2320
01:20:36,709 --> 01:20:33,760
you know even though i'm giving you

2321
01:20:40,310 --> 01:20:36,719
these short you know experiences so

2322
01:20:43,189 --> 01:20:40,320
to simply label somebody

2323
01:20:44,470 --> 01:20:43,199
you know racist just because they don't

2324
01:20:46,950 --> 01:20:44,480
agree with you

2325
01:20:48,149 --> 01:20:46,960
or just because of of you might have a

2326
01:20:49,750 --> 01:20:48,159
different opinion

2327
01:20:51,910 --> 01:20:49,760
but they can't get you to change your

2328
01:20:54,790 --> 01:20:51,920
opinion so they label you racist

2329
01:20:55,350 --> 01:20:54,800
you know that is absolutely absurd to me

2330
01:20:56,950 --> 01:20:55,360
and so

2331
01:20:58,550 --> 01:20:56,960
that's what she was kind of doing i'm

2332
01:20:59,990 --> 01:20:58,560
sorry nathan i'm kind of taking a long

2333
01:21:02,310 --> 01:21:00,000
time to get to my point

2334
01:21:04,070 --> 01:21:02,320
on her different facebook posts where i

2335
01:21:05,350 --> 01:21:04,080
was just like what are you doing

2336
01:21:07,910 --> 01:21:05,360
you know it's like you can't what are

2337
01:21:09,990 --> 01:21:07,920
you talking about there's you know

2338
01:21:11,270 --> 01:21:10,000
the kind of racism that she's like

2339
01:21:13,669 --> 01:21:11,280
making it sounds like it's

2340
01:21:15,030 --> 01:21:13,679
rampant throughout the united states

2341
01:21:16,550 --> 01:21:15,040
it's like everywhere i've been if

2342
01:21:18,870 --> 01:21:16,560
i haven't been a refugee i've been a

2343
01:21:19,990 --> 01:21:18,880
foreigner and the most accepting country

2344
01:21:22,550 --> 01:21:20,000
you know in the on the

2345
01:21:23,189 --> 01:21:22,560
on the earth you know i i haven't been

2346
01:21:26,470 --> 01:21:23,199
to

2347
01:21:28,470 --> 01:21:26,480
bosnia

2348
01:21:29,510 --> 01:21:28,480
have seen germany for myself and some

2349
01:21:31,189 --> 01:21:29,520
you know many

2350
01:21:32,229 --> 01:21:31,199
have been exposed to many cultures and

2351
01:21:33,430 --> 01:21:32,239
people there and then living in the

2352
01:21:36,070 --> 01:21:33,440
united states

2353
01:21:37,030 --> 01:21:36,080
it was like if you're a hard-working

2354
01:21:39,750 --> 01:21:37,040
person

2355
01:21:41,430 --> 01:21:39,760
you know your race didn't matter you

2356
01:21:42,229 --> 01:21:41,440
know it's like if you can prove you can

2357
01:21:44,790 --> 01:21:42,239
do the job

2358
01:21:46,229 --> 01:21:44,800
you got the job you know if you you know

2359
01:21:47,990 --> 01:21:46,239
locked out if the other people they were

2360
01:21:49,189 --> 01:21:48,000
competing you might not get the job but

2361
01:21:51,270 --> 01:21:49,199
then you try again

2362
01:21:52,709 --> 01:21:51,280
but for me to constantly then as a

2363
01:21:54,149 --> 01:21:52,719
foreigner go back and say

2364
01:21:55,990 --> 01:21:54,159
well you're not giving me a job because

2365
01:21:57,430 --> 01:21:56,000
i'm a foreigner or you're not you're not

2366
01:21:59,830 --> 01:21:57,440
treating me fairly because i'm a

2367
01:22:01,590 --> 01:21:59,840
foreigner it's unacceptable to me

2368
01:22:03,030 --> 01:22:01,600
you know because that's what a victim

2369
01:22:04,950 --> 01:22:03,040
does you know

2370
01:22:08,629 --> 01:22:04,960
and so even with all the that i've

2371
01:22:12,310 --> 01:22:11,669
what did you say yeah are you saying

2372
01:22:13,510 --> 01:22:12,320
that that's

2373
01:22:14,709 --> 01:22:13,520
that's what you experienced here in

2374
01:22:16,310 --> 01:22:14,719
america that that if you're a hard

2375
01:22:17,910 --> 01:22:16,320
worker it doesn't matter your race or

2376
01:22:20,629 --> 01:22:17,920
was that in germany or that both

2377
01:22:21,590 --> 01:22:20,639
no it and and well i mean i was uh i was

2378
01:22:24,950 --> 01:22:21,600
14 when we

2379
01:22:27,510 --> 01:22:24,960
when we left germany so my working and

2380
01:22:29,030 --> 01:22:27,520
and you know the work joining the

2381
01:22:29,830 --> 01:22:29,040
workforce happened here in the united

2382
01:22:32,709 --> 01:22:29,840
states

2383
01:22:33,910 --> 01:22:32,719
you know and if anything i always you

2384
01:22:35,990 --> 01:22:33,920
know i've always been

2385
01:22:37,270 --> 01:22:36,000
in a diverse group of people all the

2386
01:22:40,229 --> 01:22:37,280
time you know

2387
01:22:40,629 --> 01:22:40,239
and even when i moved from saint louis

2388
01:22:42,790 --> 01:22:40,639
out

2389
01:22:44,390 --> 01:22:42,800
to the country you know which is 50

2390
01:22:46,470 --> 01:22:44,400
miles south of saint louis

2391
01:22:47,590 --> 01:22:46,480
you know where all the quote-unquote

2392
01:22:50,310 --> 01:22:47,600
rednecks lived

2393
01:22:50,629 --> 01:22:50,320
you know i was you know in the cities

2394
01:22:52,709 --> 01:22:50,639
they

2395
01:22:54,709 --> 01:22:52,719
build it up that these rednecks are just

2396
01:22:56,550 --> 01:22:54,719
these racist people that are out to get

2397
01:22:57,110 --> 01:22:56,560
you and be careful you know make sure

2398
01:23:02,709 --> 01:22:57,120
you're

2399
01:23:04,870 --> 01:23:02,719
you know i i'm sorry i'm not going to

2400
01:23:07,350 --> 01:23:04,880
censor myself it's absolutely

2401
01:23:08,550 --> 01:23:07,360
you know because you know one of the

2402
01:23:10,390 --> 01:23:08,560
first things i saw

2403
01:23:11,590 --> 01:23:10,400
you know those neighbors after i moved

2404
01:23:12,870 --> 01:23:11,600
you know the country and they were

2405
01:23:14,229 --> 01:23:12,880
working on the road because it's a

2406
01:23:17,110 --> 01:23:14,239
gravel road and they were

2407
01:23:17,910 --> 01:23:17,120
you know trying to even it out i went up

2408
01:23:19,990 --> 01:23:17,920
to them

2409
01:23:21,270 --> 01:23:20,000
and the first guy got getting off the

2410
01:23:22,790 --> 01:23:21,280
tractor it's like

2411
01:23:24,470 --> 01:23:22,800
hey man calm down you're going down

2412
01:23:27,110 --> 01:23:24,480
there i was like

2413
01:23:28,470 --> 01:23:27,120
uh what in the world i couldn't

2414
01:23:29,910 --> 01:23:28,480
understand what he's saying

2415
01:23:31,990 --> 01:23:29,920
right he said come back down count up

2416
01:23:33,590 --> 01:23:32,000
that beer and then the other guy kind of

2417
01:23:35,030 --> 01:23:33,600
laughed i understood that did not say he

2418
01:23:36,870 --> 01:23:35,040
says do you want to come up there and

2419
01:23:39,910 --> 01:23:36,880
have a beer with us i was like oh

2420
01:23:41,910 --> 01:23:39,920
yeah yeah sure you know and so they were

2421
01:23:43,189 --> 01:23:41,920
interested they're like where am i from

2422
01:23:45,270 --> 01:23:43,199
you know they're like oh yeah we're

2423
01:23:47,030 --> 01:23:45,280
stationed in in germany and the other

2424
01:23:49,189 --> 01:23:47,040
guy was like you know this and that

2425
01:23:51,110 --> 01:23:49,199
you know so you know and everywhere i

2426
01:23:53,350 --> 01:23:51,120
went you know i'm in arkansas now

2427
01:23:55,189 --> 01:23:53,360
you know it's like you know wherever you

2428
01:23:58,709 --> 01:23:55,199
go you know this would be

2429
01:24:01,350 --> 01:23:58,719
the epiphany of this this redneck

2430
01:24:03,590 --> 01:24:01,360
hillbilly you know side and it's all

2431
01:24:05,430 --> 01:24:03,600
people just simply living their lives

2432
01:24:07,750 --> 01:24:05,440
going about their business tending to

2433
01:24:09,750 --> 01:24:07,760
their farm you know going to church

2434
01:24:10,870 --> 01:24:09,760
you know getting together having dinners

2435
01:24:12,790 --> 01:24:10,880
having lunches

2436
01:24:14,310 --> 01:24:12,800
you know and then you watch tv and it's

2437
01:24:16,629 --> 01:24:14,320
like they're labeled as these

2438
01:24:18,470 --> 01:24:16,639
you know these racist backwards people

2439
01:24:20,629 --> 01:24:18,480
you know and then i quickly realized

2440
01:24:22,390 --> 01:24:20,639
it's the cities that are backwards you

2441
01:24:24,229 --> 01:24:22,400
know and they're creating shadows to

2442
01:24:26,229 --> 01:24:24,239
punch that are not there

2443
01:24:28,070 --> 01:24:26,239
you know they can punch it whatever you

2444
01:24:30,229 --> 01:24:28,080
know you can create a silhouette and

2445
01:24:32,310 --> 01:24:30,239
call it racism and oppression and all

2446
01:24:34,709 --> 01:24:32,320
that you can punch at it all day long

2447
01:24:36,390 --> 01:24:34,719
you're not gonna do anything because you

2448
01:24:38,149 --> 01:24:36,400
know with all the things that went on in

2449
01:24:39,510 --> 01:24:38,159
the united states for all how many

2450
01:24:42,390 --> 01:24:39,520
months all these cities

2451
01:24:43,350 --> 01:24:42,400
burned down and destroyed where is this

2452
01:24:45,669 --> 01:24:43,360
oppression where

2453
01:24:47,510 --> 01:24:45,679
are the what is this opposite group that

2454
01:24:49,110 --> 01:24:47,520
then put them down

2455
01:24:51,030 --> 01:24:49,120
you know if they were so prevalent there

2456
01:24:53,430 --> 01:24:51,040
would be all these you know

2457
01:24:54,229 --> 01:24:53,440
uh people coming out of the woods so to

2458
01:24:56,149 --> 01:24:54,239
say to just

2459
01:24:57,669 --> 01:24:56,159
put a stop to it because they're so

2460
01:25:00,229 --> 01:24:57,679
racist and so ignorant

2461
01:25:01,750 --> 01:25:00,239
but nothing cities got destroyed

2462
01:25:04,709 --> 01:25:01,760
innocent people were hurt and

2463
01:25:06,470 --> 01:25:04,719
nothing you know and oh my favorite

2464
01:25:08,709 --> 01:25:06,480
close to where i live here is where it's

2465
01:25:09,110 --> 01:25:08,719
supposed to be the ku klux klan you know

2466
01:25:19,030 --> 01:25:09,120
the

2467
01:25:21,430 --> 01:25:19,040
because all three

2468
01:25:22,390 --> 01:25:21,440
of those kukla clan members came off

2469
01:25:24,870 --> 01:25:22,400
their property

2470
01:25:25,750 --> 01:25:24,880
and to the edge of it to face the group

2471
01:25:29,110 --> 01:25:25,760
that went to

2472
01:25:31,350 --> 01:25:29,120
to to you know um protest against this

2473
01:25:33,510 --> 01:25:31,360
they're like non-existent everywhere we

2474
01:25:34,229 --> 01:25:33,520
go i mean my wife has lived here all her

2475
01:25:37,270 --> 01:25:34,239
life

2476
01:25:37,830 --> 01:25:37,280
right in in arkansas it's like if she

2477
01:25:39,590 --> 01:25:37,840
was

2478
01:25:41,189 --> 01:25:39,600
and and her parents are just you know

2479
01:25:43,350 --> 01:25:41,199
the way you know all arca

2480
01:25:45,350 --> 01:25:43,360
or kansans are you know it's like

2481
01:25:48,310 --> 01:25:45,360
country folks you know living

2482
01:25:48,790 --> 01:25:48,320
in and you know you know living here in

2483
01:25:52,709 --> 01:25:48,800
in this

2484
01:25:53,669 --> 01:25:52,719
they would be labeled as whatever you

2485
01:25:55,030 --> 01:25:53,679
want to call them

2486
01:25:56,470 --> 01:25:55,040
you know rednecks all these sudden

2487
01:25:57,030 --> 01:25:56,480
things but they're not they're just

2488
01:25:59,830 --> 01:25:57,040
simply

2489
01:26:00,870 --> 01:25:59,840
normal people living their lives and let

2490
01:26:03,430 --> 01:26:00,880
me tell you

2491
01:26:04,229 --> 01:26:03,440
their parents were so racist that you

2492
01:26:06,950 --> 01:26:04,239
know they

2493
01:26:08,070 --> 01:26:06,960
basically uh you know made sure that she

2494
01:26:10,390 --> 01:26:08,080
was an open-minded

2495
01:26:11,990 --> 01:26:10,400
person accepted everybody and even go as

2496
01:26:13,430 --> 01:26:12,000
far as marry a foreigner

2497
01:26:15,669 --> 01:26:13,440
you know what i mean it's just

2498
01:26:17,350 --> 01:26:15,679
absolutely absurd you know it's like and

2499
01:26:18,550 --> 01:26:17,360
i just don't see it out there being

2500
01:26:20,070 --> 01:26:18,560
called out

2501
01:26:21,750 --> 01:26:20,080
you know i don't i don't see it being

2502
01:26:22,629 --> 01:26:21,760
called out at all is just being

2503
01:26:24,950 --> 01:26:22,639
propagated

2504
01:26:26,950 --> 01:26:24,960
over and over again because they find

2505
01:26:28,310 --> 01:26:26,960
certain instances find

2506
01:26:29,830 --> 01:26:28,320
ignorant people because you're always

2507
01:26:31,750 --> 01:26:29,840
going to find them everywhere and then

2508
01:26:32,790 --> 01:26:31,760
they say because of this one person

2509
01:26:35,189 --> 01:26:32,800
we're going to label

2510
01:26:36,070 --> 01:26:35,199
everybody this because of that person

2511
01:26:39,110 --> 01:26:36,080
we're going to label

2512
01:26:41,510 --> 01:26:39,120
everybody that you know and that's it's

2513
01:26:43,110 --> 01:26:41,520
it's not responsible as a human being

2514
01:26:45,669 --> 01:26:43,120
and you basically are doing a great

2515
01:26:48,470 --> 01:26:45,679
disservice because now you cannot come

2516
01:26:50,070 --> 01:26:48,480
you know to a common table to a common

2517
01:26:52,390 --> 01:26:50,080
place where you can discuss

2518
01:26:53,910 --> 01:26:52,400
okay there's a problem let's look at

2519
01:26:56,229 --> 01:26:53,920
this but instead

2520
01:26:58,310 --> 01:26:56,239
you have to get through the of

2521
01:27:00,470 --> 01:26:58,320
all the different levels of

2522
01:27:01,830 --> 01:27:00,480
to finally get to the to the bottom of

2523
01:27:03,350 --> 01:27:01,840
it you know

2524
01:27:05,669 --> 01:27:03,360
it's like just to give you a perfect

2525
01:27:07,669 --> 01:27:05,679
example you know when i first came

2526
01:27:09,350 --> 01:27:07,679
here my you know uh obviously i didn't

2527
01:27:09,669 --> 01:27:09,360
speak in english i think i could only

2528
01:27:12,229 --> 01:27:09,679
say

2529
01:27:14,070 --> 01:27:12,239
thank you very much you know and so i'm

2530
01:27:15,270 --> 01:27:14,080
talking about a culture shock i went to

2531
01:27:17,110 --> 01:27:15,280
roseville high

2532
01:27:18,550 --> 01:27:17,120
in saint louis you know you probably

2533
01:27:21,510 --> 01:27:18,560
know where it's at nathan

2534
01:27:22,350 --> 01:27:21,520
and um so there were about 2 000 kids

2535
01:27:26,390 --> 01:27:22,360
about

2536
01:27:28,950 --> 01:27:26,400
so were

2537
01:27:30,709 --> 01:27:28,960
you know bosnians and and other and it

2538
01:27:32,629 --> 01:27:30,719
was so funny is that

2539
01:27:34,070 --> 01:27:32,639
for at least about a week and a half i

2540
01:27:36,070 --> 01:27:34,080
was trying to figure out

2541
01:27:37,590 --> 01:27:36,080
who this whitey is because it's

2542
01:27:39,750 --> 01:27:37,600
constantly being talked about that

2543
01:27:41,669 --> 01:27:39,760
there's whitey keeping them down

2544
01:27:44,149 --> 01:27:41,679
and i kept looking like is he coming

2545
01:27:45,350 --> 01:27:44,159
after school you know it's whitey going

2546
01:27:46,390 --> 01:27:45,360
you know to these different players i

2547
01:27:50,310 --> 01:27:46,400
was trying to understand

2548
01:27:50,790 --> 01:27:50,320
the lead the what i said no way really

2549
01:27:53,910 --> 01:27:50,800
that

2550
01:27:56,310 --> 01:27:53,920
hilarious yeah no

2551
01:27:58,390 --> 01:27:56,320
only well because i because of the

2552
01:28:00,390 --> 01:27:58,400
difference in language only only then i

2553
01:28:02,790 --> 01:28:00,400
kind of quickly picked up oh

2554
01:28:03,990 --> 01:28:02,800
it's the general idea of of of white

2555
01:28:06,149 --> 01:28:04,000
people you know

2556
01:28:07,750 --> 01:28:06,159
and so they were i was you know getting

2557
01:28:10,390 --> 01:28:07,760
my education that there's

2558
01:28:11,750 --> 01:28:10,400
all these white people in america that

2559
01:28:13,430 --> 01:28:11,760
because i'm a foreigner they're not

2560
01:28:16,790 --> 01:28:13,440
going to treat me well

2561
01:28:17,430 --> 01:28:16,800
well i never ever ever saw anything like

2562
01:28:21,910 --> 01:28:17,440
that

2563
01:28:23,350 --> 01:28:21,920
people as always are ignorant or not

2564
01:28:26,229 --> 01:28:23,360
educated about something

2565
01:28:27,110 --> 01:28:26,239
but that is not even worth mentioning

2566
01:28:30,229 --> 01:28:27,120
compared to

2567
01:28:31,350 --> 01:28:30,239
what america is like you know and so to

2568
01:28:34,870 --> 01:28:31,360
where it allowed

2569
01:28:37,430 --> 01:28:34,880
what you know my dad i mean he when he

2570
01:28:38,950 --> 01:28:37,440
we barely been here for about what three

2571
01:28:40,790 --> 01:28:38,960
two three weeks or so

2572
01:28:43,270 --> 01:28:40,800
he didn't speak a little english he went

2573
01:28:45,030 --> 01:28:43,280
to his job with the translator

2574
01:28:46,870 --> 01:28:45,040
right and he brought his blueprints of

2575
01:28:47,750 --> 01:28:46,880
what he was building in germany and all

2576
01:28:49,990 --> 01:28:47,760
this other stuff

2577
01:28:51,830 --> 01:28:50,000
and basically proved or showed that i

2578
01:28:53,830 --> 01:28:51,840
can do this kind of stuff and i cannot

2579
01:28:56,629 --> 01:28:53,840
just draw it but i can build it for you

2580
01:28:58,470 --> 01:28:56,639
he got the job guess what 20 years later

2581
01:29:01,590 --> 01:28:58,480
he still has that job

2582
01:29:02,070 --> 01:29:01,600
you know as a non-english speaker you

2583
01:29:05,270 --> 01:29:02,080
know

2584
01:29:05,990 --> 01:29:05,280
and and not only that he after 10 years

2585
01:29:08,790 --> 01:29:06,000
he got

2586
01:29:10,550 --> 01:29:08,800
basically a 10 you know 10 year no

2587
01:29:12,229 --> 01:29:10,560
missing day a reward

2588
01:29:14,550 --> 01:29:12,239
and i think he might even go for his

2589
01:29:17,030 --> 01:29:14,560
20th 20th year

2590
01:29:17,830 --> 01:29:17,040
you know and it's like but what what did

2591
01:29:20,229 --> 01:29:17,840
he do different

2592
01:29:21,910 --> 01:29:20,239
nothing different than making sure my

2593
01:29:24,149 --> 01:29:21,920
brother and i stayed in school

2594
01:29:25,350 --> 01:29:24,159
making sure that you know they went to

2595
01:29:28,149 --> 01:29:25,360
work every day

2596
01:29:30,070 --> 01:29:28,159
worked hard came home and we had what we

2597
01:29:32,070 --> 01:29:30,080
had because of their hard work

2598
01:29:33,510 --> 01:29:32,080
and the language was never a problem

2599
01:29:34,790 --> 01:29:33,520
because a lot of people in america are

2600
01:29:36,229 --> 01:29:34,800
very accommodating

2601
01:29:37,669 --> 01:29:36,239
you know it's like whatever you don't

2602
01:29:39,430 --> 01:29:37,679
understand they might help you sure you

2603
01:29:41,590 --> 01:29:39,440
have some ignorant people but it's still

2604
01:29:44,629 --> 01:29:41,600
not saying because of this one person

2605
01:29:47,350 --> 01:29:44,639
entire united states is racist you know

2606
01:29:49,189 --> 01:29:47,360
it's like it just it blew my mind you

2607
01:29:51,189 --> 01:29:49,199
know that this development is happening

2608
01:29:54,310 --> 01:29:51,199
in the united states at this time

2609
01:29:56,149 --> 01:29:54,320
you know and and uh

2610
01:29:58,149 --> 01:29:56,159
all these different things about you

2611
01:29:59,270 --> 01:29:58,159
know all whatever is going on in this

2612
01:30:02,950 --> 01:29:59,280
country right now

2613
01:30:04,229 --> 01:30:02,960
you know so it's like it's not something

2614
01:30:06,390 --> 01:30:04,239
generally that i discuss

2615
01:30:08,390 --> 01:30:06,400
on the channel because i mean my passion

2616
01:30:09,990 --> 01:30:08,400
is always you know ufology and talking

2617
01:30:11,830 --> 01:30:10,000
about ufos but like i said

2618
01:30:13,270 --> 01:30:11,840
this is more like open topic or whatever

2619
01:30:13,750 --> 01:30:13,280
it is that we want to discuss so i

2620
01:30:15,910 --> 01:30:13,760
figured

2621
01:30:19,430 --> 01:30:15,920
since you kind of i don't know you

2622
01:30:21,830 --> 01:30:19,440
brought up some some points that kind of

2623
01:30:23,830 --> 01:30:21,840
made me feel inclined that i want to and

2624
01:30:27,430 --> 01:30:23,840
you know i should speak on that

2625
01:30:28,709 --> 01:30:27,440
just as a foreigner yeah it is kind of

2626
01:30:30,870 --> 01:30:28,719
sad what you're seeing there

2627
01:30:32,310 --> 01:30:30,880
i mean it's it's i don't know how it'll

2628
01:30:34,070 --> 01:30:32,320
pan out but it is sad i'm seeing a lot

2629
01:30:36,870 --> 01:30:34,080
of very intelligent people

2630
01:30:37,189 --> 01:30:36,880
fall prey to the to the to that sort of

2631
01:30:39,110 --> 01:30:37,199
uh

2632
01:30:40,790 --> 01:30:39,120
misinformation like that there's this

2633
01:30:42,550 --> 01:30:40,800
great divide and

2634
01:30:44,310 --> 01:30:42,560
and this this there's this horrible

2635
01:30:46,229 --> 01:30:44,320
horrible racism and

2636
01:30:47,510 --> 01:30:46,239
and maybe there is but but as you

2637
01:30:48,709 --> 01:30:47,520
experience firsthand you you don't

2638
01:30:49,270 --> 01:30:48,719
believe there is i don't believe there

2639
01:30:51,990 --> 01:30:49,280
is but i'm

2640
01:30:52,709 --> 01:30:52,000
also supposedly of the white privileged

2641
01:30:55,270 --> 01:30:52,719
class which

2642
01:30:56,709 --> 01:30:55,280
i don't know but i've never don't know

2643
01:30:57,590 --> 01:30:56,719
that but i still see a lot of very

2644
01:30:59,830 --> 01:30:57,600
intelligent people

2645
01:31:01,189 --> 01:30:59,840
fall and and and the girl that's

2646
01:31:02,629 --> 01:31:01,199
unfortunately don't speak to anymore she

2647
01:31:04,550 --> 01:31:02,639
was very very intelligent person you

2648
01:31:07,430 --> 01:31:04,560
know she and and and i see neighbors

2649
01:31:08,550 --> 01:31:07,440
doing it too and a lot of very educated

2650
01:31:10,310 --> 01:31:08,560
people maybe that's it they're

2651
01:31:11,990 --> 01:31:10,320
they're they're educated like

2652
01:31:12,629 --> 01:31:12,000
indoctrinated like by the system instead

2653
01:31:14,310 --> 01:31:12,639
of

2654
01:31:16,229 --> 01:31:14,320
self-educated maybe that's maybe that's

2655
01:31:19,030 --> 01:31:16,239
it i don't know didn't what is happening

2656
01:31:21,990 --> 01:31:19,040
but what was sad is that there was no

2657
01:31:25,430 --> 01:31:22,000
there was no chance for communication

2658
01:31:26,870 --> 01:31:25,440
you know and and the thing she she tried

2659
01:31:29,510 --> 01:31:26,880
to contact me later

2660
01:31:29,990 --> 01:31:29,520
like off sending me an email like kind

2661
01:31:32,070 --> 01:31:30,000
of like

2662
01:31:33,510 --> 01:31:32,080
hey do you you know are you not speaking

2663
01:31:35,669 --> 01:31:33,520
to me anymore whatever

2664
01:31:37,430 --> 01:31:35,679
i just you never responded because i was

2665
01:31:39,750 --> 01:31:37,440
like i cannot

2666
01:31:40,629 --> 01:31:39,760
you know i can't go down this road that

2667
01:31:43,270 --> 01:31:40,639
you're going

2668
01:31:44,550 --> 01:31:43,280
down you know you can't tell me after my

2669
01:31:47,830 --> 01:31:44,560
20 years of

2670
01:31:50,149 --> 01:31:47,840
being you know to knew not every part of

2671
01:31:52,870 --> 01:31:50,159
the united states but to large part

2672
01:31:53,990 --> 01:31:52,880
you know to where wherever i went you

2673
01:31:55,990 --> 01:31:54,000
know all i ever saw

2674
01:31:58,070 --> 01:31:56,000
is just people living their lives and

2675
01:31:58,950 --> 01:31:58,080
and trying to improve it whichever way

2676
01:32:02,310 --> 01:31:58,960
they can

2677
01:32:03,830 --> 01:32:02,320
you know especially especially around

2678
01:32:05,750 --> 01:32:03,840
arkansas you know it's like everyone

2679
01:32:06,470 --> 01:32:05,760
always like oh orchestras like this i've

2680
01:32:08,070 --> 01:32:06,480
been to

2681
01:32:09,830 --> 01:32:08,080
to the deepest buildings here in

2682
01:32:11,750 --> 01:32:09,840
arkansas you know

2683
01:32:13,430 --> 01:32:11,760
and all i ever find is just people just

2684
01:32:14,790 --> 01:32:13,440
living their lives if they stop they

2685
01:32:15,750 --> 01:32:14,800
actually it's it's very different they

2686
01:32:17,590 --> 01:32:15,760
talk here

2687
01:32:19,189 --> 01:32:17,600
you know everyone you know in san luis

2688
01:32:19,750 --> 01:32:19,199
you say hey how are you how you doing

2689
01:32:21,910 --> 01:32:19,760
you know

2690
01:32:23,669 --> 01:32:21,920
it's still is not as bad as chicago is

2691
01:32:25,110 --> 01:32:23,679
and what i've heard about new york

2692
01:32:26,790 --> 01:32:25,120
you know because every time you you kind

2693
01:32:28,070 --> 01:32:26,800
of overly friendly on the east or west

2694
01:32:28,709 --> 01:32:28,080
coast they're like what the hell do you

2695
01:32:31,030 --> 01:32:28,719
want

2696
01:32:33,590 --> 01:32:31,040
you know but at least in the midwest you

2697
01:32:36,629 --> 01:32:33,600
know even compared to san luis how

2698
01:32:38,709 --> 01:32:36,639
milk toast kind of san luis is um

2699
01:32:40,629 --> 01:32:38,719
they're you know everything is yes ma'am

2700
01:32:42,310 --> 01:32:40,639
no ma'am you know opening doors for each

2701
01:32:43,910 --> 01:32:42,320
other you know it's like i remember

2702
01:32:45,830 --> 01:32:43,920
the first time i was trying to walk into

2703
01:32:47,430 --> 01:32:45,840
a mcdonald's and this cowboy walked out

2704
01:32:49,110 --> 01:32:47,440
and he's like opened the door

2705
01:32:50,629 --> 01:32:49,120
and i said you know oh thank you very

2706
01:32:52,470 --> 01:32:50,639
much he just kind of tipped his head

2707
01:32:53,990 --> 01:32:52,480
he's like you have a good day sir and he

2708
01:32:55,990 --> 01:32:54,000
you know walked out you know and i

2709
01:32:57,990 --> 01:32:56,000
thought this was an oddity but instead

2710
01:33:00,310 --> 01:32:58,000
it's literally everyone that i've

2711
01:33:02,149 --> 01:33:00,320
experienced you know here only when i

2712
01:33:03,430 --> 01:33:02,159
get to the larger cities does it get

2713
01:33:05,830 --> 01:33:03,440
back to the whole

2714
01:33:07,430 --> 01:33:05,840
distance and who are you and what the

2715
01:33:07,990 --> 01:33:07,440
hell do you want where everyone is

2716
01:33:10,790 --> 01:33:08,000
always just

2717
01:33:11,669 --> 01:33:10,800
looked at everyone else as what do they

2718
01:33:13,590 --> 01:33:11,679
want from me

2719
01:33:14,709 --> 01:33:13,600
you know it's like what is this person

2720
01:33:16,390 --> 01:33:14,719
trying to get

2721
01:33:17,990 --> 01:33:16,400
why they're smiling that's kind of

2722
01:33:21,110 --> 01:33:18,000
strange that's weird

2723
01:33:23,430 --> 01:33:21,120
you know and so um you know i

2724
01:33:24,790 --> 01:33:23,440
it took me a little while that for quite

2725
01:33:26,870 --> 01:33:24,800
a while we've been kind of

2726
01:33:27,910 --> 01:33:26,880
programmed talking about this tv as i

2727
01:33:30,790 --> 01:33:27,920
mentioned earlier

2728
01:33:31,750 --> 01:33:30,800
to only view you know you have

2729
01:33:33,669 --> 01:33:31,760
deliverance

2730
01:33:36,070 --> 01:33:33,679
you know you have different movies where

2731
01:33:37,750 --> 01:33:36,080
you have your truck drivers always these

2732
01:33:39,110 --> 01:33:37,760
you know dumb rednecks driving the

2733
01:33:41,590 --> 01:33:39,120
trucks you know and

2734
01:33:42,470 --> 01:33:41,600
always just the worst of the worst you

2735
01:33:46,229 --> 01:33:42,480
know and there's

2736
01:33:48,629 --> 01:33:46,239
there's never ever a a a representation

2737
01:33:49,510 --> 01:33:48,639
of an educated truck driver you know

2738
01:33:52,870 --> 01:33:49,520
never ever

2739
01:33:55,110 --> 01:33:52,880
you know um uh be basically a

2740
01:33:56,229 --> 01:33:55,120
a you know redneck that just build a

2741
01:33:58,709 --> 01:33:56,239
house on his own

2742
01:34:00,709 --> 01:33:58,719
with his own you know bare hands you

2743
01:34:01,110 --> 01:34:00,719
know from the land that he's living on

2744
01:34:05,990 --> 01:34:01,120
all

2745
01:34:08,709 --> 01:34:06,000
that they can only ever be racist they

2746
01:34:10,950 --> 01:34:08,719
can only ever be these backwards people

2747
01:34:12,709 --> 01:34:10,960
you know and so when you have that

2748
01:34:14,870 --> 01:34:12,719
constant programming and especially when

2749
01:34:17,110 --> 01:34:14,880
it's controlled by the cities

2750
01:34:19,189 --> 01:34:17,120
you know by by the big media companies

2751
01:34:22,070 --> 01:34:19,199
however they want to push the agenda

2752
01:34:23,590 --> 01:34:22,080
you know it's then easy to just you know

2753
01:34:25,189 --> 01:34:23,600
look at someone you've never met

2754
01:34:26,709 --> 01:34:25,199
and all you hear is like oh you're from

2755
01:34:28,950 --> 01:34:26,719
the south the racist

2756
01:34:29,990 --> 01:34:28,960
you know it's like oh you're from the

2757
01:34:33,030 --> 01:34:30,000
south you things do

2758
01:34:35,110 --> 01:34:33,040
you do things backwards you know and um

2759
01:34:37,270 --> 01:34:35,120
you know it's it's been happening for

2760
01:34:39,110 --> 01:34:37,280
years you know it's just been this slow

2761
01:34:40,709 --> 01:34:39,120
programming that if you don't stop

2762
01:34:43,189 --> 01:34:40,719
yourself and realize

2763
01:34:45,750 --> 01:34:43,199
oh i am being programmed you know let me

2764
01:34:47,590 --> 01:34:45,760
stop and analyze things on my own and

2765
01:34:48,950 --> 01:34:47,600
have my own experience first before i

2766
01:34:53,270 --> 01:34:48,960
can speak on this

2767
01:34:54,950 --> 01:34:53,280
you know so anyway boy i guess

2768
01:34:58,709 --> 01:34:54,960
i guess today is just going to be known

2769
01:35:00,070 --> 01:34:58,719
as the open line rent case

2770
01:35:01,590 --> 01:35:00,080
you know that is like your topic of not

2771
01:35:02,790 --> 01:35:01,600
being mislead but actually i did if you

2772
01:35:04,310 --> 01:35:02,800
don't mind if i change the subject i did

2773
01:35:05,430 --> 01:35:04,320
want to ask you a question about a ufo

2774
01:35:08,310 --> 01:35:05,440
experience that

2775
01:35:09,910 --> 01:35:08,320
you had a while ago yeah can you hold on

2776
01:35:12,070 --> 01:35:09,920
uh hold that thought hold that thought i

2777
01:35:13,830 --> 01:35:12,080
want to get back to this fabric has

2778
01:35:15,669 --> 01:35:13,840
asked something a while back

2779
01:35:18,470 --> 01:35:15,679
he was saying something if there was

2780
01:35:21,590 --> 01:35:18,480
some meditation i could recommend

2781
01:35:24,070 --> 01:35:21,600
for uh for those that it's what did he

2782
01:35:28,229 --> 01:35:27,109
excuse me um there was a question he was

2783
01:35:30,310 --> 01:35:28,239
asking

2784
01:35:31,430 --> 01:35:30,320
oh he says what type of meditation can

2785
01:35:33,910 --> 01:35:31,440
you

2786
01:35:34,629 --> 01:35:33,920
recommend for people not having success

2787
01:35:39,830 --> 01:35:34,639
with it

2788
01:35:42,950 --> 01:35:39,840
well there really um there really is no

2789
01:35:45,510 --> 01:35:42,960
specific thing that i could you know

2790
01:35:46,950 --> 01:35:45,520
i mean might help people if i say you

2791
01:35:50,870 --> 01:35:46,960
know

2792
01:35:53,270 --> 01:35:50,880
get in this state

2793
01:35:55,270 --> 01:35:53,280
you know make sure you twirl two times

2794
01:35:57,990 --> 01:35:55,280
before you sit down only then

2795
01:35:59,189 --> 01:35:58,000
will the energy move blah blah blah blah

2796
01:36:03,430 --> 01:35:59,199
there really is no

2797
01:36:06,229 --> 01:36:03,440
no no no like secret

2798
01:36:07,030 --> 01:36:06,239
secret about it it simply is your

2799
01:36:10,229 --> 01:36:07,040
willingness

2800
01:36:12,149 --> 01:36:10,239
to sit at a comfortable spot preferably

2801
01:36:13,910 --> 01:36:12,159
not the bed to where you can easily fall

2802
01:36:15,590 --> 01:36:13,920
asleep because your mind is set to oh

2803
01:36:17,430 --> 01:36:15,600
i'm in bed let's go to sleep

2804
01:36:19,590 --> 01:36:17,440
you know like a comfortable chair i used

2805
01:36:21,189 --> 01:36:19,600
to have this larger chair where i could

2806
01:36:22,790 --> 01:36:21,199
just actually sit down

2807
01:36:24,950 --> 01:36:22,800
and kind of lean back on it and then

2808
01:36:28,070 --> 01:36:24,960
cross my legs and then i would just

2809
01:36:29,590 --> 01:36:28,080
basically just sit there in in this mode

2810
01:36:30,790 --> 01:36:29,600
to where i would just stare at the

2811
01:36:32,390 --> 01:36:30,800
darkness

2812
01:36:34,229 --> 01:36:32,400
and just keep going and keep going

2813
01:36:36,470 --> 01:36:34,239
sometimes half an hour will go by

2814
01:36:39,430 --> 01:36:36,480
nothing happens you know but then slowly

2815
01:36:42,950 --> 01:36:39,440
but surely that that void that you see

2816
01:36:46,149 --> 01:36:42,960
uh starts to expand like it becomes a

2817
01:36:48,470 --> 01:36:46,159
you know almost like this infinite space

2818
01:36:49,270 --> 01:36:48,480
and then you keep going keep going to to

2819
01:36:52,229 --> 01:36:49,280
where um

2820
01:36:53,990 --> 01:36:52,239
so many times i caught my my body

2821
01:36:55,030 --> 01:36:54,000
falling asleep while i was still

2822
01:36:57,510 --> 01:36:55,040
conscious

2823
01:36:59,590 --> 01:36:57,520
you know and so when you just keep

2824
01:37:01,189 --> 01:36:59,600
practicing it depends on how willing you

2825
01:37:02,070 --> 01:37:01,199
are to achieve what it is that you want

2826
01:37:04,470 --> 01:37:02,080
to achieve

2827
01:37:06,390 --> 01:37:04,480
you know you will then slowly start

2828
01:37:08,550 --> 01:37:06,400
receiving certain imagery

2829
01:37:09,430 --> 01:37:08,560
that then would be your your

2830
01:37:12,390 --> 01:37:09,440
communication

2831
01:37:13,750 --> 01:37:12,400
to kind of understand like okay i'm you

2832
01:37:14,550 --> 01:37:13,760
know something's happening what's

2833
01:37:16,629 --> 01:37:14,560
happening

2834
01:37:18,470 --> 01:37:16,639
you know but it's still not going to be

2835
01:37:21,510 --> 01:37:18,480
like a analytical thing

2836
01:37:23,189 --> 01:37:21,520
the meditation will simply take you to

2837
01:37:25,430 --> 01:37:23,199
whatever it is that you need to start

2838
01:37:26,229 --> 01:37:25,440
out with so fabrica i'm sorry to say

2839
01:37:29,750 --> 01:37:26,239
that there isn't

2840
01:37:32,149 --> 01:37:29,760
a necessarily an easy way other than to

2841
01:37:33,990 --> 01:37:32,159
just do whatever it is that you do but

2842
01:37:35,990 --> 01:37:34,000
sometimes meditation doesn't always just

2843
01:37:37,109 --> 01:37:36,000
have to be sitting down that's when you

2844
01:37:40,070 --> 01:37:37,119
really want to

2845
01:37:41,990 --> 01:37:40,080
absorb something or experience something

2846
01:37:42,550 --> 01:37:42,000
that's when i recommend you sitting down

2847
01:37:44,229 --> 01:37:42,560
but

2848
01:37:46,070 --> 01:37:44,239
whether you're painting you know a lot

2849
01:37:46,629 --> 01:37:46,080
of times when i was working on my house

2850
01:37:49,270 --> 01:37:46,639
and doing

2851
01:37:50,950 --> 01:37:49,280
mudding and and then later on you know

2852
01:37:53,590 --> 01:37:50,960
painting things over

2853
01:37:53,990 --> 01:37:53,600
um that was a form of meditation where i

2854
01:37:57,590 --> 01:37:54,000
would

2855
01:38:00,390 --> 01:37:57,600
um

2856
01:38:01,270 --> 01:38:00,400
of of that that would come from within

2857
01:38:04,149 --> 01:38:01,280
you know and

2858
01:38:04,709 --> 01:38:04,159
as i'm painting i would then the feeling

2859
01:38:07,030 --> 01:38:04,719
would come

2860
01:38:08,950 --> 01:38:07,040
in these weird ways to where i had i

2861
01:38:10,629 --> 01:38:08,960
would have to verbalize it in my head

2862
01:38:12,870 --> 01:38:10,639
like i'm talking to myself

2863
01:38:14,149 --> 01:38:12,880
and the next thing i know by translating

2864
01:38:16,550 --> 01:38:14,159
these feelings would

2865
01:38:18,709 --> 01:38:16,560
you know be translated into you know

2866
01:38:21,109 --> 01:38:18,719
concepts and messages and things that i

2867
01:38:23,109 --> 01:38:21,119
needed to understand about my life about

2868
01:38:24,390 --> 01:38:23,119
something that was difficult to buy my

2869
01:38:25,830 --> 01:38:24,400
job or whatever

2870
01:38:27,430 --> 01:38:25,840
and so even though i wasn't sitting

2871
01:38:28,870 --> 01:38:27,440
there closing my eyes and doing the

2872
01:38:31,510 --> 01:38:28,880
traditional meditation

2873
01:38:32,870 --> 01:38:31,520
i still got you know from it by simply

2874
01:38:35,510 --> 01:38:32,880
doing what you know

2875
01:38:36,390 --> 01:38:35,520
what i you know needed to do you know

2876
01:38:38,310 --> 01:38:36,400
what it would be

2877
01:38:40,229 --> 01:38:38,320
because it was when you're doing drywall

2878
01:38:42,709 --> 01:38:40,239
or doing paint in your house or

2879
01:38:43,270 --> 01:38:42,719
putting in new tiles it's all repetitive

2880
01:38:45,590 --> 01:38:43,280
so

2881
01:38:47,590 --> 01:38:45,600
you can you know kind of do what you

2882
01:38:48,790 --> 01:38:47,600
need to do physically while you still

2883
01:38:51,990 --> 01:38:48,800
allow your mind

2884
01:38:54,870 --> 01:38:52,000
to just kind of shut down go within

2885
01:38:58,390 --> 01:38:54,880
and then just what what let come what

2886
01:39:01,990 --> 01:38:58,400
may come

2887
01:39:04,470 --> 01:39:02,000
um maggie smith uh

2888
01:39:06,070 --> 01:39:04,480
was asking who do you want to interview

2889
01:39:09,590 --> 01:39:06,080
that you haven't yet

2890
01:39:10,709 --> 01:39:09,600
um honestly

2891
01:39:13,109 --> 01:39:10,719
when it comes to these different

2892
01:39:15,830 --> 01:39:13,119
interviews i just try to get as much of

2893
01:39:19,109 --> 01:39:15,840
a variety of people as i possibly can

2894
01:39:22,229 --> 01:39:19,119
so that they are seen by others

2895
01:39:23,270 --> 01:39:22,239
and then hopefully by you watching it

2896
01:39:26,229 --> 01:39:23,280
maybe to

2897
01:39:26,950 --> 01:39:26,239
come across a new piece of information

2898
01:39:29,510 --> 01:39:26,960
that you might

2899
01:39:30,070 --> 01:39:29,520
you know you might find useful but there

2900
01:39:32,629 --> 01:39:30,080
isn't

2901
01:39:34,470 --> 01:39:32,639
one particular person that i was like

2902
01:39:36,790 --> 01:39:34,480
god i wish i could talk to them

2903
01:39:37,750 --> 01:39:36,800
whoever i can get whoever it is that it

2904
01:39:40,790 --> 01:39:37,760
can you know

2905
01:39:42,790 --> 01:39:40,800
benefit the overall you know channel by

2906
01:39:43,510 --> 01:39:42,800
having a larger library of people with

2907
01:39:45,669 --> 01:39:43,520
different

2908
01:39:47,430 --> 01:39:45,679
understandings that's what you know

2909
01:39:50,149 --> 01:39:47,440
that's what i'm basically

2910
01:39:51,189 --> 01:39:50,159
you know striving for there's not one

2911
01:39:52,870 --> 01:39:51,199
one particular

2912
01:39:55,270 --> 01:39:52,880
person that i would just be like i

2913
01:39:59,189 --> 01:39:55,280
absolutely gotta have them

2914
01:40:05,910 --> 01:40:02,310
excuse me okay let me just see here real

2915
01:40:08,149 --> 01:40:05,920
quick nathan i want to see if there was

2916
01:40:12,709 --> 01:40:08,159
if there was any other questions

2917
01:40:23,910 --> 01:40:14,790
or i mean everyone chatting so i want to

2918
01:40:23,920 --> 01:40:32,950
uh roland welcome

2919
01:40:36,470 --> 01:40:35,430
and yeah you whoever is still out there

2920
01:40:39,189 --> 01:40:36,480
if you would like to

2921
01:40:39,830 --> 01:40:39,199
join me uh nathan just happened to to be

2922
01:40:42,390 --> 01:40:39,840
on so

2923
01:40:43,350 --> 01:40:42,400
we're just gonna keep chatting and

2924
01:40:46,149 --> 01:40:43,360
exchanging

2925
01:40:48,070 --> 01:40:46,159
ideas and and doing what we do unless

2926
01:40:49,350 --> 01:40:48,080
someone else joins i saw someone else

2927
01:40:51,030 --> 01:40:49,360
had joined earlier but

2928
01:40:53,030 --> 01:40:51,040
i don't know if they meant to if they

2929
01:40:54,709 --> 01:40:53,040
were just wanting to listen i

2930
01:40:56,470 --> 01:40:54,719
couldn't tell if they had raised their

2931
01:40:59,750 --> 01:40:56,480
hand because i was so into

2932
01:41:13,109 --> 01:40:59,760
into getting off my chest of what i was

2933
01:41:16,390 --> 01:41:15,350
hazel it's more of a statement i think

2934
01:41:18,390 --> 01:41:16,400
but hazel said

2935
01:41:19,990 --> 01:41:18,400
i think if we are told something often

2936
01:41:24,229 --> 01:41:20,000
enough we end up

2937
01:41:26,790 --> 01:41:24,239
believing it brain brainwashed true

2938
01:41:27,590 --> 01:41:26,800
i mean if especially if you don't um if

2939
01:41:31,590 --> 01:41:27,600
you're not

2940
01:41:33,590 --> 01:41:31,600
checker and you just

2941
01:41:44,830 --> 01:41:33,600
only take in one narrative then you're

2942
01:41:44,840 --> 01:41:51,109
picture

2943
01:41:54,790 --> 01:41:54,070
uh fabrice says were they reported orbs

2944
01:41:57,750 --> 01:41:54,800
during the

2945
01:41:58,229 --> 01:41:57,760
hard times of bosnia you know i don't i

2946
01:42:01,910 --> 01:41:58,239
can't

2947
01:42:04,229 --> 01:42:01,920
speak on that personally i mean i

2948
01:42:07,109 --> 01:42:04,239
you know it's not something that's that

2949
01:42:10,070 --> 01:42:07,119
was on my mind especially at that age

2950
01:42:10,550 --> 01:42:10,080
it was just mainly um kind of like you

2951
01:42:16,629 --> 01:42:10,560
know

2952
01:42:19,030 --> 01:42:16,639
opposite way

2953
01:42:19,830 --> 01:42:19,040
you know and um it was that kind of

2954
01:42:21,590 --> 01:42:19,840
thing i i

2955
01:42:23,830 --> 01:42:21,600
didn't have the mindset that i have now

2956
01:42:24,790 --> 01:42:23,840
to be more observant of what's going on

2957
01:42:26,790 --> 01:42:24,800
it was just

2958
01:42:28,310 --> 01:42:26,800
mainly of follow the direction of my

2959
01:42:30,070 --> 01:42:28,320
parents run in the direction i'm

2960
01:42:32,149 --> 01:42:30,080
supposed to run and just

2961
01:42:33,350 --> 01:42:32,159
you know keeping it at that so it was

2962
01:42:39,910 --> 01:42:33,360
just this basic

2963
01:42:43,350 --> 01:42:41,669
okay nathan i'm sorry thank you very

2964
01:42:44,310 --> 01:42:43,360
much for holding that i was just looking

2965
01:42:46,629 --> 01:42:44,320
through and there were no

2966
01:42:50,229 --> 01:42:46,639
no more other questions so um uh

2967
01:42:53,270 --> 01:42:50,239
continue with what you were going to ask

2968
01:42:54,830 --> 01:42:53,280
okay yeah so i was um like we hadn't

2969
01:42:56,950 --> 01:42:54,840
talked in a couple years or

2970
01:42:58,149 --> 01:42:56,960
probably at least two years if not more

2971
01:43:01,910 --> 01:42:58,159
i'm not sure

2972
01:43:03,510 --> 01:43:01,920
um and i know a while ago

2973
01:43:05,590 --> 01:43:03,520
you you had mentioned and let me preface

2974
01:43:09,109 --> 01:43:05,600
this question with with a brief anecdote

2975
01:43:10,790 --> 01:43:09,119
so even more years ago than that i can't

2976
01:43:13,750 --> 01:43:10,800
i can't tell exactly i was i was you

2977
01:43:15,510 --> 01:43:13,760
know researching ufology intensely

2978
01:43:17,830 --> 01:43:15,520
and uh just by doing that it kind of

2979
01:43:19,830 --> 01:43:17,840
opens you up to have more experiences

2980
01:43:20,950 --> 01:43:19,840
um it kind of just sort of says to the

2981
01:43:22,470 --> 01:43:20,960
universe or whoever's

2982
01:43:23,669 --> 01:43:22,480
out there that you're you're writing it

2983
01:43:24,310 --> 01:43:23,679
for those experiences and i started

2984
01:43:26,709 --> 01:43:24,320
having

2985
01:43:28,229 --> 01:43:26,719
mainly just really intense vivid you

2986
01:43:31,030 --> 01:43:28,239
know lucid dreams and stuff

2987
01:43:32,229 --> 01:43:31,040
uh and you know someone got a guy and

2988
01:43:32,950 --> 01:43:32,239
then actually a lot of auto body

2989
01:43:36,070 --> 01:43:32,960
experiences

2990
01:43:37,669 --> 01:43:36,080
and then uh which actually got

2991
01:43:39,270 --> 01:43:37,679
crazy scary sometimes so i kind of

2992
01:43:39,910 --> 01:43:39,280
thought like okay it's i'm not ready for

2993
01:43:41,830 --> 01:43:39,920
this i need to

2994
01:43:43,030 --> 01:43:41,840
slow this down a little bit i'm not

2995
01:43:45,830 --> 01:43:43,040
ready to be

2996
01:43:47,109 --> 01:43:45,840
made contact with um and then actually

2997
01:43:48,310 --> 01:43:47,119
just recently here we found out there

2998
01:43:49,270 --> 01:43:48,320
was a poltergeist in our house and the

2999
01:43:50,790 --> 01:43:49,280
only reason i knew that is because my

3000
01:43:51,750 --> 01:43:50,800
wife is very sensitive we've since

3001
01:43:53,030 --> 01:43:51,760
cleaned the house we've raised our

3002
01:43:53,510 --> 01:43:53,040
energies we're no longer affected by

3003
01:43:55,510 --> 01:43:53,520
that

3004
01:43:56,790 --> 01:43:55,520
and now i'm back in to the ufology and

3005
01:43:57,910 --> 01:43:56,800
i'm thinking maybe you know now i am

3006
01:43:59,669 --> 01:43:57,920
ready i do want to

3007
01:44:01,990 --> 01:43:59,679
you know i want those experiences to

3008
01:44:04,950 --> 01:44:02,000
resume and make more contact uh but

3009
01:44:06,310 --> 01:44:04,960
which reminded me here about uh an

3010
01:44:07,910 --> 01:44:06,320
experience that you share with me when

3011
01:44:09,830 --> 01:44:07,920
you were driving down your driveway

3012
01:44:11,510 --> 01:44:09,840
back to your before you even had the low

3013
01:44:13,669 --> 01:44:11,520
water bridge and stuff and

3014
01:44:14,550 --> 01:44:13,679
and you were in in robertsville and you

3015
01:44:17,510 --> 01:44:14,560
were um

3016
01:44:18,709 --> 01:44:17,520
and you saw the orb or or not orbs of

3017
01:44:22,070 --> 01:44:18,719
red uh a disc

3018
01:44:23,910 --> 01:44:22,080
shaped object yeah and then no red orbs

3019
01:44:25,590 --> 01:44:23,920
red orbs okay but but still the amount

3020
01:44:27,109 --> 01:44:25,600
of fear like struck you and then

3021
01:44:28,790 --> 01:44:27,119
i think you kind of maybe went through

3022
01:44:29,990 --> 01:44:28,800
the same experience that you want to

3023
01:44:30,629 --> 01:44:30,000
share that and then share that

3024
01:44:31,990 --> 01:44:30,639
experience

3025
01:44:33,910 --> 01:44:32,000
briefly i know you've probably told it a

3026
01:44:34,550 --> 01:44:33,920
million times uh to the to the listeners

3027
01:44:36,310 --> 01:44:34,560
but

3028
01:44:37,669 --> 01:44:36,320
uh and then and then i wanted to ask you

3029
01:44:39,350 --> 01:44:37,679
further after that

3030
01:44:41,189 --> 01:44:39,360
has your experiences resumed have you

3031
01:44:43,750 --> 01:44:41,199
experienced new ones more recently now

3032
01:44:47,109 --> 01:44:43,760
do you feel more open to more since then

3033
01:44:49,830 --> 01:44:47,119
well but that i believe uh

3034
01:44:51,430 --> 01:44:49,840
not believe it's like that was more of a

3035
01:44:53,990 --> 01:44:51,440
actually conclusion

3036
01:44:54,629 --> 01:44:54,000
to what was what was happening to me

3037
01:44:57,109 --> 01:44:54,639
because

3038
01:44:58,070 --> 01:44:57,119
um not in the sense of overall it's done

3039
01:45:00,470 --> 01:44:58,080
and over with

3040
01:45:03,270 --> 01:45:00,480
because my life then took this totally

3041
01:45:04,229 --> 01:45:03,280
new turn to where i moved to arkansas i

3042
01:45:07,510 --> 01:45:04,239
got married

3043
01:45:09,510 --> 01:45:07,520
you know um uh had children you know and

3044
01:45:11,830 --> 01:45:09,520
then all of a sudden because became the

3045
01:45:15,109 --> 01:45:11,840
father you know and and father figure

3046
01:45:16,790 --> 01:45:15,119
you know um and and needing to then

3047
01:45:18,470 --> 01:45:16,800
step up to that you know going to work

3048
01:45:20,950 --> 01:45:18,480
doing what i got to do so

3049
01:45:21,590 --> 01:45:20,960
all that i could have experienced i did

3050
01:45:24,390 --> 01:45:21,600
on

3051
01:45:26,310 --> 01:45:24,400
you know by myself to to learn to kind

3052
01:45:27,830 --> 01:45:26,320
of go through whatever craziness i

3053
01:45:29,990 --> 01:45:27,840
need to go through because it's very

3054
01:45:31,750 --> 01:45:30,000
difficult to do that when you have

3055
01:45:33,910 --> 01:45:31,760
a family you know it's like i can't

3056
01:45:34,950 --> 01:45:33,920
afford to just kind of be catatonic to

3057
01:45:38,709 --> 01:45:34,960
like

3058
01:45:40,310 --> 01:45:38,719
work

3059
01:45:42,709 --> 01:45:40,320
you know children constantly bothering

3060
01:45:44,070 --> 01:45:42,719
me every day you know my wife needs help

3061
01:45:45,189 --> 01:45:44,080
you know and all this other stuff that's

3062
01:45:47,750 --> 01:45:45,199
happening so

3063
01:45:48,550 --> 01:45:47,760
it didn't continue in the same sense but

3064
01:45:49,910 --> 01:45:48,560
at least

3065
01:45:51,669 --> 01:45:49,920
you know everything that i could

3066
01:45:53,189 --> 01:45:51,679
possibly um

3067
01:45:55,750 --> 01:45:53,199
experience to give me a good

3068
01:45:58,310 --> 01:45:55,760
understanding to kind of chew on it for

3069
01:46:01,350 --> 01:45:58,320
all these times that i've been now more

3070
01:46:04,390 --> 01:46:01,360
busy and surrounded by more people

3071
01:46:06,790 --> 01:46:04,400
the the the problem was

3072
01:46:08,310 --> 01:46:06,800
uh generally the although there was a

3073
01:46:11,510 --> 01:46:08,320
visual physical

3074
01:46:13,510 --> 01:46:11,520
um visualization and i could see it that

3075
01:46:17,189 --> 01:46:13,520
it was in this reality

3076
01:46:20,229 --> 01:46:17,199
the energy of it is was so vast

3077
01:46:23,430 --> 01:46:20,239
that it basically um it

3078
01:46:26,950 --> 01:46:23,440
if you are not on a certain level

3079
01:46:30,149 --> 01:46:26,960
um or progressed enough to where it

3080
01:46:31,590 --> 01:46:30,159
creates um that energy is perceived by

3081
01:46:34,390 --> 01:46:31,600
your body as it is

3082
01:46:36,310 --> 01:46:34,400
as something dangerous and it creates

3083
01:46:38,310 --> 01:46:36,320
this paranoia because there's this

3084
01:46:39,590 --> 01:46:38,320
overwhelming paranoia to where you're

3085
01:46:41,590 --> 01:46:39,600
trying to figure out

3086
01:46:42,950 --> 01:46:41,600
what in the world is happening to me and

3087
01:46:45,270 --> 01:46:42,960
then then start

3088
01:46:46,629 --> 01:46:45,280
visually start changing the your

3089
01:46:48,709 --> 01:46:46,639
environment to where

3090
01:46:50,310 --> 01:46:48,719
you know of the sudden this rock and

3091
01:46:52,629 --> 01:46:50,320
everything else around you

3092
01:46:55,430 --> 01:46:52,639
it's uh it wasn't an illusion you know

3093
01:46:58,390 --> 01:46:55,440
it was an actual like it started to wave

3094
01:47:00,229 --> 01:46:58,400
you know and um and so all these

3095
01:47:02,550 --> 01:47:00,239
different things that go through you

3096
01:47:03,510 --> 01:47:02,560
and then your body gets into this mode

3097
01:47:06,229 --> 01:47:03,520
to where

3098
01:47:06,709 --> 01:47:06,239
it's this fight-or-flight uh state of

3099
01:47:09,750 --> 01:47:06,719
mind

3100
01:47:11,990 --> 01:47:09,760
to where if that energy were to keep

3101
01:47:13,189 --> 01:47:12,000
progressing and wanting to you know

3102
01:47:15,270 --> 01:47:13,199
finally get

3103
01:47:17,669 --> 01:47:15,280
physically close enough to where i can

3104
01:47:19,990 --> 01:47:17,679
be in quote unquote contact to be like

3105
01:47:23,350 --> 01:47:20,000
hey how you doing shake my hand

3106
01:47:25,669 --> 01:47:23,360
you know um the mind

3107
01:47:27,590 --> 01:47:25,679
couldn't take it that was and the body

3108
01:47:28,870 --> 01:47:27,600
in general couldn't take it to where it

3109
01:47:31,590 --> 01:47:28,880
was too much

3110
01:47:33,109 --> 01:47:31,600
you know and more physical damage would

3111
01:47:33,910 --> 01:47:33,119
have been left behind and i would have

3112
01:47:36,709 --> 01:47:33,920
been

3113
01:47:38,870 --> 01:47:36,719
you know um i guess would have literally

3114
01:47:41,030 --> 01:47:38,880
kind of gone into the psychotic shock

3115
01:47:42,629 --> 01:47:41,040
to where i wouldn't have been myself

3116
01:47:45,750 --> 01:47:42,639
anymore the way i am now

3117
01:47:47,830 --> 01:47:45,760
i would have been more i guess what even

3118
01:47:49,510 --> 01:47:47,840
would have gone as far as being more

3119
01:47:50,870 --> 01:47:49,520
mentally handicapped

3120
01:47:53,270 --> 01:47:50,880
you know because these different

3121
01:47:55,910 --> 01:47:53,280
energies have these physical effects

3122
01:47:56,870 --> 01:47:55,920
because everything has to be played out

3123
01:47:59,590 --> 01:47:56,880
by these

3124
01:48:01,669 --> 01:47:59,600
you know certain physical rules and the

3125
01:48:05,109 --> 01:48:01,679
one thing that can't be circumvented

3126
01:48:07,510 --> 01:48:05,119
is the physical you know uh body

3127
01:48:08,149 --> 01:48:07,520
and the mind in which we you know kind

3128
01:48:14,070 --> 01:48:08,159
of

3129
01:48:16,109 --> 01:48:14,080
we have to raise this vibration it's

3130
01:48:18,550 --> 01:48:16,119
almost like a very

3131
01:48:19,669 --> 01:48:18,560
oversimplified form of the fear i'm

3132
01:48:21,669 --> 01:48:19,679
talking about

3133
01:48:23,590 --> 01:48:21,679
is that let's say you're deathly afraid

3134
01:48:25,910 --> 01:48:23,600
of snakes and somebody's asking you to

3135
01:48:28,310 --> 01:48:25,920
hold the snake in your hand

3136
01:48:28,950 --> 01:48:28,320
you know what i mean um it would it

3137
01:48:31,350 --> 01:48:28,960
would be

3138
01:48:32,070 --> 01:48:31,360
you know it's like this this fear and

3139
01:48:35,030 --> 01:48:32,080
then this

3140
01:48:35,750 --> 01:48:35,040
this uh that it's almost uncontrollable

3141
01:48:39,350 --> 01:48:35,760
you know

3142
01:48:41,510 --> 01:48:39,360
and so um then that same

3143
01:48:42,470 --> 01:48:41,520
night when i was going to bed and i was

3144
01:48:44,629 --> 01:48:42,480
kind of like i was

3145
01:48:46,470 --> 01:48:44,639
i was mad at myself that i couldn't push

3146
01:48:48,470 --> 01:48:46,480
through it but they also understood and

3147
01:48:51,350 --> 01:48:48,480
they were respectable enough not to

3148
01:48:52,390 --> 01:48:51,360
keep pushing as much as i you know might

3149
01:48:54,229 --> 01:48:52,400
have wanted it

3150
01:48:55,510 --> 01:48:54,239
because they knew what the limit would

3151
01:48:58,870 --> 01:48:55,520
be you know

3152
01:49:01,590 --> 01:48:58,880
and um it's it's equivalent to to

3153
01:49:03,510 --> 01:49:01,600
let's say having a child that's maybe

3154
01:49:05,669 --> 01:49:03,520
old enough to just understand

3155
01:49:07,910 --> 01:49:05,679
certain things like say seven or eight

3156
01:49:10,709 --> 01:49:07,920
and then you expose them to like

3157
01:49:11,189 --> 01:49:10,719
um scary movies or vile things like

3158
01:49:13,189 --> 01:49:11,199
death

3159
01:49:14,310 --> 01:49:13,199
and the things that human nature is

3160
01:49:16,390 --> 01:49:14,320
capable of

3161
01:49:18,390 --> 01:49:16,400
you know to then of the sudden expose

3162
01:49:19,910 --> 01:49:18,400
that innocent mind to that level it

3163
01:49:22,950 --> 01:49:19,920
would be it would have been a shock

3164
01:49:24,709 --> 01:49:22,960
to that would be traumatized and so

3165
01:49:26,149 --> 01:49:24,719
not saying that there's something vile

3166
01:49:28,550 --> 01:49:26,159
about the contact but

3167
01:49:30,149 --> 01:49:28,560
the feeling of it excuse me the feeling

3168
01:49:33,189 --> 01:49:30,159
of it is similar to that

3169
01:49:34,149 --> 01:49:33,199
to where it's so strong you you

3170
01:49:36,629 --> 01:49:34,159
basically are

3171
01:49:38,310 --> 01:49:36,639
being that fish to where of the sudden

3172
01:49:40,390 --> 01:49:38,320
like you're realizing you're in water

3173
01:49:41,669 --> 01:49:40,400
you're realizing that there's also earth

3174
01:49:41,990 --> 01:49:41,679
and then you're realizing that this

3175
01:49:44,070 --> 01:49:42,000
water

3176
01:49:46,229 --> 01:49:44,080
is part of a planet all these things to

3177
01:49:48,310 --> 01:49:46,239
start expanding and the mind just

3178
01:49:49,430 --> 01:49:48,320
just wants to shut down you know that's

3179
01:49:51,109 --> 01:49:49,440
why often i always

3180
01:49:53,030 --> 01:49:51,119
you know tell people it's a lot easier

3181
01:49:55,510 --> 01:49:53,040
when you're trying to go to sleep or to

3182
01:49:58,070 --> 01:49:55,520
meditation than to allow

3183
01:49:59,510 --> 01:49:58,080
to to whatever communication could

3184
01:50:00,470 --> 01:49:59,520
happen happen to have a bad

3185
01:50:02,229 --> 01:50:00,480
understanding

3186
01:50:03,990 --> 01:50:02,239
but i was going to say that night when i

3187
01:50:05,430 --> 01:50:04,000
laid there and i basically

3188
01:50:07,430 --> 01:50:05,440
was mad at myself and wanted to

3189
01:50:09,109 --> 01:50:07,440
understand why didn't it go through why

3190
01:50:12,470 --> 01:50:09,119
did it go through the final

3191
01:50:15,350 --> 01:50:12,480
final phase um it basically

3192
01:50:17,510 --> 01:50:15,360
the all i kind of got was this feeling

3193
01:50:18,229 --> 01:50:17,520
that overcame me and it was more of if i

3194
01:50:20,070 --> 01:50:18,239
had to

3195
01:50:22,390 --> 01:50:20,080
put an imagery behind it it was more

3196
01:50:23,189 --> 01:50:22,400
like you see we tried and you see what

3197
01:50:26,629 --> 01:50:23,199
happened

3198
01:50:27,270 --> 01:50:26,639
you know and it kind of like oh okay i

3199
01:50:29,830 --> 01:50:27,280
get it

3200
01:50:31,270 --> 01:50:29,840
you know i understand now you know

3201
01:50:32,390 --> 01:50:31,280
because a lot of these people they

3202
01:50:34,950 --> 01:50:32,400
always say

3203
01:50:37,189 --> 01:50:34,960
um you know i was abducted like i lost

3204
01:50:38,470 --> 01:50:37,199
track of time and the hour went by

3205
01:50:40,709 --> 01:50:38,480
you know and i don't know what happened

3206
01:50:43,189 --> 01:50:40,719
and then they came back a lot of times

3207
01:50:44,790 --> 01:50:43,199
they always want to attribute it and not

3208
01:50:46,629 --> 01:50:44,800
that it's not possible but they always

3209
01:50:48,070 --> 01:50:46,639
want to attribute it to the aliens doing

3210
01:50:49,270 --> 01:50:48,080
something they're furious and shutting

3211
01:50:51,589 --> 01:50:49,280
down their memory

3212
01:50:53,030 --> 01:50:51,599
but it's in reality you know your higher

3213
01:50:55,669 --> 01:50:53,040
self like shuts down

3214
01:50:57,109 --> 01:50:55,679
the body before it can you know do more

3215
01:50:58,629 --> 01:50:57,119
psychological damage

3216
01:51:01,109 --> 01:50:58,639
and the next thing you know once that

3217
01:51:02,870 --> 01:51:01,119
shift has occurred you know once that

3218
01:51:05,430 --> 01:51:02,880
physical adjustment has happened while

3219
01:51:07,270 --> 01:51:05,440
you're under uh you it is possible for

3220
01:51:09,030 --> 01:51:07,280
you to wake up let's say on their ships

3221
01:51:10,709 --> 01:51:09,040
because that by that time your vibration

3222
01:51:11,350 --> 01:51:10,719
has changed you're already on their

3223
01:51:14,470 --> 01:51:11,360
level

3224
01:51:16,070 --> 01:51:14,480
and so now you can see more for who they

3225
01:51:18,149 --> 01:51:16,080
are but their environment is going to be

3226
01:51:20,310 --> 01:51:18,159
weird because it's not your dimension

3227
01:51:22,149 --> 01:51:20,320
so it's going to have similarities to

3228
01:51:24,070 --> 01:51:22,159
your dimension but it's not quite

3229
01:51:26,070 --> 01:51:24,080
it and so of course they have their

3230
01:51:27,270 --> 01:51:26,080
individual looks and they do whatever it

3231
01:51:30,229 --> 01:51:27,280
is that they do

3232
01:51:32,470 --> 01:51:30,239
you know and um uh but it's not you know

3233
01:51:35,189 --> 01:51:32,480
uncommon to hear or to know that certain

3234
01:51:36,629 --> 01:51:35,199
you know aliens can calm down far enough

3235
01:51:39,109 --> 01:51:36,639
to where we can perceive them

3236
01:51:40,950 --> 01:51:39,119
physically here in our reality and then

3237
01:51:42,950 --> 01:51:40,960
we can interact with them more

3238
01:51:44,870 --> 01:51:42,960
because now they've adjusted their

3239
01:51:46,470 --> 01:51:44,880
energy and they're not kind of radiating

3240
01:51:48,390 --> 01:51:46,480
it out all the time to where it does

3241
01:51:53,270 --> 01:51:48,400
psychological damage to us

3242
01:51:56,229 --> 01:51:53,280
you know but um those are

3243
01:51:57,589 --> 01:51:56,239
a few stories that you know that that

3244
01:51:59,270 --> 01:51:57,599
that i've that i've heard

3245
01:52:00,709 --> 01:51:59,280
you know usually it's always been the

3246
01:52:04,390 --> 01:52:00,719
the higher

3247
01:52:05,830 --> 01:52:04,400
ask you to kind of do a little bit of

3248
01:52:08,070 --> 01:52:05,840
your own work to just

3249
01:52:09,270 --> 01:52:08,080
come up just enough to where then you

3250
01:52:12,709 --> 01:52:09,280
can you can

3251
01:52:14,070 --> 01:52:12,719
at least meet in the dream world anita i

3252
01:52:15,510 --> 01:52:14,080
hope that that makes sense what i'm

3253
01:52:18,310 --> 01:52:15,520
saying

3254
01:52:19,189 --> 01:52:18,320
yeah absolutely yeah yeah so we've been

3255
01:52:20,550 --> 01:52:19,199
talking for quite a while

3256
01:52:23,030 --> 01:52:20,560
now is there anybody else that wants to

3257
01:52:25,589 --> 01:52:23,040
ask questions or tell us share stories

3258
01:52:27,430 --> 01:52:25,599
uh well i mean uh uh there's patrick i

3259
01:52:29,189 --> 01:52:27,440
don't know if he live raises his hand i

3260
01:52:31,189 --> 01:52:29,199
know he wants to talk otherwise

3261
01:52:32,229 --> 01:52:31,199
you know he's probably just logged in to

3262
01:52:34,550 --> 01:52:32,239
listen but

3263
01:52:36,629 --> 01:52:34,560
uh you know we have you know people

3264
01:52:39,910 --> 01:52:36,639
watching and listening to us on

3265
01:52:42,470 --> 01:52:39,920
on youtube on or off and um

3266
01:52:44,629 --> 01:52:42,480
you know so even though it's just us

3267
01:52:50,709 --> 01:52:44,639
three in the telegram chat there's a lot

3268
01:52:53,589 --> 01:52:52,629
yes i was thinking the reason why i

3269
01:52:55,589 --> 01:52:53,599
wanted to ask that questions because

3270
01:52:56,870 --> 01:52:55,599
like i said i feel like uh yeah i think

3271
01:52:58,629 --> 01:52:56,880
i think actually so

3272
01:52:59,990 --> 01:52:58,639
like that brings us back to our earlier

3273
01:53:01,910 --> 01:53:00,000
point with that uh

3274
01:53:03,030 --> 01:53:01,920
uh that these are the point i was trying

3275
01:53:05,510 --> 01:53:03,040
to make earlier the

3276
01:53:07,030 --> 01:53:05,520
these tactics that the cabal are doing

3277
01:53:08,709 --> 01:53:07,040
is actually having the reverse

3278
01:53:10,390 --> 01:53:08,719
opposite effect at least as far as i'm

3279
01:53:12,390 --> 01:53:10,400
concerned like like this whole

3280
01:53:13,990 --> 01:53:12,400
pandemic thing the way that we saw

3281
01:53:16,149 --> 01:53:14,000
through it like instantly

3282
01:53:17,510 --> 01:53:16,159
it almost gave me it like eliminated my

3283
01:53:19,430 --> 01:53:17,520
fears of other things that i was holding

3284
01:53:22,709 --> 01:53:19,440
on to because really what other fears

3285
01:53:24,709 --> 01:53:22,719
did i before i i sort of awoken and and

3286
01:53:25,990 --> 01:53:24,719
became less fearful what other fears

3287
01:53:27,270 --> 01:53:26,000
like the ufos

3288
01:53:28,709 --> 01:53:27,280
maybe is one they've taught us when

3289
01:53:29,830 --> 01:53:28,719
we're little kids with all the greatest

3290
01:53:31,030 --> 01:53:29,840
blockbuster hollywood movies that

3291
01:53:33,669 --> 01:53:31,040
they're to be feared

3292
01:53:35,030 --> 01:53:33,679
uh the uh well the fear of authority you

3293
01:53:35,589 --> 01:53:35,040
know you get taught from your little kid

3294
01:53:38,070 --> 01:53:35,599
to

3295
01:53:39,830 --> 01:53:38,080
obey sit down shut up and fear authority

3296
01:53:40,550 --> 01:53:39,840
um so all these things so i think maybe

3297
01:53:41,430 --> 01:53:40,560
it was maybe

3298
01:53:43,430 --> 01:53:41,440
something with that with like the

3299
01:53:45,030 --> 01:53:43,440
pandemic like this it's so big it's so

3300
01:53:47,990 --> 01:53:45,040
obvious it's so fake

3301
01:53:48,709 --> 01:53:48,000
and and it's just i'm just i have no

3302
01:53:50,390 --> 01:53:48,719
fear about it

3303
01:53:51,830 --> 01:53:50,400
whatsoever and then i got to i guess i

3304
01:53:55,669 --> 01:53:51,840
guess maybe that almost

3305
01:53:58,310 --> 01:53:55,679
sort of galvanized that that sort of

3306
01:54:00,550 --> 01:53:58,320
desire for that that same that same when

3307
01:54:02,790 --> 01:54:00,560
i first learned about 911 being a

3308
01:54:04,149 --> 01:54:02,800
you know something off about that that

3309
01:54:05,589 --> 01:54:04,159
that searching that's searching and i

3310
01:54:07,270 --> 01:54:05,599
guess that's why i kind of come full

3311
01:54:08,629 --> 01:54:07,280
circle and now i'm right back here where

3312
01:54:09,830 --> 01:54:08,639
where's a few years i don't know

3313
01:54:10,470 --> 01:54:09,840
actually it's quite a while i kind of

3314
01:54:13,510 --> 01:54:10,480
actually

3315
01:54:15,430 --> 01:54:13,520
because i know i know

3316
01:54:17,030 --> 01:54:15,440
you know i've been with my wife for four

3317
01:54:19,109 --> 01:54:17,040
years now and i know i kind of

3318
01:54:20,709 --> 01:54:19,119
stopped that sort of searching this

3319
01:54:22,149 --> 01:54:20,719
whole time and i've only recently sort

3320
01:54:23,910 --> 01:54:22,159
of gone back down that road

3321
01:54:25,589 --> 01:54:23,920
but now i feel like you know that those

3322
01:54:27,030 --> 01:54:25,599
same experiences that i was having that

3323
01:54:29,109 --> 01:54:27,040
did kind of uh scare me

3324
01:54:30,070 --> 01:54:29,119
and like i said i think a lot of it the

3325
01:54:30,950 --> 01:54:30,080
things that were actually scaring me

3326
01:54:33,589 --> 01:54:30,960
were not the

3327
01:54:35,510 --> 01:54:33,599
not the ufo encounters not the the

3328
01:54:36,149 --> 01:54:35,520
experiences i was having regarding ufos

3329
01:54:39,430 --> 01:54:36,159
and and

3330
01:54:40,870 --> 01:54:39,440
extraterrestrials um was it was the uh

3331
01:54:42,790 --> 01:54:40,880
we learned we had a poltergeist in my

3332
01:54:44,070 --> 01:54:42,800
house and i was doing these out-of-body

3333
01:54:45,270 --> 01:54:44,080
experiences and all of a sudden i'd be

3334
01:54:47,350 --> 01:54:45,280
approached by this

3335
01:54:48,870 --> 01:54:47,360
really dark malevolent thing and i i

3336
01:54:49,350 --> 01:54:48,880
just assumed because at that same time i

3337
01:54:51,270 --> 01:54:49,360
was like

3338
01:54:53,109 --> 01:54:51,280
intensely studying ufology i thought it

3339
01:54:54,470 --> 01:54:53,119
was the same thing and there was and it

3340
01:54:55,510 --> 01:54:54,480
just scared the crap out of me so i just

3341
01:54:57,350 --> 01:54:55,520
sort of

3342
01:54:59,350 --> 01:54:57,360
went running in the other direction i

3343
01:55:01,189 --> 01:54:59,360
mean not like physically but uh i was

3344
01:55:02,390 --> 01:55:01,199
just kind of like well i need to slow

3345
01:55:04,390 --> 01:55:02,400
let's put the brakes on a little bit on

3346
01:55:06,870 --> 01:55:04,400
this line of uh you know

3347
01:55:08,390 --> 01:55:06,880
where i was going there um but now i'm

3348
01:55:08,870 --> 01:55:08,400
like full circle maybe maybe that's

3349
01:55:10,149 --> 01:55:08,880
maybe that's

3350
01:55:12,790 --> 01:55:10,159
another positive thing that might come

3351
01:55:14,310 --> 01:55:12,800
out of this very seemingly negative

3352
01:55:16,310 --> 01:55:14,320
thing this pandemic and all the bs

3353
01:55:18,229 --> 01:55:16,320
they're trying to spin and sell us

3354
01:55:19,589 --> 01:55:18,239
is that like for me at least it seems

3355
01:55:21,350 --> 01:55:19,599
like it's kind of

3356
01:55:23,030 --> 01:55:21,360
removed even other fears that i didn't

3357
01:55:25,109 --> 01:55:23,040
even really know i had you know

3358
01:55:26,149 --> 01:55:25,119
like uh that that you know that fear

3359
01:55:28,950 --> 01:55:26,159
that i had adopted

3360
01:55:30,149 --> 01:55:28,960
and took on before uh i was able to see

3361
01:55:31,830 --> 01:55:30,159
through this stuff and

3362
01:55:33,109 --> 01:55:31,840
i can only just imagine what's what's

3363
01:55:34,390 --> 01:55:33,119
next what's to come it just keeps

3364
01:55:36,149 --> 01:55:34,400
getting better and better

3365
01:55:38,149 --> 01:55:36,159
well you know what the thing is i think

3366
01:55:39,669 --> 01:55:38,159
i said this before a lot of

3367
01:55:42,070 --> 01:55:39,679
a lot of people always say i don't i

3368
01:55:44,229 --> 01:55:42,080
don't watch the news you know i i'm not

3369
01:55:45,750 --> 01:55:44,239
that into the news and and you know i

3370
01:55:46,629 --> 01:55:45,760
just hardly watch it i have better

3371
01:55:49,350 --> 01:55:46,639
things to do

3372
01:55:51,109 --> 01:55:49,360
but yet then they exactly act exactly as

3373
01:55:53,830 --> 01:55:51,119
the news tells them to

3374
01:55:55,350 --> 01:55:53,840
you know and and they don't see that you

3375
01:55:57,270 --> 01:55:55,360
know they don't see that as a

3376
01:55:59,189 --> 01:55:57,280
maybe an internal contradiction that

3377
01:56:00,149 --> 01:55:59,199
they would maybe would benefit them to

3378
01:56:04,070 --> 01:56:00,159
look at

3379
01:56:05,669 --> 01:56:04,080
you know because um when it

3380
01:56:07,430 --> 01:56:05,679
you know when it comes to a lot of the

3381
01:56:09,189 --> 01:56:07,440
information that's out there thankfully

3382
01:56:11,350 --> 01:56:09,199
there's a lot of statistics

3383
01:56:12,550 --> 01:56:11,360
that have been they've been out to about

3384
01:56:15,589 --> 01:56:12,560
all kinds of things

3385
01:56:17,030 --> 01:56:15,599
and as um as an example i thought about

3386
01:56:18,870 --> 01:56:17,040
doing this but then i was like it's too

3387
01:56:19,830 --> 01:56:18,880
much for me to figure out with obs and

3388
01:56:21,589 --> 01:56:19,840
all this other stuff

3389
01:56:23,189 --> 01:56:21,599
they have like a live counter life

3390
01:56:25,510 --> 01:56:23,199
ticker of numbers

3391
01:56:27,750 --> 01:56:25,520
just going up and up and up and up and

3392
01:56:28,470 --> 01:56:27,760
then separating them and so make people

3393
01:56:30,790 --> 01:56:28,480
wonder

3394
01:56:33,430 --> 01:56:30,800
and then just basically you know that by

3395
01:56:35,669 --> 01:56:33,440
the time the show has started at a time

3396
01:56:36,950 --> 01:56:35,679
the show has ended to you'll see

3397
01:56:38,390 --> 01:56:36,960
increase in numbers

3398
01:56:40,310 --> 01:56:38,400
and then there would be let's say a

3399
01:56:42,229 --> 01:56:40,320
number that has come in from people that

3400
01:56:45,109 --> 01:56:42,239
have died in car accidents

3401
01:56:46,229 --> 01:56:45,119
you know and if you watch those numbers

3402
01:56:47,830 --> 01:56:46,239
and you would have been you

3403
01:56:49,910 --> 01:56:47,840
would have thought there's a pandemic

3404
01:56:50,950 --> 01:56:49,920
happening of car accidents that we need

3405
01:56:53,510 --> 01:56:50,960
to stop

3406
01:56:54,629 --> 01:56:53,520
you know because not everyone has has

3407
01:56:56,550 --> 01:56:54,639
been exposed

3408
01:56:58,629 --> 01:56:56,560
to these different things in that way

3409
01:56:59,430 --> 01:56:58,639
they just look at the news as this

3410
01:57:01,669 --> 01:56:59,440
benevolent

3411
01:57:02,470 --> 01:57:01,679
uh source that oh they just want the

3412
01:57:06,149 --> 01:57:02,480
best

3413
01:57:07,669 --> 01:57:06,159
don't realize that

3414
01:57:09,589 --> 01:57:07,679
they're basically being you know

3415
01:57:10,070 --> 01:57:09,599
fear-mongered and trying to push and

3416
01:57:12,390 --> 01:57:10,080
shove

3417
01:57:13,350 --> 01:57:12,400
you know certain things in certain ways

3418
01:57:15,350 --> 01:57:13,360
you know um

3419
01:57:16,790 --> 01:57:15,360
it was very interesting a conversation i

3420
01:57:18,310 --> 01:57:16,800
had with the lady you know it's like i

3421
01:57:20,470 --> 01:57:18,320
didn't really get too much into her she

3422
01:57:20,790 --> 01:57:20,480
was an old older lady and so i have you

3423
01:57:26,229 --> 01:57:20,800
know

3424
01:57:27,669 --> 01:57:26,239
i don't get into it with them i'm always

3425
01:57:30,550 --> 01:57:27,679
very polite and just

3426
01:57:31,430 --> 01:57:30,560
when something is when i realize like i

3427
01:57:33,910 --> 01:57:31,440
can't get to

3428
01:57:35,830 --> 01:57:33,920
a certain point in the conversation with

3429
01:57:37,669 --> 01:57:35,840
them i just leave it at that

3430
01:57:38,950 --> 01:57:37,679
but they say she was so excited she's

3431
01:57:42,629 --> 01:57:38,960
like wow

3432
01:57:44,629 --> 01:57:42,639
did you hear we eradicated the flu

3433
01:57:46,149 --> 01:57:44,639
i was like oh really i knew what she was

3434
01:57:46,470 --> 01:57:46,159
talking about but i was just like you

3435
01:57:48,790 --> 01:57:46,480
know

3436
01:57:50,390 --> 01:57:48,800
being conversational she's like yeah you

3437
01:57:53,430 --> 01:57:50,400
see what happened we all just wore the

3438
01:57:56,470 --> 01:57:53,440
mask you know the flu went away

3439
01:57:58,390 --> 01:57:56,480
and i'm just sitting there like uh

3440
01:57:59,910 --> 01:57:58,400
you know just being very polite i was

3441
01:58:01,270 --> 01:57:59,920
like well that's a that's an interesting

3442
01:58:02,629 --> 01:58:01,280
point and then soon after i was like

3443
01:58:04,070 --> 01:58:02,639
well thanks for the conversation i

3444
01:58:06,870 --> 01:58:04,080
walked away

3445
01:58:08,550 --> 01:58:06,880
that's over a hundred plus years since

3446
01:58:10,310 --> 01:58:08,560
we had the flu

3447
01:58:11,669 --> 01:58:10,320
there was no vaccine that could have

3448
01:58:13,510 --> 01:58:11,679
been developed for it did they

3449
01:58:15,430 --> 01:58:13,520
constantly have to change it because it

3450
01:58:16,950 --> 01:58:15,440
mutates and evolves because the way our

3451
01:58:20,390 --> 01:58:16,960
human bodies work

3452
01:58:22,870 --> 01:58:20,400
and but what she was told by the news

3453
01:58:24,070 --> 01:58:22,880
is that because we you know majority of

3454
01:58:26,790 --> 01:58:24,080
people were massive

3455
01:58:28,149 --> 01:58:26,800
already eradicated the flu and i was

3456
01:58:29,910 --> 01:58:28,159
like hold on a minute

3457
01:58:31,910 --> 01:58:29,920
you can't tell me just overnight

3458
01:58:33,750 --> 01:58:31,920
eradicated you know look at all the

3459
01:58:35,589 --> 01:58:33,760
different videos where people were

3460
01:58:37,669 --> 01:58:35,599
counting the flu

3461
01:58:38,790 --> 01:58:37,679
escovid we're counting all these

3462
01:58:40,790 --> 01:58:38,800
different things

3463
01:58:42,790 --> 01:58:40,800
you know that then added to the

3464
01:58:45,030 --> 01:58:42,800
statistics that didn't belong

3465
01:58:46,229 --> 01:58:45,040
you know but again you're not allowed to

3466
01:58:47,669 --> 01:58:46,239
say that you know

3467
01:58:49,430 --> 01:58:47,679
and i'm still surprised they're still

3468
01:58:50,709 --> 01:58:49,440
allowing me to stream because the stream

3469
01:58:52,950 --> 01:58:50,719
is still on

3470
01:58:53,990 --> 01:58:52,960
you know and the point here is that i

3471
01:58:55,750 --> 01:58:54,000
have no

3472
01:58:57,669 --> 01:58:55,760
agenda it's like if there's something

3473
01:59:00,310 --> 01:58:57,679
that that's a danger to

3474
01:59:01,030 --> 01:59:00,320
mankind you know humankind let's look at

3475
01:59:03,109 --> 01:59:01,040
it together

3476
01:59:05,750 --> 01:59:03,119
you know but for some reason it's like

3477
01:59:08,390 --> 01:59:05,760
uh that is not allowed it's like if i

3478
01:59:10,070 --> 01:59:08,400
say that it's like you did the what you

3479
01:59:11,990 --> 01:59:10,080
know you the odd man out

3480
01:59:13,910 --> 01:59:12,000
you know it's like and basically it's

3481
01:59:15,270 --> 01:59:13,920
just nothing but animosity

3482
01:59:16,550 --> 01:59:15,280
you know that's what i couldn't

3483
01:59:17,030 --> 01:59:16,560
understand i was like well hold on a

3484
01:59:20,070 --> 01:59:17,040
minute

3485
01:59:21,830 --> 01:59:20,080
you know how can you say we we're

3486
01:59:23,350 --> 01:59:21,840
proceeding with this scientifically and

3487
01:59:26,709 --> 01:59:23,360
we're going to use science

3488
01:59:28,470 --> 01:59:26,719
but you know then when we try to apply

3489
01:59:29,990 --> 01:59:28,480
statistics and science and everything

3490
01:59:35,430 --> 01:59:30,000
else that we know now it's

3491
01:59:41,990 --> 01:59:38,709
anyway nathan is still there

3492
01:59:46,629 --> 01:59:43,589
i'm sorry continue whatever else you

3493
01:59:54,229 --> 01:59:50,950
oh i think that was it okay so

3494
01:59:56,149 --> 01:59:54,239
well is there um i can't seem to

3495
01:59:57,990 --> 01:59:56,159
i can't seem to see any other uh

3496
01:59:59,109 --> 01:59:58,000
questions in chat if you have any you

3497
02:00:00,950 --> 01:59:59,119
know throw them out there

3498
02:00:02,629 --> 02:00:00,960
you know at least it's something that we

3499
02:00:06,390 --> 02:00:02,639
could we could discuss

3500
02:00:09,430 --> 02:00:06,400
um nathan nathan is online and

3501
02:00:11,270 --> 02:00:09,440
we're just chilling talking and uh

3502
02:00:13,189 --> 02:00:11,280
i hope all of you watching are getting

3503
02:00:15,510 --> 02:00:13,199
something out of it out there

3504
02:00:16,709 --> 02:00:15,520
and um i guess we're just playing off of

3505
02:00:19,030 --> 02:00:16,719
each other's ideas

3506
02:00:20,790 --> 02:00:19,040
you know he'll say something reminds me

3507
02:00:23,270 --> 02:00:20,800
of something to talk about i see

3508
02:00:24,950 --> 02:00:23,280
something reminds him to talk about so

3509
02:00:26,470 --> 02:00:24,960
i guess if you want to just keep

3510
02:00:29,030 --> 02:00:26,480
watching this exchange you're more than

3511
02:00:30,709 --> 02:00:29,040
welcome to

3512
02:00:33,430 --> 02:00:30,719
yeah if there's if there's some

3513
02:00:36,550 --> 02:00:33,440
questions that you would uh like to ask

3514
02:00:39,350 --> 02:00:36,560
that we could maybe ponder about or

3515
02:00:40,070 --> 02:00:39,360
address just write it and chat with the

3516
02:00:44,149 --> 02:00:40,080
three

3517
02:00:47,669 --> 02:00:44,159
questions so i know it's a question

3518
02:00:51,109 --> 02:00:49,750
so nathan um have you been to any

3519
02:00:52,709 --> 02:00:51,119
meetings at all

3520
02:00:54,629 --> 02:00:52,719
or you said last time i think you said

3521
02:00:55,030 --> 02:00:54,639
you haven't in san luis obispo not to

3522
02:00:56,950 --> 02:00:55,040
the one

3523
02:00:58,149 --> 02:00:56,960
that we were going to many years ago but

3524
02:00:59,589 --> 02:00:58,159
there's uh there's a

3525
02:01:01,669 --> 02:00:59,599
whole different group of people getting

3526
02:01:03,510 --> 02:01:01,679
together nowadays uh

3527
02:01:04,709 --> 02:01:03,520
mainly you know instigated by all this

3528
02:01:06,629 --> 02:01:04,719
craziness

3529
02:01:09,189 --> 02:01:06,639
you know and um and a lot of these

3530
02:01:11,669 --> 02:01:09,199
people are our brand brands spanking new

3531
02:01:12,229 --> 02:01:11,679
with their eyes just newly opened to the

3532
02:01:13,990 --> 02:01:12,239
to this

3533
02:01:15,270 --> 02:01:14,000
to all the you know the i guess you call

3534
02:01:17,669 --> 02:01:15,280
it like the greater reality or

3535
02:01:18,310 --> 02:01:17,679
or just the deception you know going on

3536
02:01:19,669 --> 02:01:18,320
and they're

3537
02:01:21,910 --> 02:01:19,679
in there and you can tell they're like

3538
02:01:23,270 --> 02:01:21,920
they're so eager to to share everything

3539
02:01:24,629 --> 02:01:23,280
they learn and it's just it's wonderful

3540
02:01:26,070 --> 02:01:24,639
it's a really beautiful site and it's

3541
02:01:26,790 --> 02:01:26,080
good to be there for the for these

3542
02:01:28,950 --> 02:01:26,800
people and there are

3543
02:01:30,550 --> 02:01:28,960
these groups getting together um i've

3544
02:01:32,149 --> 02:01:30,560
lost touch with a lot of the

3545
02:01:33,510 --> 02:01:32,159
people that were part of those original

3546
02:01:35,030 --> 02:01:33,520
groups you know whatever 10 years ago or

3547
02:01:36,950 --> 02:01:35,040
whatever that was

3548
02:01:38,550 --> 02:01:36,960
um i i did have a question for you not

3549
02:01:39,750 --> 02:01:38,560
have you know talking about censorship

3550
02:01:41,189 --> 02:01:39,760
and stuff like that and you know we need

3551
02:01:42,790 --> 02:01:41,199
to be careful with buzzwords we say

3552
02:01:44,870 --> 02:01:42,800
i i assume i don't know how well the

3553
02:01:46,870 --> 02:01:44,880
algorithm works for live streams

3554
02:01:48,310 --> 02:01:46,880
i'm guessing just as good but have you

3555
02:01:49,350 --> 02:01:48,320
personally been experiencing any of it

3556
02:01:50,470 --> 02:01:49,360
recently because most of your

3557
02:01:52,310 --> 02:01:50,480
information

3558
02:01:54,709 --> 02:01:52,320
uh is so i mean most of your speakers

3559
02:01:57,189 --> 02:01:54,719
and stuff like that are so uh

3560
02:01:58,870 --> 02:01:57,199
it's it's so uh beneficial you know it's

3561
02:02:00,070 --> 02:01:58,880
such a good message that humanity needs

3562
02:02:02,149 --> 02:02:00,080
to hear right now

3563
02:02:03,589 --> 02:02:02,159
and uh but it's not like directly

3564
02:02:07,430 --> 02:02:03,599
talking about

3565
02:02:09,109 --> 02:02:07,440
the things that they're they're actively

3566
02:02:11,589 --> 02:02:09,119
actively trying to censor and keep

3567
02:02:12,149 --> 02:02:11,599
out of the odd off what do you call that

3568
02:02:15,669 --> 02:02:12,159
the

3569
02:02:17,910 --> 02:02:15,679
biggest

3570
02:02:20,070 --> 02:02:17,920
you know threat to their whole charade

3571
02:02:21,750 --> 02:02:20,080
is is controlling the narrative

3572
02:02:23,350 --> 02:02:21,760
and you know this type of information

3573
02:02:24,870 --> 02:02:23,360
threatens that what has been your

3574
02:02:25,910 --> 02:02:24,880
experience with ufo hub and your

3575
02:02:27,750 --> 02:02:25,920
different speakers have you gotten

3576
02:02:31,350 --> 02:02:27,760
videos pulled

3577
02:02:33,910 --> 02:02:31,360
um no i mean there's um there's one on

3578
02:02:35,910 --> 02:02:33,920
richard dolan that got demonetized

3579
02:02:37,030 --> 02:02:35,920
they wouldn't allow me to monetize it

3580
02:02:40,470 --> 02:02:37,040
because um

3581
02:02:42,950 --> 02:02:40,480
i think he was talking about false flags

3582
02:02:45,350 --> 02:02:42,960
and um you know it's a very very well

3583
02:02:47,189 --> 02:02:45,360
known respected person ufology

3584
02:02:49,510 --> 02:02:47,199
you know richard dolan and he was

3585
02:02:52,229 --> 02:02:49,520
talking about

3586
02:02:53,030 --> 02:02:52,239
you know false flags in in general and

3587
02:02:57,030 --> 02:02:53,040
what

3588
02:02:58,950 --> 02:02:57,040
they they play in that

3589
02:03:00,470 --> 02:02:58,960
and i guess there was too much for them

3590
02:03:02,470 --> 02:03:00,480
there was also one that actually i

3591
02:03:03,910 --> 02:03:02,480
wasn't even talking about 911 it was

3592
02:03:05,910 --> 02:03:03,920
just a talk i gave at

3593
02:03:08,550 --> 02:03:05,920
uh one of the san luis meetings i have

3594
02:03:11,030 --> 02:03:08,560
it online it's called the

3595
02:03:12,870 --> 02:03:11,040
spiritual aspects of 9 11. and that's

3596
02:03:13,990 --> 02:03:12,880
all the title is because the rest of it

3597
02:03:17,270 --> 02:03:14,000
is just kind of the more

3598
02:03:18,709 --> 02:03:17,280
the spiritual messages that i've had and

3599
02:03:20,550 --> 02:03:18,719
they took that down because of the

3600
02:03:23,990 --> 02:03:20,560
keyboard i guess 911

3601
02:03:26,550 --> 02:03:24,000
or something and so um they they

3602
02:03:28,470 --> 02:03:26,560
basically didn't allow me to to monetize

3603
02:03:32,310 --> 02:03:28,480
that part

3604
02:03:34,870 --> 02:03:32,320
so anyway um but yeah no surprisingly no

3605
02:03:37,030 --> 02:03:34,880
um i haven't and knock on wood i hope it

3606
02:03:41,109 --> 02:03:37,040
continues you know to stay that way

3607
02:03:44,070 --> 02:03:41,119
to where um it's like i'm not

3608
02:03:45,589 --> 02:03:44,080
you know asking anything crazy out here

3609
02:03:47,830 --> 02:03:45,599
you know all i'm if i'm

3610
02:03:49,589 --> 02:03:47,840
you know shining a light on something

3611
02:03:51,030 --> 02:03:49,599
just so that it can be looked at you

3612
02:03:52,870 --> 02:03:51,040
know not to be

3613
02:03:54,790 --> 02:03:52,880
you know something that needs to be shut

3614
02:03:58,950 --> 02:03:54,800
down or closed down

3615
02:04:02,310 --> 02:03:58,960
um nathan i see uh uh ramon

3616
02:04:05,350 --> 02:04:02,320
uh similar is uh wanting to

3617
02:04:06,550 --> 02:04:05,360
to to talk so i'm just gonna switch over

3618
02:04:08,790 --> 02:04:06,560
to him and and uh

3619
02:04:09,669 --> 02:04:08,800
you know stay put if you can maybe chat

3620
02:04:12,149 --> 02:04:09,679
later um

3621
02:04:13,589 --> 02:04:12,159
otherwise uh i was gonna switch over to

3622
02:04:15,510 --> 02:04:13,599
ramon

3623
02:04:21,589 --> 02:04:15,520
okay sounds good all right nathan thank

3624
02:04:21,599 --> 02:04:26,149
oh oh no

3625
02:04:36,830 --> 02:04:29,669
so i was about to unmute ramon and uh

3626
02:04:39,750 --> 02:04:38,229
back

3627
02:04:41,270 --> 02:04:39,760
all right nathan i got you i'm muted

3628
02:04:43,189 --> 02:04:41,280
again um i

3629
02:04:44,629 --> 02:04:43,199
wanted to unmute their mic so they can

3630
02:04:46,470 --> 02:04:44,639
start talking and then they

3631
02:04:51,030 --> 02:04:46,480
they went away i don't know if they

3632
02:04:54,790 --> 02:04:53,270
that's okay yeah they uh got

3633
02:04:57,589 --> 02:04:54,800
disconnected

3634
02:04:58,870 --> 02:04:57,599
right well see this you know because the

3635
02:05:00,149 --> 02:04:58,880
the reason why i asked you about the

3636
02:05:02,069 --> 02:05:00,159
meetings because usually

3637
02:05:03,750 --> 02:05:02,079
this was kind of how meetings would go

3638
02:05:04,870 --> 02:05:03,760
at these different you know i mean you

3639
02:05:07,669 --> 02:05:04,880
and i we went there

3640
02:05:09,750 --> 02:05:07,679
remember years ago and then started

3641
02:05:10,310 --> 02:05:09,760
going all around san luis whichever one

3642
02:05:14,470 --> 02:05:10,320
was

3643
02:05:16,709 --> 02:05:14,480
just discuss different things and then

3644
02:05:18,870 --> 02:05:16,719
ideas start flowing going back and forth

3645
02:05:20,470 --> 02:05:18,880
and we'll discuss all kinds of things

3646
02:05:22,310 --> 02:05:20,480
you know but the only difference now is

3647
02:05:24,629 --> 02:05:22,320
that it's just done and

3648
02:05:26,069 --> 02:05:24,639
open where everybody could just from the

3649
02:05:28,870 --> 02:05:26,079
safety of their own

3650
02:05:29,350 --> 02:05:28,880
room just chime in log in and and watch

3651
02:05:32,629 --> 02:05:29,360
it

3652
02:05:35,589 --> 02:05:32,639
to somebody and

3653
02:05:36,149 --> 02:05:35,599
and i guess if they're still shy about

3654
02:05:39,830 --> 02:05:36,159
it or

3655
02:05:41,990 --> 02:05:39,840
not wanting to be known yeah i should ch

3656
02:05:43,270 --> 02:05:42,000
do you remember was it like meetup.com

3657
02:05:44,470 --> 02:05:43,280
or something how did you find those

3658
02:05:47,510 --> 02:05:44,480
meetings originally like

3659
02:05:48,229 --> 02:05:47,520
i could check uh do you remember okay do

3660
02:05:51,350 --> 02:05:48,239
you remember

3661
02:05:51,750 --> 02:05:51,360
uh god it's been so long ago now was it

3662
02:05:56,550 --> 02:05:51,760
20

3663
02:05:59,830 --> 02:05:56,560
25 oh so 12 12 years ago now remember

3664
02:06:01,109 --> 02:05:59,840
uh light bearer i i got you know light

3665
02:06:03,830 --> 02:06:01,119
bearer

3666
02:06:04,629 --> 02:06:03,840
said i think i met him at your house and

3667
02:06:07,270 --> 02:06:04,639
um

3668
02:06:09,270 --> 02:06:07,280
he said there's this uh contact he that

3669
02:06:11,350 --> 02:06:09,280
has a meeting at a bowling alley i was

3670
02:06:13,430 --> 02:06:11,360
like really here in san luis

3671
02:06:15,430 --> 02:06:13,440
yeah and then we went to race meeting

3672
02:06:17,350 --> 02:06:15,440
then from there we learned that there's

3673
02:06:19,030 --> 02:06:17,360
you know mufa meeting that there's the

3674
02:06:21,189 --> 02:06:19,040
coasties meeting that there's all these

3675
02:06:22,709 --> 02:06:21,199
different meetings all over san luis

3676
02:06:25,189 --> 02:06:22,719
throughout the month and then we just

3677
02:06:27,109 --> 02:06:25,199
started to to go to majority of them

3678
02:06:29,669 --> 02:06:27,119
and i sometimes i couldn't make all of

3679
02:06:38,629 --> 02:06:29,679
them but you know

3680
02:06:43,350 --> 02:06:41,030
but yeah no have you been in touch with

3681
02:06:45,510 --> 02:06:43,360
anybody at all or not not even that so

3682
02:06:47,830 --> 02:06:45,520
not just going to meetings but you you

3683
02:06:49,830 --> 02:06:47,840
just not talking to any of them

3684
02:06:51,990 --> 02:06:49,840
i guess because there is really no there

3685
02:06:53,350 --> 02:06:52,000
wasn't like a general email list

3686
02:06:54,870 --> 02:06:53,360
that everyone could just email each

3687
02:06:56,550 --> 02:06:54,880
other you either showed up and you got

3688
02:06:57,990 --> 02:06:56,560
to see everybody and if you didn't if

3689
02:07:01,589 --> 02:06:58,000
unless you had that number there was

3690
02:07:05,189 --> 02:07:03,750
that's right yeah ron and sally actually

3691
02:07:06,870 --> 02:07:05,199
were the only ones that i still talk to

3692
02:07:08,390 --> 02:07:06,880
and and lightbearer i do see him

3693
02:07:12,629 --> 02:07:08,400
periodically

3694
02:07:15,030 --> 02:07:12,639
okay are they i guess are they going to

3695
02:07:16,390 --> 02:07:15,040
no wrong i'm running sandy or not i'm

3696
02:07:18,550 --> 02:07:16,400
sorry it's not sally sandy

3697
02:07:19,510 --> 02:07:18,560
or not uh but that was because ron was

3698
02:07:22,790 --> 02:07:19,520
really sick

3699
02:07:25,270 --> 02:07:22,800
um and lightbear how do you know

3700
02:07:27,750 --> 02:07:25,280
lightbear his name is lightbear

3701
02:07:30,709 --> 02:07:27,760
like like he was kind of a free spirit

3702
02:07:38,149 --> 02:07:34,950
well um i guess while i still have a

3703
02:07:38,550 --> 02:07:38,159
fairly high uh live count of people

3704
02:07:43,350 --> 02:07:38,560
right

3705
02:07:46,950 --> 02:07:43,360
a while back i was talking about

3706
02:07:49,189 --> 02:07:46,960
um getting uh george nori on

3707
02:07:50,709 --> 02:07:49,199
and that i haven't i haven't stopped

3708
02:07:51,270 --> 02:07:50,719
basically what we're trying to work out

3709
02:07:53,270 --> 02:07:51,280
is

3710
02:07:55,270 --> 02:07:53,280
for a time where it would work best for

3711
02:07:55,990 --> 02:07:55,280
him and we figured we'll just do kind of

3712
02:07:58,709 --> 02:07:56,000
like a q

3713
02:08:00,229 --> 02:07:58,719
a where um he would just come on and

3714
02:08:01,589 --> 02:08:00,239
then we'll just start out right away

3715
02:08:03,350 --> 02:08:01,599
with questions and answers

3716
02:08:05,109 --> 02:08:03,360
for those of you that don't know um

3717
02:08:07,030 --> 02:08:05,119
george nori is the host of coast to

3718
02:08:08,069 --> 02:08:07,040
coast i am right now and he kind of took

3719
02:08:12,310 --> 02:08:08,079
over uh

3720
02:08:15,750 --> 02:08:12,320
for art bell in 2005 or so or 2004

3721
02:08:16,390 --> 02:08:15,760
and so i don't know if you find that

3722
02:08:18,069 --> 02:08:16,400
useful

3723
02:08:20,149 --> 02:08:18,079
or whatever but it'll give you a chance

3724
02:08:22,149 --> 02:08:20,159
to to potentially you know

3725
02:08:23,669 --> 02:08:22,159
to to ask a question now what i've been

3726
02:08:27,430 --> 02:08:23,679
trying to figure out

3727
02:08:30,629 --> 02:08:27,440
on on my technical end is to

3728
02:08:31,589 --> 02:08:30,639
have skype and telegram be able to talk

3729
02:08:33,750 --> 02:08:31,599
to each other

3730
02:08:34,790 --> 02:08:33,760
at the same time streaming out to all of

3731
02:08:37,189 --> 02:08:34,800
you watching

3732
02:08:38,470 --> 02:08:37,199
so that that way when you do call in you

3733
02:08:40,550 --> 02:08:38,480
can directly ask

3734
02:08:42,069 --> 02:08:40,560
the person to have on skype the question

3735
02:08:44,629 --> 02:08:42,079
you want to answer i mean you want

3736
02:08:45,910 --> 02:08:44,639
uh to ask and they can answer you back

3737
02:08:47,510 --> 02:08:45,920
and you're hearing them

3738
02:08:48,870 --> 02:08:47,520
and so i've been kind of trying to

3739
02:08:50,629 --> 02:08:48,880
figure it out with different like

3740
02:08:51,990 --> 02:08:50,639
virtual cables and all these different

3741
02:08:53,189 --> 02:08:52,000
technical things that i don't want to

3742
02:08:55,350 --> 02:08:53,199
get into right now

3743
02:08:57,350 --> 02:08:55,360
but i'm trying my best to kind of spend

3744
02:08:58,229 --> 02:08:57,360
a little time to figure out how i can do

3745
02:09:00,069 --> 02:08:58,239
it so that

3746
02:09:02,149 --> 02:09:00,079
that way instead of me just reading the

3747
02:09:05,030 --> 02:09:02,159
question you can log in and ask to guess

3748
02:09:08,149 --> 02:09:05,040
the question yourself you know and um

3749
02:09:10,310 --> 02:09:08,159
but uh i'm sure the solution will come

3750
02:09:12,229 --> 02:09:10,320
to me because um i haven't been able to

3751
02:09:13,109 --> 02:09:12,239
like fully immerse myself in it to

3752
02:09:14,870 --> 02:09:13,119
figure it out

3753
02:09:17,109 --> 02:09:14,880
but that's been something on my mind to

3754
02:09:18,229 --> 02:09:17,119
have that capability and that ability

3755
02:09:20,870 --> 02:09:18,239
follow you

3756
02:09:21,589 --> 02:09:20,880
so that um you do get to you know call

3757
02:09:24,629 --> 02:09:21,599
in and then

3758
02:09:25,990 --> 02:09:24,639
ask ask the questions yourself and

3759
02:09:27,990 --> 02:09:26,000
but there's nothing wrong if you just

3760
02:09:30,470 --> 02:09:28,000
want to uh write them down

3761
02:09:31,910 --> 02:09:30,480
in chat and i'll just read them out out

3762
02:09:32,709 --> 02:09:31,920
to the to the guest there's nothing

3763
02:09:34,470 --> 02:09:32,719
wrong with that

3764
02:09:37,109 --> 02:09:34,480
i'm just basically trying to get more

3765
02:09:41,030 --> 02:09:37,119
options for all of you that are

3766
02:09:43,350 --> 02:09:41,040
always you know coming back and liking

3767
02:09:45,589 --> 02:09:43,360
the shows and liking to participate and

3768
02:09:48,229 --> 02:09:45,599
watch

3769
02:09:49,270 --> 02:09:48,239
but yeah if uh and if you really want to

3770
02:09:51,510 --> 02:09:49,280
to help

3771
02:09:53,270 --> 02:09:51,520
um you know it would help a great deal

3772
02:09:55,669 --> 02:09:53,280
if you just subscribed and

3773
02:09:56,310 --> 02:09:55,679
liked or disliked you know whatever

3774
02:09:59,350 --> 02:09:56,320
whatever

3775
02:10:01,750 --> 02:09:59,360
you know uh you decide to any of these

3776
02:10:02,790 --> 02:10:01,760
shows or share them with friends because

3777
02:10:04,310 --> 02:10:02,800
the more people

3778
02:10:06,470 --> 02:10:04,320
learn about it they might find it

3779
02:10:08,069 --> 02:10:06,480
interesting and then they would you know

3780
02:10:11,030 --> 02:10:08,079
we'll have that many more people

3781
02:10:12,310 --> 02:10:11,040
joining and watching and listening um

3782
02:10:14,950 --> 02:10:12,320
because

3783
02:10:16,229 --> 02:10:14,960
at the end of the day i do enjoy

3784
02:10:17,910 --> 02:10:16,239
spending all this time

3785
02:10:20,069 --> 02:10:17,920
with with you guys even though i can't

3786
02:10:23,030 --> 02:10:20,079
see you but i read your comments and

3787
02:10:23,669 --> 02:10:23,040
i get to talk to you on on telegram but

3788
02:10:26,310 --> 02:10:23,679
uh

3789
02:10:28,069 --> 02:10:26,320
of course with everyone that has ever

3790
02:10:30,069 --> 02:10:28,079
started an endeavor of course i wanted

3791
02:10:31,830 --> 02:10:30,079
to grow and become bigger and better and

3792
02:10:35,750 --> 02:10:31,840
and offer more options

3793
02:10:36,790 --> 02:10:35,760
so if you enjoy it it would be great

3794
02:10:39,830 --> 02:10:36,800
help if you could

3795
02:10:41,189 --> 02:10:39,840
simply simply share it and of course if

3796
02:10:43,430 --> 02:10:41,199
you know you can also support the

3797
02:10:45,669 --> 02:10:43,440
channel if you you know have

3798
02:10:46,790 --> 02:10:45,679
some silly shirts i made a while back

3799
02:10:50,149 --> 02:10:46,800
about different kind

3800
02:10:50,870 --> 02:10:50,159
you know different kind of uh graphics

3801
02:10:53,350 --> 02:10:50,880
and then a

3802
02:10:54,790 --> 02:10:53,360
larger alien on the cup like this or

3803
02:10:56,790 --> 02:10:54,800
anything like that so if you want to

3804
02:10:58,470 --> 02:10:56,800
have something that you can use at the

3805
02:11:00,470 --> 02:10:58,480
same time support the channel

3806
02:11:01,669 --> 02:11:00,480
it will be greatly appreciated yeah i

3807
02:11:03,669 --> 02:11:01,679
never or

3808
02:11:05,830 --> 02:11:03,679
hardly ever really bring it up but i

3809
02:11:08,390 --> 02:11:05,840
figured um you know if it's

3810
02:11:09,350 --> 02:11:08,400
something that that you would want to

3811
02:11:14,709 --> 02:11:09,360
partake in

3812
02:11:19,589 --> 02:11:17,669
okay i'm not i'm not seeing any more any

3813
02:11:22,229 --> 02:11:19,599
other questions and i think

3814
02:11:23,990 --> 02:11:22,239
we covered a great deal nathan i'm

3815
02:11:27,830 --> 02:11:24,000
thinking about just uh closing

3816
02:11:31,510 --> 02:11:27,840
out the stream and uh um

3817
02:11:33,589 --> 02:11:31,520
seeing oh there was one question about

3818
02:11:35,910 --> 02:11:33,599
i think fabrizia asked about having

3819
02:11:39,910 --> 02:11:35,920
somebody that covers crop circles

3820
02:11:41,750 --> 02:11:39,920
and um the issue

3821
02:11:43,189 --> 02:11:41,760
is the one particular person that was

3822
02:11:45,990 --> 02:11:43,199
very well known

3823
02:11:48,470 --> 02:11:46,000
she's not doing public speaking anymore

3824
02:11:51,430 --> 02:11:48,480
the other person that i would like to

3825
02:11:52,229 --> 02:11:51,440
excuse me gotta get in touch with um i

3826
02:11:54,310 --> 02:11:52,239
think she's

3827
02:11:56,069 --> 02:11:54,320
really getting up there in ages not too

3828
02:11:57,589 --> 02:11:56,079
savvy with technology

3829
02:11:59,189 --> 02:11:57,599
and so i don't know how well that will

3830
02:12:01,669 --> 02:11:59,199
work out having to

3831
02:12:03,510 --> 02:12:01,679
to talk to her in over skype so i'm

3832
02:12:05,910 --> 02:12:03,520
trying to find and look for

3833
02:12:07,510 --> 02:12:05,920
for people that are covering that so i

3834
02:12:08,950 --> 02:12:07,520
can extend an invitation to them and

3835
02:12:11,510 --> 02:12:08,960
have them come on to

3836
02:12:12,790 --> 02:12:11,520
to talk about it either a webcast was

3837
02:12:16,229 --> 02:12:12,800
pre-recorded or

3838
02:12:18,310 --> 02:12:16,239
a live show but i know um hopefully

3839
02:12:21,510 --> 02:12:18,320
coming up this weekend and next

3840
02:12:23,589 --> 02:12:21,520
well this friday and next friday um that

3841
02:12:24,950 --> 02:12:23,599
i've been trying to kind of uh start

3842
02:12:27,910 --> 02:12:24,960
covering more about

3843
02:12:30,069 --> 02:12:27,920
sasquatch and um uh different

3844
02:12:32,870 --> 02:12:30,079
researchers that are in that field

3845
02:12:34,589 --> 02:12:32,880
so that um you know just expanding more

3846
02:12:37,270 --> 02:12:34,599
into the the

3847
02:12:39,189 --> 02:12:37,280
cryptozoology field then there's always

3848
02:12:41,270 --> 02:12:39,199
the the talk and connection

3849
02:12:43,589 --> 02:12:41,280
uh to have some claim between the

3850
02:12:46,709 --> 02:12:43,599
sasquatch people and

3851
02:12:47,990 --> 02:12:46,719
ets and all of that can be discussed so

3852
02:12:51,669 --> 02:12:48,000
i would like to get somebody

3853
02:12:54,149 --> 02:12:51,679
on regarding that actually

3854
02:12:55,189 --> 02:12:54,159
let me see here because i've been

3855
02:12:59,350 --> 02:12:55,199
waiting

3856
02:13:03,669 --> 02:13:02,950
um actually you get to watch me confirm

3857
02:13:09,589 --> 02:13:03,679
it live

3858
02:13:09,599 --> 02:13:15,830
okay

3859
02:13:19,030 --> 02:13:17,270
all right it looks like i have a

3860
02:13:21,669 --> 02:13:19,040
confirmed guest

3861
02:13:23,589 --> 02:13:21,679
for friday if i'm not mistaken don't

3862
02:13:25,270 --> 02:13:23,599
hold me to it i will create a stream but

3863
02:13:29,350 --> 02:13:25,280
it's going to be um

3864
02:13:33,189 --> 02:13:29,360
cindy carter and she

3865
02:13:36,390 --> 02:13:33,199
she also uh i believe written some books

3866
02:13:38,310 --> 02:13:36,400
and is researching uh sasquatch so

3867
02:13:39,589 --> 02:13:38,320
it'll be exciting to see what she has to

3868
02:13:42,310 --> 02:13:39,599
talk about and and

3869
02:13:43,589 --> 02:13:42,320
um cover on friday it's usually on

3870
02:13:46,629 --> 02:13:43,599
friday at 7 00 pm

3871
02:13:47,669 --> 02:13:46,639
central time open lines are always

3872
02:13:50,069 --> 02:13:47,679
wednesdays

3873
02:13:52,310 --> 02:13:50,079
and if i manage to get a webcast and a

3874
02:13:53,589 --> 02:13:52,320
pre-recorded interview to do it sometime

3875
02:13:56,229 --> 02:13:53,599
during that week and

3876
02:13:58,149 --> 02:13:56,239
put it out there but for now with all

3877
02:14:00,069 --> 02:13:58,159
the things going on this all i've been

3878
02:14:03,510 --> 02:14:00,079
able to to manage is

3879
02:14:05,830 --> 02:14:03,520
wednesday open open lines and friday um

3880
02:14:07,910 --> 02:14:05,840
just a live show and i'll just keep that

3881
02:14:09,910 --> 02:14:07,920
going for sure

3882
02:14:11,510 --> 02:14:09,920
hopefully i don't ever have to cancel

3883
02:14:12,950 --> 02:14:11,520
fridays but i'm sure

3884
02:14:14,790 --> 02:14:12,960
something might come up where i might

3885
02:14:15,910 --> 02:14:14,800
have to and

3886
02:14:18,950 --> 02:14:15,920
i hope you're not going to hold that

3887
02:14:21,910 --> 02:14:18,960
against me if that ever happens

3888
02:14:22,629 --> 02:14:21,920
okay well nathan um goodbye my friend i

3889
02:14:25,350 --> 02:14:22,639
just want to

3890
02:14:27,350 --> 02:14:25,360
officially say bye to you now and thank

3891
02:14:30,390 --> 02:14:27,360
you again for participating and

3892
02:14:31,270 --> 02:14:30,400
and uh talking to me and uh everyone

3893
02:14:34,310 --> 02:14:31,280
else watching

3894
02:14:35,990 --> 02:14:34,320
i thank you very much for being here and

3895
02:14:38,069 --> 02:14:36,000
um i know the show has been a bit

3896
02:14:40,390 --> 02:14:38,079
different than than usual but i promise

3897
02:14:43,430 --> 02:14:40,400
we'll get back to our

3898
02:14:45,669 --> 02:14:43,440
normal ufo talk as always

3899
02:14:47,189 --> 02:14:45,679
but then again we're not limited if

3900
02:14:48,629 --> 02:14:47,199
there's something that you call about

3901
02:14:49,669 --> 02:14:48,639
and are passionate about and would like

3902
02:14:52,709 --> 02:14:49,679
to talk about

3903
02:14:53,990 --> 02:14:52,719
feel free to do so so have a good day

3904
02:14:56,390 --> 02:14:54,000
have a good night wherever you

3905
02:14:58,229 --> 02:14:56,400
are thanks again for tuning in and